I'm Not Ready
3 Days Satrio at home

After they had lunch outside. The two returned to the hotel until the afternoon. Where the gods continue their work.

And then they came home from work. Satrio asks Dewa to stop by Mega's house. "Sister, we don't go home right away. After this intersection, we go straight and turn left and turn right. Enter the gate if not wrong," said Satrio who was late between remembering half forgot.

Isn't that the way to Mega's house?

it is only in the heart of God.

"Well, in that house our brother stopped," pointed Satrio with his index finger.

Not long after, the sound of God's car engine was still on. While Satrio still see the Mega house whose porch lights are pitch dark.

"It looks like Mega's not home. Where the hell is he? Kok disappeared as if swallowed by ocean water" muttered Satrio who fiddled with his phone and more than two to three times tried to contact Mega. But the operator always welcomes the word if the number you are going to is not active.

Satrio began to fret, which he finally tried to get out of the car and approached the fence of his lover's house. Calling out the name Mega repeats. But there is no answer from within.

The god is not strong, seeing the expression of his sister who still has not given up who knows there is a sahutan from within. "Mega is in our house Sat," he said softly heard by himself as he looked at the face of Satrio who looked confused looking for Mega where there was.

About thirty minutes, Satrio tried to bang on the fence. But his efforts must stop in frustration. Since his return to Indonesia, Mega suddenly turned off his phone and there was no news.

"Where? Any?" ask the god pretend.

Satrio shook his head in a doldrums. He got into the car and immediately shook his head violently. Grunting and seeming desperate. "I'm afraid she's why, sister?" still with a messy-sounding breath.

"Didn't he tell you?" ask God pretending not to know. Though he also turned off Mega and hid Mega in his room.

Satrio. "But he said he was out of town and we couldn't meet. I thought it was a trivial thing. Because I can follow him even if he's far away. Don't be just out of town, England here I'll take to meet him. Cook the distance only along the ruler I can not travel. I must have taken him." Satrio expressed his disappointment.

"So maybe he was busy. Mending you a vacation with your own friends to Bali," added Dewa so Satrio go to Bali for a few days.

"No, no, no Mega. Why did I go to Bali?" quick reply the uninspired Satrio.

"There are college friends. Not only Mega," said Dewa while turning the wheels of his car that night.

"But the goal is Mega Kak. Mega with mom."

"Yes, I know. Mega. Your goal is to go home to meet me ga." A god who can not hide if he is also upset with Satrio who is very high level to his wife.

Duh Sat, Sat's.

How will you feel later? If you know Mega has children and is already a big boy.

Especially know if your brother has taken it from you.

Sorry brother Sat.

the Inner God spoke together by turning his head to his sister.

There's nothing else they're talking about. In addition to the face of the God who often turned to look at the face of his brother who was upset.

Where their car arrived. Satrio took off his sneaker. And those elegant shoes don't change places off the shelf.

"Yes ma," the two answered and kissed the back of his mother's hand.

"Satrio's going to ma'am's room, taking a bath." Satrio who then went up to the second floor where Dewa had sent a message to Mega to unlock his room.

But when Satrio was about to reach his room, he heard the clack on the door of the room of God. Like someone who unlocks from the inside. Satrio turned his head right at the key part that became the source of the voice. Because after that, there was nothing to hear anymore. Satrio then went into the room.

The Lord carefully opened the door of his room. Afraid that his wife would be behind the door like yesterday.

"Nobody's home yet?" kissed gently the back of the hand of God by Mega, following Dewa kissed his wife's forehead. "Why?" mega asked wanting to know why her husband's face looked lethargic.

"Satrios. Satrio was at your house." The god looked at the gaped Mega who then covered his own mouth.

"What about Trus?" with a breath that sounded chaotic as he said it.

"She's so cute with you." The word God is jealous.

Instead of being happy, Mega even more not because of his heart rate. A doubtful smile that is hard to describe. "Silver take a shower first, yes" said Mega told her husband to take a shower first.

"I'm sorry Sat," said Mega did not strongly describe the face of Satrio who must be shrouded in disappointment because of him.

Different in Satrio's room.

Satrio was not excited that night. Tried repeatedly to call Mega back. "Where are you, honey?" his anxiety with annoyance which then turned to fear if Mega is not okay. "No. No. I'm sure you're okay. You purposely evaded me Mega? What so?" his murmuring was not over yet. Still do not accept, how can his beloved close their communication access both of them. "Don't you?" Satrio who remembered what his brother said, where Mega was married to another man and should not contact him. "Armgh!" his fist hit the wall of the room. His breathing was messy and irregular.

Satrio was hit by a very severe disaster. His sleep became unsettled because of the thought of Mega who now has no where. In which country? On what continent and with whom?

In the next room. Dewa and Mega even hold each other to sleep. Give each other warmth. As if forgetting Satrio who some days confused looking for the existence of Mega.

The gods did not stop even peeping the top of Mega's head. Fear, if Satrio's love defeats his love, to make Mega melt down and easily leave their marriage.

Or how will it be? Satrio gets angry with him and separates them by telling him to let go of Mega. No. gabe. He's not ready. He's not ready to be away from Mega and her son. Can't do. No one can separate them. Where the two have decided to be together and grow love until old age.

And Mega too. Although his eyes look closed, but not on his heart that was upset because of the arrival of Satrio. He repeatedly apologized to Satrio in his heart. But repeatedly, he saw his daughter sleeping in the stomach that needed the figure of his father. And only together can they make it happen. Sacrificing Satrio's heart sincerely loved her greatly. Powerless, wanting to hurt him. But circumstances force. Forcing her to choose her husband over her lover.

"Aw.." Mega's stomach hurts but doesn't want to shuck.

"Why baby?"

"Sister, my stomach ..." panicked Mega by breathing like a man about to give birth.

"Honey, please don't stress! Relax ... calm." The god who tried to sit his wife. "Isn't the estimated date of the lahiran still two months?"

Mega nodded half-holding the pain in her stomach.

"Hows it? Should we go to the hospital?" tanya Dewa grew panicked because Mega's body came out in cold sweat.

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