I'm Not Ready
Who did it?

"Sister Zahrin." Mega was shocked, because why could her ex-sister-in-law hear what she said?

You're so careless Mega.

Brother Zahrin even clearly heard all of your words earlier.

Mega who cursed his mind full of regret.

"What's going on with you Mega?" Zahrin's face was quite serious following a pair of unblinking eyes staring at Mega who were both so very close.

"I'm okay, brother. Is sister done shopping?" Mega turned her face away and stepped away from the intimidating gaze of Zahrin.

Zahrin finished his shopping. Invite Mega to sit at a fast food restaurant in the Mall. After finishing ordering two packages of food and drinks for both.

Not quickly they directly discuss the subject. The two are even silent and Zahrin can mean if Mega is hit by a big problem that Zahrin can feel.

"You got a problem?" zahrin asked to break the silence of the two.

"I don't have anything, brother."

"So you crossed the street without concentration and almost got hit by a brother's car. What were you doing in the city park? And look once your face and eyes like people are done crying. I'm sure you have Mega's problem."

Mega who then looked at Zahrin. Honestly her grief that afternoon was hard to argue. Because indeed his heart was broken and very confused by the results of his meeting with the Gods.

"You pregnant Mega?" asked Zahrin softly so that Mega is not offended by what he said.

Sontak surprised Mega and how easily his former brother-in-law concluded such a question?

Mega with a breath that starts to sting. Taking a deep breath and cradling it doesn't really matter if he shares his story with Zahrin. "Hihihi.." Wept softly Mega who then hugged her ex-sister-in-law. "I'm pregnant sister" he said along with the drops of clear circles which certainly boils down to the veil of Zahrin. Wet and certainly trace.

Zahrin could only stroke Mega's shoulder which was still holding her. Honestly, there is a feeling of pleasure when you hear a pregnant woman. Remembering him is hard. But the twilight was the opposite. Mega cried, because to be honest if she wasn't ready. Obviously, Mega is not married and now there is the word pregnant. Who hasn't broken his heart?

Mega took off her hug. But not at his chugging that still sounded faint in the ears of both.

"Slow down, you can tell the same brother," said Zahrin as he touched his hand on Mega's chin. "Who did it? Who's the father of the baby you're carrying?"

It took me a while to answer Mega. "God sister" he said along with one drop of clear hair that escaped many times even though he had his face wiped and tipped wet again.

"God?" Zahrin called the name Mega. His brain digested two meanings of everything. Is God Regi's cousin? Or the figure of another god? "Whose god do you mean?"

"God is Satrio's brother."

Zahrin was not even speechless back then either. Because how can it? The gods impregnate Mega which in fact they never met. Just know no. Can now confess if the child in his womb is a child of God. Zahrin thought hard and did not manage to find his answer. "God's Satrio's brother?" Zahrin even repeated the word from what Mega said. Both were very careful in speaking. Slowly, surely and can be said to be washed away, Zahrin carried away with the atmosphere of twilight. There was no hurry as the two asked each other a question, chiming in with each other from their mouths.

Mega nodded, which signified that God was the man who had clearly snatched away his madness. And it's hard to digest by Zahrin.

"How can you?"

As for Zahrin, remember very well in his head. Her mother-in-law was even invited by Rahma's mother, the wife of her sister Olivia's mother, Mr. Hendarto, to order kebaya at her mother-in-law's subscription boutique. His word would be used to propose to the daughter of his business partner named Arumi. Zahrin even still remembered the name of the woman who would be proposed to his sister's family from his mother-in-law for their first son, Sadewa Dirgantara.

Mega took off her arms slowly back from Zahrin.

"What did the gods say?"

"Told me to drop this stuff. But I don't want to."

Zahrin who was initially agape turned relieved, when Mega said she did not want to do it. "Yes you're right, you have to take good care of your content. You have not cried continuously. You should also watch your eating, for now in your stomach is a growing fetus and ask for food from what you eat."

Mega was quite relieved after being able to share the story with Zahrin. He ate and drank what Zahrin ordered.

Until after the two had completely finished enjoying the food at their table. Only then did Zahrin bring out what he had been wanting to convey. "Let brother help you Mega? Because after all, you also do not want your child to be born without a father. After all this also concerns one of the families of the husband's older brother. So surely we'll take it for how good it is between you and the gods."

"But brother..."

"It's not too late. Because the God family will propose to the Arumi family."

"Aren't you familiar with the woman's name?"

"Know directly yet. More precisely listen. If the name is often referred to by his mama Dewa, budhe Rahma when taking the mother-in-law's sister message kebaya at her subscription boutique."

Mega suddenly remembered what God said that night.

So right, if they're getting married?

"Hows it? Is it better? My sister will continue shopping. Did you come or choose to go home? If you come with sister shopping, brother will automatically take you home."

"I'm just going with sister shopping."

The two then entered the supermarket mall. As usual, Zahrin issued a list of writings in the form of the names of any items he would buy. Because if it's not. Zahrin had of course forgotten and that there was a small debate with her husband.

Two hours, Zahrin's shopping. Zahrin's car drove Mega home. And when her car stopped right in front of the house that was ten years old she lived with her ex-husband. Stunned him. And there are no significant changes except house paint that has changed following iron fence paint that changes color as well.

"Thank you, brother," Mega's voice ended Zahrin's brief daydream.

"Yes." Yeah." Zahrin continues to spin his four-wheeled vehicle. Leaving home that was once his past.

In contrast to Mega who has been greeted with a wrathful gaze from an older brother.

"Explain to brother, what does this mean?" while lifting the test pack that Akhyar found on the Mega mattress.

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