I'm Not Ready

I'm Not Ready
You lied to me, baby?


Akhyar took a deep breath. Before he explains what caused him to bring Mega home. Akhyar then says everything, if Dewa is still in contact with a woman who has been his lover all this time and Mega covers it up.


"Huh? Is that serious, sir?"


"You think I'm lying?" Akhyar then recounted what he saw at the time. Until he did not hesitate to beat his sister-in-law while with a woman who might be the lover of the Gods.


Zahrin regulates the rhythm of his breath. He did not expect, if the Gods were not afraid to do so. And Mega, why does Mega cover her? "Is there something we don't know?"


"You mean?"


"Yes, maybe they have a deal that we all don't know and only they know."


"For example?"


"Does God only marry Mega until their child is born? Ah impossible, Rahma's mother and Hendarto sir must have told the mother-in-law, if so the story. And they, they certainly wouldn't have thrown a fancy party for Mega and Dewa yesterday if it was true only until Mega's son was born."


Akhyar didn't even think about it.


"Don't you?"


"Don't-don't what?"


"Only the two of them knew the deal."


Akhyar grew even more restless after hearing what Zahrin's reasonable conclusion was.


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Somewhere else.


A god who doesn't have enough courage to knock on Mega's fence. Long enough to be in the car. Weighing on a lot of things he hasn't decided for a month.


How not? Prohibition of meeting Mega, clearly proclaimed Akhyar if he has not released his woman, Arumi. And in fact, his relationship with Arumi is also still running. And now want to meet Mega who honestly actually wants to take him to the content check.


After a long time, God decided to get out of the car and knock on the fence of his wife's house.


Tek Tek tek


Mega who has since opened the Novel Toon app and read novels online to fill her boring and lonely days. Mega came out and was surprised. The figure of a man who is still legitimate to be her husband turned out to side with her. "Sister God," he said with an uncontrolled heartbeat of his rhythm.


"Mega."


Their eyes were staring. There are feelings that are difficult to describe in order to draw a conclusion to them.


Longing for long time not meeting. The feeling of pleasure because a month long finally meet again. And quite a lot of feelings filled the space of both hearts.


I want God to hug his wife. But there seems to be a distance barrier that God himself cannot understand.


"You healthy?" asked the God in a hoarse voice because of the old silence before.


Mega nods.


Dewa then handed the small book of USG check results every month to Mega.


"I want to take you in for a check. Do you want to?" It's very hard God said. The god didn't even know why he seemed to swallow his own saliva. Said not to love Mega, but the opposite happened. Mega's figure can not just disappear since his departure from home.


Mega nods. Enter the house to change clothes and dress up briefly so as not to look pale.


The two got in the car and headed to the obstetrician's practice. Where when Mega entered the car of God. Mega was surprised by an object that read Arumi. And it was very real he read. In front of her.


Realize, that trivial thing can damage their moods that already look good. The gods did not want to make a cloud that day. It was taken away and dumped in a small trash can in his car. And it was also witnessed by Mega.


Both finally arrived. And very different treatment of the gods when the second time to bring Mega check the content. The gods look even more ready. The god also eagerly looked at the prospective baby and even smiled sincerely when he saw the ultrasound screen shown by the Doctor to him.


After checking the content is over. The god still spoils his wife by taking her to lunch and not even receiving a ringing phone call that must be from Arumi.


Arumi was brightly pickled and squeezed her phone. Because Gods don't usually number so many of them. Anything. The man never ignored the phone call from her.


While God, smiled inwardly even though it emanated from his face. Happy, seeing that day he will spend with his wife who one month he did not notice or even just ask the news. Not what? Not brave. Not having the guts.


"Nake?" ask Dewa to Mega who has enjoyed her food.


Mega nods.


They both enjoyed eating. The god did not even intentionally bring his cell phone. Because according to him, that day is not necessarily able to be repeated with Mega. So he had to completely get rid of the other affairs temporarily.


Still do not stop at the activity of taking his wife to eat. God still spends a lot of clothes for pregnant women, bags and shoes with a lot of money for Mega. Honestly Mega had rejected it because it was too much and seemed excessive. But not on the first new God spoiling his wife.


As the clock ticks. Dewa still invites Mega shopping for pregnant women's milk at the supermarket. The awkwardness faded, since there were questions and answers between them since then for the choices that became their shopping.


Somehow the story? When Mega and Dewa get out of the Mall and head for the car park. Arumi had just arrived and was parking his car. A pair of Arumi's eyes were fixed on the figure of Dewa and Mega. Arumi's breath was choked. Find yourself if God lied to what he said the other day. Say no love Mega. Real and now in his view by holding Mega. Arumi's chest churned and directly got out of his car.


"Wait!" arumi exclaimed with a sad face mixed with anger and disappointment.


God gawked. After putting all his shopping in the trunk of the car. "Arumi."


"You lied to me, baby?" he nodded with a stifled feeling of anger.


"I can explain Arumi." while trying to touch her shoulder, but Arumi quickly hit her.


"What do you want to explain? You haven't picked up hundreds of calls from me since morning, but you left with this woman" Arumi pointed with her index finger at Mega standing to her left. Of course with tears that have fallen and intonation talk because of his sobs.


"Arumy..."


Arumi pushed Mega's body until his body crashed and fortunately there was a car body that held him. It was because of the overwhelming jealousy that afflicted him and honestly he was afraid that the Gods would turn away from him.


"Aw.." ringis Mega.


Arumi cried away following the annoyance she brought. Walking towards his parked car not far from the position of the three of them.


"Are you okay Mega?" asked the God who was in shock Arumi was acting out of her habit.


Mega shook her head and fixed the position.


While the god who then called and chased his lover. "Navy ... Arumi." he shouted while knocking on the window glass of Arumi's car that was still driving did not touch the God who tried to invite him to talk well.


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