I'm Not Ready
Between Arumi and Mega

Arriving home and God checks his phone. "God.." God looked at the cell phone that contained dozens of messages from Arumi and hundreds of calls from her from morning to evening. "Please he's angry." The god then tried to contact his lover. But not lifted it. Arumi heard it, but she deliberately ignored it.

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The next morning at Akhyar's house.

Akhyar wondered why his sister who usually made breakfast that day had not woken up. The fried rice or omelet was not even on the dining table. "Mega... Mega.." call Akhyar to his sister, but there is no answer.

Akhyar opened the door and Mega was shivering with cold. "You sick?" Akhyar then glued his entire palm, Mega's body had a high fever and Akhyar was very scared. Because pregnant women should not take any heat-lowering drugs, if not on prescription. "We're going to the doctor now?" said Akhyar who then brought Dewa to the hospital.

While Gods. The gods have already sent a message to Arumi and apologized. That was because, his call was ignored and it seemed like he was still angry. But this time he tried not to wash and not to his lover's house. The gods will leave for the hotel construction project to work as usual. And the first time, trying to be indifferent to the figure of Arumi who he will slowly try.

But what is it?

The thoughts of the God in the fog and the crying face of Arumi remembered clearly on the head. The face of his wife crying last night filled his head as he worked. The faces of Arumi and Mega alternately damaged his concentration. Until the time of walking in the hotel construction project. The head of the God was almost hit by a material that was deliberately thrown down by one of the artisans. Fortunately all shouted and hit the arm of the God.

"Mr is okay?" ask one of the foremen who helped the God collapse on the ground.

God shook his head, though his arms were scuffed and his back was sore.

"You'd better be in the office, sir."

"Yes, thank you." But when he entered the room, God was already surprised by the presence of Arumi.

Arumi hugged her. And the God was stunned with both hands that he had not yet touched on his lover's back. "I forgive you. And I don't want us to fight anymore" Arumi said as she let go of a hug. Who then kisses gently and meaningfully aunty her lover.

The gods still did not believe what Arumi was doing. Because usually, it is the gods who always give up when Arumi is angry. But now, as if everything had changed. The gods can sense, if Arumi really does not want Mega to seize his heart.

"Gosh, why are you, baby?" Panicked Arumi looked at the dirty God shirt and his arms were a lot of blisters.

God shook his head, as he was still recovering from what was now before him.

"I'll get the P3K box in the car first." Arumi rushed to her car. While the Gods only resignedly stared at the back that was half covered by Arumi's hair that was scattered.

Aware, if a relationship will end from both parties who do not want to maintain. But if Arumi struggles for this relationship, it feels wrong and indeed according to the agreement, if the household will end with Mega.

The names of the two women filled the two chambers of his heart. One was on the right and left as if he was reluctant to remove it. Regi's message about the child in the Mega content, honestly ringing and will be true later. He will definitely regret leaving his son and Mega.

Because yesterday alone, he felt an unusual enthusiasm when delivering Mega check. Where she was excited when she saw the ultrasound screen and heard the heartbeat of her baby in her mother's stomach.

"You daydreaming, dear?" asked Arumi who was already standing nearby, but the Gods did not notice it.

"Oh..."

The arms of the Gods were then cleaned with a wet cloth by Arumi and she very painstakingly did her. The god has since noticed Arumi's face well and is very inferred if Arumi sincerely does it. Implied a deep love for her.

Arumi also cleaned the shirt of the back belonging to God. The honest one touched the God and forced Arumi to finish the activity, grabbing ten fingers Arumi and Dewa showering kisses on ten fingers of her lover.

They both smiled and forgot about yesterday. Enjoying a lunch brought by Arumi for the Gods.

While elsewhere. Mega is required to undergo intensive care because of her condition drop. Looks like Mega thought about last night's problems with her household, which led to her having to be hospitalized.

Akhyar could only stroke the top of his sister's head. Stroked her hair and looked pity at her brother's face that was being closed.

Akhyar then exited the ward for a while. The intention is to go to the office and ask permission directly to Mr. Hanung for the next few days until Mega recovers.

When we got to the hospital loby. The legs of the God are already hugged by a little boy and that's Arsyla. "Papa A.." a familiar, angry voice eared Akhyar.

Zahrin was shocked, why is Akhyar in the hospital?

"Hey, Arsyla..." Akhyar who then carried Arsyla. "Arsyla who's the same baby?" ask Akhyar to Zahrin's daughter.

Arsyla then appoints Zahrin who is still proceeding to the hospital registration section.

"Arsyla's sick?"

Arsyla shakes.

"Mega."

"Huh? Mega sick? What pain is he?"

Akhyar then explained what the doctor said. If possible factors of mind that make Mega drop and must be treated.

"Spaige Mega. I have to call God." Zahrin took down Arsyad first and searched his phone in the bag.

"Don't Rin!"

"Mas, you can't be selfish. God has a right to know his wife. Besides you also work, pity Mega who is guarding. At least if there are Gods, you can take turns guarding Mega."

"But Rin..."

"Mas, give Mega and Dewa a chance to solve the problem on their own. The proof yesterday, God also changes by treating Mega as a wife. And you know what? Even with you separating Mega and the Gods like this. It will be very easy for Arumi to be more and more unable to escape from God."

"So you're happy, Mega tormented her inner self."

"Astaghfirullah. But let them be together, because then God can choose who should settle in his heart and who should he loose?" Zahrin then attached the rectangular flat object to the ear covered with her instant syar'i hood.

Akhyar fell silent and did not chim in.

While the god's cell phone that was both with Arumi was vibrating on his desk.

Dert

God saw the screen of his cell phone. Written cousin's wife in her contact list. "Call..." The god was quite astonished to hear what Zahrin had said. Occasionally the Gods glanced at Arumi, as Zahrin explained the state of Mega.

Honestly, God was afraid of adding a scar to Arumi. It can be felt by God, if Arumi chooses to give up and throw his ego. The proof, his arrival this morning was the answer. Answer if he is not ready if the Gods turn and leave.

God shut the phone. Confused how to convey it to Arumi.

"Who's dear?"

"Oh, his wife's cousin. Are you gonna be up late in the afternoon and wait for me to get home from work?"

"Yes, if you don't mind. And I want us to have dinner together" replied Arumi smiling.

God bowed.

"Why? You don't like it?"

"Oh, no," replied the God whose mind was split in two. Where one of them, he wants to go to the hospital immediately and see the state of his wife.

Arumi smile. And embrace back the back of his lover who was sitting in his work chair.

While God, his breath is messy and quite worried about his heart, which is no longer Arumi who is in his head, but Mega and his future baby.

To the point where a brilliant idea comes along instantly. When the god caressed her lover's hair. "Darling, it looks like your hair is a bit dull" said the God who still holds a lot of strands at the ends of Arumi's hair.

"What cooking?"

"Yes, and many ends are branched dear," added Dewa assured Arumi.

"Oh yeah?"

"Hem."

God took out his unlimited credit card. And given to Arumi. "Wouldn't you go to the salon?"

Without thinking about it, Arumi immediately agreed. "Okay."

Yes.

the Inner God who managed to persuade his lover.

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