I'm Not Ready

I'm Not Ready
Granddaughter


Megan was crying in her room. Confine himself a long time while he was in the bathub and stroking his stomach that already looks big.


Dive in all the happy events that the Gods gave her. And all is hard to argue, if it is slowly she loves her husband and sure God too.


"Have you finished your bath?" asked subtly from the man who had been waiting for her to come out while she was soaking for a long time.


Both of their eyes met and the Gods immediately hugged Mega. Mega cries in the chest of her husband's field, permeating all Arumi's words that she does not know what to answer.


"I choose you and our child" the hoarse voice of the Gods added to Mega's cry, between believe it or not. Mega doesn't care about any of that. His love for the gods could not be stopped. "Arumi, my business. Let me finish it," he added.


The god then took off his embrace, touching the two cheek boundaries of his wife who was pattering with tears. Sweep it with his two thumbs and kiss Mega's forehead.


"You, our son, are my future. And Arumi is the past. And I promise, as much as possible, not to see Arumi again."


"Don't promise the last sentence, because you often deny it."


"This time no."


The two then embrace each other warmly. Mega was so grateful for that day. The day that God knocked his heart and right to make his life choices forward without looking back.


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The next 4 months.


"Mama's coming? mama was impatient, stubborn, wanting to know the gender of my granddaughter," Rahma's mother told Dewa and Mega when they were about to leave to check the womb.


"Yes ma, I can."


"Thank you baby, you've allowed my mom to come along. Mama is curious about it," Rahma's mother replies with a smile that she has not yet locked, and she picks up the bag in the room afterwards walking with her son and daughter-in-law to the car garage.


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At the doctor's office.


While in the doctor's room, Rahma's mother was busy with her own excitement. "So what kind of girl is Doc's guy?" asked Rahma's mother impatiently.


"Propay ma'am, let's take a slow look," replied the doctor as he slowly shifted the device over Mega's gel-polished stomach.


The three smiled, as the doctor explained the tiny body parts inside her stomach.


"Aaa.. funny thing.." said Rahma's mother who was moved to watch her own on the ultrasound screen.


"God willing, ma'am, her gender" said the doctor with her still slid tool over Mega's stomach.


"Alhamdulillah..." The god and his mama thanked him for being happy to hear the words from the doctor.


"Good Mom, I want a granddaughter."


"Yes Doc, it's because I've had two boys. So just want to have his grandchildren will be all girls," said Rahma's mother who spoke with a smile that was not completely finished.


"Alhamdulillah, ma'am, his prayer is answered. And hopefully good until the birth."


"See Doc thanks."


Until finally it was all finished and the three were heading to the car park. Arumi was monitoring from a distance. He felt pain once, seeing Mega once received the attention of his mother-in-law, Rahma's mother.


Yes, for days Arumi kept on shoveling from the distance of their household. Since the Gods did not reply to a single one of his communications. Arumi decided to look at them from a distance. And that hurts. Because what? Because Dewa and Mega look blatantly betrayed her. Pretending not to remember what he said first. When they first got married, what was the purpose?


It's very exciting to launch something not commendable to Mega and the baby. But Arumi realized, if he did something beyond the limit and the end was discovered by God, Arumi sure God will never forgive him and instead will be embedded hate in the heart of his lover. Arumi knows the gods.


Letting him, is the same as agreeing to him. Agree they are together. And it was still not ready for him to accept.


Unlike the three of them, who are still overwhelmed with feelings of happiness because they hear if the gender of the baby in Mega's stomach is female. Over and over again Rahma's mother gave thanks, Mega and Dewa were happy to see her mother happy.


They then celebrate the day by eating out. With Rahma's mother who spends a lot for her daughter-in-law because she is so happy to get grandchildren with female gender.


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Evening has arrived.


God is busy with changing the name of the hotel that one more week he will inaugurate. It would be very meaningful if the name Mega, himself and his son were united. Choose one name. Mediterranean Hotel. Where Me comes from the name Mega. in te and ra can be taken from the name of Dewa Dirgantara. And nia, is a part of the name related to her daughter later.


When Dewa talked about it to his wife, Mega was moved to hear it. Not far away, if the gods to think of carving the name of the three of them into the name of the hotel that will be inaugurated by her husband.


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One week later.


Prok prok prok


The boisterous sound of applause from all invited guests at the inauguration party of the new hotel owned by Sadewa Dirgantara.


One of the MCs, told Dewa to give a speech as the owner of the hotel. The god then advanced to the top of the podium and gave a welcome. Proud of the completion of the construction of the hotel was not spared he expressed to all invited guests. Dewa also proudly mentions and introduces Mega, as his wife in front of the invited guests.


Mega also came forward and accompanied her husband on the podium. Then Dewa briefly told the origin of the name Mediterranean Hotel to the invited guests, if the name is the name of a letter from the name of both of them and a new family name that will be present and still sleep in the stomach of his wife, who then received boisterous applause from all the guests who were there.


But the event that was once happy, suddenly changed its flavor when Arumi was present and congratulated Dewa and Mega.


"Congratulations, what a great hotel name." Arumi with a heavy heart was present there actually. If not for the invitation of Mr. Hendarto to his family, Arumi would not want to replace the absence of papa and his mother at the event.


Because what? Since then the sweet treatment of the God who is still his lover status, makes him smashed to the umpteenth time.


"Thank you Arumi" replied the Lord.


"Congratulations also, for the birth of the anticipated child and moreover the woman whose words are very desired by your papa mama."


"Yes, thank you." The gods did not want to engage in much conversation with Arumi. No matter if there is a word break up or not, after all long enough also he never returned a message, raised a call let alone meet with Arumi. So for him that night, they seemed to have no relationship when Arumi considered it still.


"Can we talk for a second?"


"There must be a Mega." The god glanced at his wife, Mega too.


"Okay," said Arumi. "How is our relationship?" Arumi asked for clarity, so that her heart would not float. Although he knew, if the Gods had already reluctantly chosen to maintain their love.


"As you have seen today. I chose Mega and my future baby. Forgive me Arumi," replied the heavy God but he had to be sincere. Take off one of them who is honest, actually today is not ready.


Arumi's face was already wet, melted tears flowing from her two eyeballs. Although it's been guessed, if God will leave him for Mega and the baby.


Arumi flipped a step, ran and cried. Dewa and Mega are still standing in their original place. Adding to their grip.


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