I'm Not Ready
Brain tumor

"How do I pass it on to your mama?"

The god is silent, yet to answer and think. "I thought we were lying how about pa?"

"Your mom's not stupid. She would definitely ask him what he was taking so much medicine for and doing the examination and treatment in the hospital."

"Yes, too, pa."

"We better be honest. Papa knows your mama. Fear if we're not honest, your mom won't even take the drugs given by the doctor."

The Lord nodded how good it was.

Mr. Hendarto and his son then entered his mother's ward. And already welcomed the cheerful smile of Rahma's mother after enjoying the food on the table that bought her son.

Rahma's mother's face suddenly changed. Seeing two men, her husband and son, enter with sad faces. "What's wrong with you guys?" asked Rahma's mother to put down what she was holding.

Both are silent.

"Don't tell me there's nothing with my mom." Rahma's mother's eyeballs looked teary.

"Mama pain brain tumor. But it can still heal, the doctor said. As long as we routinely do the treatment and mom obediently take the medicine from the doctor, run all the advice from the doctor." Quite sad, Mr. Hendarto said it.

"Brain tumor?" it was barely heard. But the tears have fallen. "Cock cringe, pa," he added trying to calm so that the son and husband are not anxious.

"It's okay ma, we will find the best hospital. Yes most importantly mama must recover," replied Hendarto who embraced his wife's shoulder. Swiping it repeatedly, so that his wife is strong to face the reality.

"Should dong pa, mama would like to see my grandchildren. Moreover, the first grandson of the mother, less than a few months away Mega lahiran. My mom would not miss that. Saving my mother's granddaughter for the first."

"Yes, yes."

The gods were sad to hear it. His mother who usually took care of him and nagged him, suddenly now the condition is different. After hearing the doctor's verdict about her illness, her mother kept quiet more and shut herself in the room after her return from the hospital.

After doing the treatment that has been a month of routine he did. Not even a development related to his health. What's happening is getting worse and worse.

"Mama.." cried the God who knew that his mama was about to fall.

"Mama is okay God." With pale lips Rahma's mother tried to calm down and had to look fine in front of her son.

"We went to my room. There will be aunts, mama can ask for help with aunt and Mega."

Rahma's mother is sad. His body that used to be still fresh is fit, now seems to weaken over time.

Not long after, Mr. Hendarto went home and entered the existing room Dewa and Mega. "What's wrong with your mom?"

"Mama almost fell down" replied the God with teary eyes.

Mr. Hendarto with his step of tutoring. Every time he came home, he always heard things that were not desirable about his wife's health.

Cringe cring

Rahma's mother's phone rang. Where Satrio who initially asked the news spread questioned the problem of whether his papa mama became a vacation to England as when they had last conveyed.

"What's pa?" satrio asked from across the street and was listened to by everyone because of the loud speaker.

"There's nothing Sat. How was your college?" Mr. Hendarto tried to divert the question of his second son.

"My college is fine, smooth and it's a one-month vacation. I'm waiting for news mommy's with papa. If indeed you cancel the holiday, to England, mending Satrio only who came home pa. Kangen house. Kangen Mega, hehehe." Which all Satrio answered heard by everyone. The god looked worried, lightly kneading his middle forehead with his thumb. Likewise with Mega, who was stunned for a few seconds after Satrio clearly said his name on the phone.

"The father persuaded him not to go home. Whatever the reason," ask Rahma's mother.

"Mama forgot mom's son. He was willing to leave his lover and his family and choose to pursue what he wanted by continuing his studies far there, even though papa offered him a lecture in Singapore that was no less good quality. Satrio, stubborn. He can't be prevented. If we can't get there, he'll come home automatically." Mr. Hendarto who glanced at Mega and Dewa. "You guys get ready." Mr. Hendarto who then rose from his seat. Out of the room that was not long Mega and Dewa also came out of the room mama and her papa.

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"How sis?" ask Mega who is worried if Satrio comes.

The god has not answered his wife's question. His head bowed, twitching his forehead with a few fingers. "We'll think about it later, baby."

"Can't it be fast?" Mega who looks once if he is overwhelmed with anxiety level very.

"Why is that?"

"I know what Satrio is like. It could be the day after he gets to Indonesia."

"You know him even better."

"Sister..." Mega was upset that night too.

Where the gods go to sleep. Mega fidgets by itself.

"If Satrio comes home and asks to see him how?" lirih Mega with the nostrils that she developed crept up looking at her large stomach. "For reasons to go out of town. In one month he was Indonesian, it seemed impossible he did not try to meet. Unless he has to prevent his return. " Mega then sent an email to Satrio. But until the next day his email was not answered either.

The god, who had just woken up, had seen his wife neatly with legs that did not stop pacing around with the cell phone he had stuck to his ears.

"Thank God, you finally picked up too" Mega told Satrio.

"What's the matter, baby?" reply Satrio to Mega. "And I told you, just send me an email. I must have returned."

"I sent, but you didn't reply."

"Yes what's wrong? I miss, if for example mom papa is not a vacation to England. I'm h-home. I miss you dear," replied spoiled Satrio. All of which was heard by God, because he asked Mega to harden Satrio's voice.

"But if you go home, I'm out of town." Mega hesitates to say it. His eyes opened for a second after he closed because he realized it was all a lie. That's what he did while stroking his baby, hopefully fine for his mother's lies.

"It seems that it can be arranged" replied Satrio who he could not bargain with.

"Darling..." Instantly Mega covered her mouth with the palm of her hand because she forgot the habit of calling her lover dear.

The god shook his head small, anxious and pinched his wife's nose.

"You better not go home. But it's okay if you want to go home. What's important is that I told you I couldn't meet you."

"So much work."

Tut Tut Tut

"Well, his pulse runs out," complains Mega with his cheerless face.

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