I'm Not Ready

I'm Not Ready
Go to Bali


"Night ma," the god with his lackluster face that night. Her thoughts were muddled back when Arumi met her this morning at work.


"You want to go to Bali to frown?" ask Rahma's mother.


"God tired ma, want to take a shower first." The god then ascended to the second floor and for a long time soaked his body in the bathtub.


Chequelek


The moment God opened the door, it was already startled by Mega who was standing beside the bathroom door.


"Why brother? Is brother having problems? Do you mind if we go to Bali tomorrow?"


"What are you talking about? Yes, it is not. I'm just happy."


Mega was happy to hear that. Because he had thought, God does not like the surprise of his mama. Apparently not.


"Let me help packing in the suitcase." The god who is sweet and gentle since the presence of Mega in his house back. He really tried hard to pull aside all Arumi's affairs while with Mega. Not wanting to hurt his wife back, according to the promise he had promised his brother.


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Tomorrow.


"Be careful, you guys. And good luck there," said Rahma's mother who patted her son's right cheek gently.


"Yes ma. We'll go first, pa."


"Da..." Rahma's mother waved her hand to her son and daughter-in-law.


Thirty minutes drive to the airport. And what's going on?


"Mega... Dewa.." shouted Zahrin by waving his hands that were already in the waiting chair to wait for the arrival of Dewa and Mega. While Regi is busy with the fussy Arsyad and asks to go home.


"Sister Zahrin," said Mega who approached the family of his former brother-in-law. "Son't you go to Bali too?"


"Surprise.sister, husband and children will have one plane and one villa with you. We're flying vacation together." Zahrin was very happy to say. Because it can be seen from their smile that never faded.


And Mega too. While their husbands can only shake their heads.


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Ayana villa Bali.


Booking for the next three days. And you can imagine, just by sitting sweet, relaxing and sipping the Balinese air that is full of natural nuances above the pool balloon, only, it is like seeing the beautiful paradise by looking far there the beach of the island of Bali Gods that presents a myriad of panoramas.


After a day since setting foot in Bali and they immediately went for a walk. Evening is time to rest and go home to the villa.


When Dewa and Mega were in their room and were preparing for a break. The god lightly stomped his wife's feet who seemed tired from the streets earlier this afternoon. A lot of the touch things that God did when they were both spending the night. From the one stroking his wife's black curly hair. Hugging Mega from behind as she stood staring at the pool not far from the bed. The two warmed each other up by voluntary unification of the plan without any coercion.


They enjoy it without burden. It's as if Satrio and Arumi's names have been dropped. Hour after hour passed and no word was finished as the two were still demanding a warmth from each other. Dewa and Mega drift inside her until the sun rubs the eyes of both of them.


The god wakes up slowly simultaneously with Mega and kisses his wife's forehead. Dewa invites Mega to enjoy the sunrise by being on top of an open-air seashell pool balloon while enjoying breakfast. There is no other word than happiness. And also consciously, Dewa changed his profile photo alone who was enjoying the beach view in Bali. And it did not escape from Arumi who was sending messages that morning with her mother.


"God is in Bali? Why?" arumi asked when she found out that Dewa changed her WhatsApp profile picture a minute ago. "Job order? Or...?" or...?" Arumi ended her presumption. Because honestly can not continue the word after, which is related to Mega who honestly he rejected it.


Arumi grunts. Walking riled up, back and forth on the side of his bed. And there seems to be nothing that God does in Bali and what is the purpose of him there? It's still a question for Arumi, but again there is no right answer and finally there is one more status update from the Gods, namely two small toddlers who are busy swimming with him and they are happy. "Fix, they're on vacation. And there's Mega." Both Arumi's hands were clenched together with her furious breath towards the two. The god who seemed to forget his sweet promise and it was clearly remembered by Arumi. If both of them are to marry until their child is born. And then came back to her with the same love and married her.


But what happened? In the middle of the road they break their promise. The gods are drowned and washed away by Mega's love. Mega is the same. Which initially only demanded two lines of name, namely Sadewa Dirgantara only on the birth certificate of his son, ended up stretching far and carried away by the flow of love that they both turned on both. Scratching wounds on each lover who still has no word broken.


Moreover, much swallowing bitterness since the beginning of the Gods canceled the engagement. And report that it will be responsible to the woman who is carrying the blood of her flesh. It still does not stop there, which initially God did not love Mega and consider him everything. Now turned around, Mega his world and most importantly for him. He seems to be the third person when he is not.


What's he supposed to do? Single, heavy. Because everything was handed over to the gods. Wrong, of course, and don't copy. Why does he let a man so easily enjoy his body without any marital ties.


One more update WhatsApp status update belongs to his lover. A woman is Mega, but God does not dare to show his face. And Arumi knew the biggest reason. His sister's name is the biggest reason God played a puzzle over the woman he accidentally uploaded on his WhatsApp status.


"You even dare to upload a picture of Mega and call it baby?" the clear spheres of Arumi's eyeballs crammed together and finally dated simultaneously. Arumi was quite bitter and was no longer strong enough to know what they were going to do there. Many things. There must be a lot of things.


And what did God say when he knowingly uploaded a photo of his wife on WhatsApp turning his back on the camera? The answer is, I'm sorry Arumi, I'm sorry Satrio.


"You're seriously doing this?" ask Regi to the God who then shows his phone to Regi.


Regi smiled happily. "Thank God, you are conscious and accept Mega. Although initially a mistake. But I'm sure you'll be able to love him and Mega will be the same."


The gods smiled and then they enjoyed breakfast and swimming in the pool. They all went to Bali Zoo. Arsyla and Arsyad were overjoyed to see the many animals inside. Arsyla and Arsyad are taking turns riding the big super elephant there. And there's so much more they do that's all so much fun.


Until a message alighted on his phone and it was unusual.


Satrios


New again?


Arumi cheered?


Kayak. Followed emoticons mouth closed with palms. Which means Satrio was just joking.


The god was stunned to see his sister's message that before they had rarely communicated. And just this time, Satrio sent a message after a long time.


"You know Sat. And he's Mega, your girlfriend. Wrong yourself you did not bring your fitting to take papa to the hospital that night. Suppose you bring. Not runyam like this Sat," said God of course to himself.


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