I'm Not Ready
2 Days Satrio at home

Tomorrow.

"For all," said Satrio who kissed his mama's forehead as everyone gathered at the dinner table without Mega.

"Beloved," Rahma's mother replied with a smile on her lips.

"So, brother's leaving for work?"

"Hem."

"Satrio is coming? Bored at home."

Actually the gods are happy to hear that from his sister. Instead of fear of hearing something, Mega is busy with activities in her room. "Yes, come along."

"Sip."

They then continued to eat breakfast and all rushed in their respective cars were no exception Pak Hendarto.

But while in the garage and Satrio looking for sneaker shoes. Satrio accidentally sees the elegant shoes and he sure does not belong to his mama, although there are his mama's shoes as well which he believes. But Satrio did not voice what he saw.

"Buruan!" shouted God.

"Yes, brother." Satrio then entered the god's car. First there was nothing strange he saw, but after the car was running. It turns out a lot of strange things after being aware of it. There was a pink unyu pillow that he had a god to sleep with in the car. Though if seen on the shopping platform is for the backrest on the tailbone of pregnant women.

Not to mention, her brother who changed the direction of the music genre in his flash disk. Melancholic turns tend to be sad when they usually like westernized music. Yang Satrio could realize, if there was a change in his brother with his musical taste.

Arriving at the hotel.

"You go around first. Look at the sister hotel. There is a very good view, you must feel at home there. There is a place to relax there as well" said Dewa with his index finger that leads to the north side of his hotel. Where there is a natural view that the hotel is very integrated with nature.

The gurgling of the river flow sounded down there. Not to mention the rocks of various sizes and looks still untouched, very thick natural nuances make the eyes spoiled by the panorama.

The god immediately rushed towards his study. The one where he answered a greeting from the hotel employee and the receptionist who said good morning to him.

The god immediately hid a picture frame containing himself and Mega. "Don't let Satrio know," he continued to hide the picture frame.

Satrio was walking around the hotel. After quite a while, Satrio chose a cool place on the north side. Lifting natural elements and not much different as in Bali. That was how his sister's hotel felt.

"You're here?" ask the god who approached.

"Eh, don't know why. I love it here."

"Did I really say? Look at the view of the water and the rocks down there it's already a fair taste."

"Yes, brother is right."

Both continue like adult men who talk about many things, until occasionally one of them must have laughed out loud with their conversation. Until finally Satrio woke up. About the illness suffered by her mother who forgot to be discussed with her sister.

"Why are you all hiding? Mama's disease from me." asked Satrio who made the gods then put down his coffee cup.

"We don't mean to hide. Papa just doesn't want to. If there's anything about your college when you know mama's sick. You get anxious and worry too much."

"Is that the reason?"

"Ehem."

"What about mom's sick sister?"

"Not yet to cancer. Fortunately, it was known early on. So, if we do regular treatment, God willing, mama can be healthy again."

"Yes, pity mom. Usually he is active on vacation and likes to hangout with family and friends. Now he's got to be locked up in the room."

The god smiled doubtfully.

Not just my mom, Mega too.

Same her confinement.

her inner.

"Oh yeah, is this the result of a proposal with Arumi?" Satrio raised his brother's ring finger embedded in the ring.

"The new brother's fiancee, should be here" Satrio said grasping his brother's ring finger to the left.

"It's the same thing," he said again.

Satrio laughed lightly while shaking his head. Many times looking at his phone and nil, Mega did not read the message sent even his phone did not turn on so it was not active.

"Why?" asked the God who saw his sister fretting every time staring at the phone screen.

"It's okay. Confused about Mega, my girl. Brother hasn't made acquaintances yet?" tanya Satrio who made fret on his sister seeped in the body part of God.

"Who? His name is Mega?" pretend surprised. Clearly it was docked.

"Yes, his name is Mega. Let me know her brother."

"Hem.." answered the god of mangosteen. With a distraction staring at the twigs falling into the stream down there.

"The problem is, Mega suddenly difficult to contact and hpnya not active sis."

"Oh yeah? You love her so much?" telisik Dewa is curious in his love of Satrio to Mega.

Satrio smiled softly. "That's a lot of love. Will finish graduation. I want to marry her."

Deg

The heart of God stopped. And still not recovered even increased pain. Not yet able to chimed in, which his sister had just said related to the woman who was currently the master of the heart.

Afraid, afraid of how things will go. Afraid to see his sister's heart cut and hurt. Not bear. It feels like they just hurt Arumi. And that's very difficult. What about Satrio? Will it be willing just like that? Or take Mega's heart from her? Truly, God does not know and is not ready just to imagine it.

"You don't plan on getting to S3?"

"Sir, I thought in that direction. But I don't know later. Afraid that Mega will be taken by someone else" replied Satrio who looks if he really sincerely loves Mega.

Duh... Sat.

inner God Nelangsa heard the reason for her sister. "For example he was taken by someone else, how?" ask the doubting God who straddles far away, Satrio's most basic heart.

"Sister mean?"

"She didn't say she was married." The god who while scratching his forehead.

"What the hell, brother? Ngaco deh." Satrio who does not like if his brother.

"Yes, .. how do you feel?" Still has not stopped God scraping as important as what Mega for Satrio.

"Yes I killed her husband" Satrio said loudly and loudly. "Let her be a widow, let me marry you. Haha..." Satrio's claw that initially made the Gods gaped, but when Satrio voiced his laughter, the tension slowly faded.

"Deed you kill?" asked the God seriously despite knowing his sister laughed out loud.

"Hahaha, don't you, I'm going to jail again."

"What did you do?"

"What happened?" Satrio turned to the Gods as if waiting for an answer to be given input. "Some also Mega may not want to brother, our people have promised. I finished my studies, I married her. And I'm sure he'll be waiting. So there's no way he's marrying anyone else" Satrio replied with great confidence that Mega wasn't married to anyone else. But the truth is, everything is opposite. And Mega is already his wife. Soon enough, they will be blessed with a baby.

"This is my brother, Mega." Satrio shifted his phone towards the Gods. Where their photos plastered real into the wallpaper of his phone.

The gods were stunned for a while. Look deeply into their photos. Where a little sore, when staring they look happy laugh loosely in the photo.

"Where's sis? Beautiful is Mega?" smiling, Satrio said it.

"Hum..."

"When my sister came home from Melbourne. I took her to the sister's party. But papa had a sudden headache and I had to drive him to the hospital. On the night I came back. The show is over and quiet. Yes, I did not know him to my sister. Mega's coming home by taxi."

The god smiled bitterly. Remember very well if that night is what makes things the way they are now. Now they are husband and wife and love each other even more. As fate would have to say. Even though they have to go through the wrong way and hurt their respective lovers.

"Eh, let's have lunch yuk," the god asked his sister. Forcibly disconnecting the painful memory that only Satrio does not yet know.

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