I'm Not Ready

I'm Not Ready
Are you okay?


"God..." Clarisa's mother was shocked by the arrival of the God that morning in the hospital.


"How is Aunt Arumi?"


Clarisa's mother then hugged the God and cried. "Doctor Arumi said to be in a coma, God."


"Tante, be patient, aunt."


The god then enters the room where Arumi is being cared for. By wearing special clothes, the god is closer to seeing the state of Arumi. The word does not appear in the mind of the gods. Honestly, there was a feeling of guilt considering the events of the accident Arumi after the Gods said the word break up on the night of the party that time.


Just stand near the side of the patient's bed. Without touching Arumi's fingers because there is a Mega who saw it from the outside. "Arumi, I'm sorry. You must be strong, Arumi." Those are the two words that God says. Although there was a feeling that was hard to explain when he saw the woman who had once filled his heart was lying weakly aided by medical instruments.


Thirty minutes inside the occasional God saw his wife sitting waiting for him to come out. But the miracle is real. At the end of the hour that the Gods were about to leave the room, Arumi's fingers moved and called her name very weakly and a raucous voice sounded. "Dee. wa."


The god who was about to leave. Urung, flipped back and approached Arumi. "You woke up Arumi?" the God's happy feeling at that second.


The woman just kept quiet and tried to grab the man who saw her. Trying to look around. But I can't say it smoothly. His back hurts all.


The god then presses a button where he calls the nurse and tells her that the patient is awake and conscious from the coma.


Not long after, the doctor and nurse came where Clarisa's mother and her husband smiled with the rest of her tears heard that Arumi had awakened from the coma.


"Thank God, Arumi woke up from her coma."


"Yes ma," answered Clarisa's mother's husband, with the two clenching their hands together in ten fingers. She saw her daughter from the glass window where the doctor and nurse were examining her. The happy feelings of both are felt.


The doctor then examined Arumi, checking Arumi's heart, eyes and oral cavity. Where the gods are allowed to remain inside until the doctor finishes the examination.


When the doctor is finished, come out. Where both Arumi's parents quickly approached and asked about Arumi's condition. "How's doc, our daughter's situation?"


"Thank God your father, mother, daughter are past their critical period. And later in the afternoon we see the development first, then continue to be transferred to the treatment room."


"Thank you doc" said Arumi's parents.


While inside, both eyes of Arumi glazed like he wanted to convey something, but still could not because he was still wearing a breathing apparatus.


"You don't have to talk to Arumi. You better take a break. Let you recover soon and be healthy," said Dewa slowly closer.


Arumi closed her eyelids, as if capturing what God had suggested to her.


"Then I go home first yes," said the God but Arumi fingers tried to reach the skin of the God slowly because the condition is still weak. Hope the gods don't leave her.


The gods did not reach the heart, ignoring Arumi's fingers trying to touch her. Touched was the finger lentik and placed on the side of Arumi's body that was lying. "You're resting." The god then leaves and Arumi drops a clear liquid on her cheek.


After exit. The god greeted both Arumi's parents who immediately thanked him. The god then returns home, after which the god is more silent throughout the journey after visiting Arumi from the hospital.


"Are you okay?"


"Yes, I'm okay, baby. I'm okay," answered the god on the sidelines to drive his car.


Arriving at home, Dewa looked moody and not excited, until Rahma's mother asked what was with the Gods and how Arumi was doing to Mega.


Mega then explains if Arumi wakes up from her coma and Rahma's mother is quite surprised by her son-in-law's speech.


Until the night. Rahma's mother discussed it with her husband. "Pa, it was the god of Arumi."


"Are they pa?"


"Trus what do I have to answer?"


"Do you know? Arumi was in a three-day coma and immediately woke up when the Gods visited her."


"Oh yeah?"


Rahma's mother nodded in amazement. It was as if the two of them had a strong inner bond.


"Good dong ma, if the arrival of the gods could be a healer for Arumi."


"Good cow?"


"That's the sign, your son brings encouragement or medicine to the sick. That's why Arumi woke up."


"What the hell is pa? Kok did not connect," said Rahma's mother half upset who then Pak Hendarto chuckled.


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Tomorrow is his day.


"Thank God be glad to hear it, auntie" replied the God with a flat object stuck to his ear. But when Clarisa's mother asked for the Lord's arrival again, the old God had not answered and turned to his wife who was busy with her food. The god also looked at his mama and he finally replied. "Em, God try aunty, because the hotel is crowded and almost the entire place is booked for weddings. So, the gods must monitor the performance of all. So as not to disappoint. But God promised, God would take the time to visit Arumi. Suppose it can not be today, the next heart is aunty. Please tell Arumi and the gods hope the aunt can understand."


Clarisa's mother thanked her and it wasn't long before their conversation on the phone ended.


Rahma's mother had changed her expression, ever since God promised to see Arumi again.


Likewise with Mega, even had choked, where her husband seemed hesitant to answer to come to the hospital again.


"Would you like to come there again?" ask Rahma's mother who doesn't like it. Because if that was the way, Arumi would definitely be difficult to quickly forget about the Gods.


The god took a breath before answering. Aware, if his mother and Mega will definitely not agree with his decision. "Ma, I was going to refuse too. But her mom Arumi kept begging for me to come to the hospital. Yes, I answered that." The god then blew his breath violently. "Can you, baby? Anyway I promise, I won't do anything with Arumi." The god asked permission to the woman sitting next to him.


Mega does not necessarily say yes to allow, considering his relationship with the Gods had just hit the word happy.


"You know, right? He was in an accident right I said the word break up that night. So if only come to encourage him to get healthy quickly, I don't think it's a problem baby. Isn't that good?"


"It's not good later. If you love the liver he asks for intestines" said Rahma's mother.


"Cock the intestines ma?"


"Yes, the intestines are long. Not just yesterday and tomorrow or tomorrow. But it's gonna keep going and the harder Arumi moves on from you."


"Trus what should I ma?"


"Mama raise the hand of God, you're all grown up. You should know when to stop not caring anymore with your ex-lover. And I hope Mega, you as a wife must also be wise to give permission to your husband tomorrow. Especially with Arumi." Rahma's mother then went to her room.


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