I'm Not Ready
Then what should I do ma?

"Where are you going?" asked Rahma's mother who had been grumbling to see the God entering the house.

The god jumped because he was so shocked. "Mo-car God strike ma. Then the gods take it to the workshop."

Rahma's mother advanced her pair of eyes intimidating the Gods. "Certainly so?"

"I-iya ma," replied the God stuttered.

"But like you lied. Your car is a new car. It also comes just as you want to go back to Indonesia. Count how many months!" rahma's mother urged her son.

The god scratched his head with a listless bow. The lie is clearly wrong.

"Where from?" jikak Rahma's mother. "Have you met Arumi? Aye right?"

"Srush! I'll hear Mega Ma."

"You're afraid when you hear Mega. But you're still seeing Arumi," upset Rahma's mother.

"Ma, slow down ma. I have to slowly release Arumi. Mama should also know how she feels. If mom was in her position how was she? Don't keep Mega thinking about her feelings."

"Astaghfirullah's... Mega is clearly a lot of it's destroyed."

"And I'm married."

"Married without you doing your duty as a husband. That's what you mean!"

"Then what should I do?"

Rahma's mother was upset and dizzy with the Gods. "God, I thought that bringing Mega into this house was the end of your relationship with Arumi."

"It was also ma. But Arumi was crying and I couldn't bear it either."

"Why didn't you marry her two-two? Than this? Sin knows!"

"Can?"

"Ergh.." angered Rahma's mother who then went to pinch her son's arm.

"Aw..aw..aw...sick.." the God ringist who was in pain had his arm pinched.

The god still stood up and ruffled his hair roughly. Since his arrival in Indonesia. Since then his life has been complicated.

The god then went to his room. Hugged his wife from behind to see Mega finish her bath. "Hem..bumil is very beautiful, fragrant again," her seduction so as not to be asked variously.

Mega acted cold, trying to release the two hands of the God coiled around her stomach. "Mandy."

The gods can feel if Mega seems to have understood his relationship with Arumi who has not disbanded. But from where he doesn't know. I don't know, God doesn't want to guess. To be sure, Mega's pair of eyes did not manifestly witness his intimacy with Arumi.

"Okay, I take a shower first" by stroking Mega's left one cheek with her thumb. Of course with a gaze that he had not yet let go and Mega realized it.

Until the gods finish bathing. Mega went to sleep first. It was deliberately Mega did, in order not to engage in conversation with her husband.

Both are like strangers, though sleeping one bed and every night giving a hug, but everything feels cold. Mega avoids it a lot, although Dewa does not give priority to Mega above all else.

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Tgl next 4 months.

"I take you to check the content, dear" said Dewa who did not forget the Mega content control schedule.

"No need to brother. Akhyar's brother who wants to send, that's all he does, because tomorrow he has to go to Germany. Is it okay? I'd like to spend all day for him."

"If both how? Your brother is the same as me."

Mega resigned because the gods forced. As a result Mega agreement with Akhyar and his brother waiting at the obstetrician's practice.

Dewa and Mega finally arrived. Akhyar welcomed the salaman with his sister-in-law without a grudge for the first time. Until the name Mega Aristia was called to enter the doctor's room and examined. The two men were so very excited to see the development of the prospective Mega baby growing in his stomach.

The god repeatedly behaved sweetly, from wrapping his hands around his wife's waist and watching Akhyar kiss his sister's forehead several times. Intentionally, Mega did not show her cold attitude to her husband, for fear that her brother was suspicious and would instead have a long affair.

"I'm sorry, brother, if it'll be right for you... Brother can't come with you."

Mega nods.

"Don't forget, if there's anything you tell Zahrin. I have talked a lot with him, too" Akhyar's message to his sister.

The heart of God stopped for a moment. Shit on me, if the same wife cousin. Don't get caught with them. Can long his affairs like a railroad train.Inner God spoke the word.

"Make you too, remember! Until I heard you didn't keep your promise. You will be done," threatened Akhyar slowly but very hard meaning.

"Yes, brother," replied the scared God half-down.

Akhyar hugged his sister. Swiping the back of the younger sister who was the first time she would stay far away for quite a long time.

"Sir is there be careful. Brother has to prepare all the medicines. And you have to take care of your health." Mega's sweet message to Akhyar which they then release hugs.

Akhyar laughed a little. "Sister should have said so. You're the careful one of these humans," Akhyar pointed to the Deity, who all three chuckled briefly. "You're going to take your brother to the airport, right?"

Mega nods. And then they hugged back. Take it off and Akhyar embraces his sister, walking together stepping towards the car park. Where Mega and Dewa ride in the car. Akhyar rides his motorcycle and they make an impromptu appointment to eat at a modest restaurant near the blue lake.

Mega deliberately chose the place. Want to enjoy the green trees that surround the edge of the lake. Feeling the cold wind that pierced his skin. And the last day he will spend with his brother who will go to Germany.

"I don't know the place" said the god who has not memorized the way to the blue lake.

"It's straight, then there's a crossroad we turn left. About three hundred meters we turn right and climb after. We're done with it."

The god looked at his wife. "Where do you like dating Satrio?"

Mega shook her head small and fast.

"Trus? What if you just want to eat, get far there? You can eat at a restaurant nearby. Enter the Mall also many restos."

"Didn't my sister offer to drive? I told you that today I will spend the afternoon with Akhyar. Because tomorrow morning he has to leave for Germany."

God's speechless. Realize, he's wrong. "I'm sorry I forgot."

Arriving at the blue lake. The wind made Mega's hair flutter. The god restyled his wife's hair and it was seen by Akhyar who had just arrived.

Mega turned to embrace her brother and walked together towards the restaurant not far from the lake. Who automatically ignored the God who walked behind them.

"You're so pinter who chose his place."

"Well, brother?"

Akhyar nodded with a smile. See the view of the blue lake that is not too crowded visitors that day. His pair of eyes circulated, his skin pores pierced by the cold that had since approached him after his jacket he was released to be worn by Mega.

The bored god, finally chose to send a message with Arumi where Mega was busy chatting with her brother. Seeing his wife being pampered by his brother felt quite jealous as well. Given Mega lately, being cold because her hormones are unstable and her mood is erratic.

It took some time before Akhyar left for Germany. I don't know how many times, Akhyar hugged his sister and seemed heavy leaving Mega to go far alone. Although he knew his sister was married, but very well know the condition of their household is very fragile and prone to shipwreck at any time.

Arriving at home. Rahma's mother was very enthusiastic to see the results of her daughter-in-law's content control that day. "You're one night."

"Yes ma, Mega met her sister first. Tomorrow his brother will fly to Germany for a long time."

"Oh yeah?"

"Yes ma."

"She said this morning check?"

"Oh, this is ma." Mega who knows if his mother wants to see the results of the content check that day.

"Oh, my mom is impatient. Want to know what gender is?" said Rahma's mother when she saw the little book Mega check results.

"If papa hopes her man what girl?"

"What the hell is up to God. What matters is healthy. Want that papa boy's grandson, girl. Yes accepted," replied Mr. Hendarto.

"There must be a pa, want a girl what a boy. If mama, she wants a girl. Because if a guy. Mama has a taste of God and Satrio. And want her anyway, the grandchildren mama later girls," he replied followed by a small laugh.

"Yes hopefully, ma, granted. You have a granddaughter later."

"Amiin.." chimpal God.

"How many more months is Mega, the doctor said can be seen the gender?"

"God willing in two months the hell can already be seen ma, gender."

"Hem... My mom is impatient. Want to know what kind of guy she is, "an anxious mom Rahma glanced at Mega's stomach that was a little enlarged.

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