I'm Not Ready
1 Day Satrio at home

The god then entered his room. No doubt there was Mega who was behind the door and almost fell because pushed by her when opening the door.

"Aw.." cried softly Mega when she found out she was staggered by her husband.

The god immediately pulled his wife's arm until their faces met. "Are you okay, baby? Sorry.." said the god of course with all his words very soft and a little depressed by the circumstances.

Mega's face is no longer conditioned. Between fear of being discovered and anxiety dominates openly.

For a moment he realized, if all his nerves had stiffened since then. To caress her sleeping daughter in the stomach, as if feeling guilty for her baby.

"I'm thirsty, brother" said Mega, who turned her head and approached her husband, who was sitting on the edge of the bed.

The god who had been upset by the situation, ambyar heard the sentence Mega who was thirsty. "Astagfirulah..." The god immediately rose and panicked.

"Why brother?"

"Susu bumil you, I haven't secured baby." The god rushed straight to the door of the room. Slowly he went out of his room to go to the kitchen.

Looks safe, because it looks like Satrio is still resting in his room.

The gods went straight into the kitchen. Ask your aunt to hide some of Mega's pregnant milk boxes. He then made milk for Mega and took her to the room.

But unfortunately, not yet to the end of the upper stairs, Satrio out of the room that seemed to be going down. "When did you drink milk? White again," said the man in a red shirt with his training pants and impressed relaxed.

God gawking. Thinking of the final answer found. "Since you've seen it."

Satrio went down the stairs and headed for the kitchen. He opened the cold cupboard and poured cold water in the glass and then sipped it.

While God, after rubbing the nape of his neck, immediately walked into the room telling his wife to drink the milk of pregnant women that he made. Dewa smiled and rubbed the top of Mega's head when Mega's focus was on the glass containing milk he drank.

"Sister, I'm still a laper." whine Mega spoiled because usually in those hours he eats snacks and fruit.

"Why didn't you just say that?"

"Want her nyemil now sister."

"Yes already. Wait a minute, Satrio was in the kitchen getting water."

Mega nodded and looked once she was not fussy when locked up in the room.

A moment the God then exited the room. It turned out Satrio was still at the dinner table and was seen once if he was contacting someone. And it looks like Mega. Because God had heard the grunts of his younger brother.

"Where are you, baby?" satrio complained as the Gods cut the cake for his wife. "What a hell are you. Cook yes, suddenly hpnya not active." Satrio muttered to himself and again reached the ears of God.

"Why?" ask God pretending not to know.

"It's okay, sister, just dizzy with my girl. Cook yes, I want to come home from England and one month this holiday to Bali, uh know his phone is not active," said Satrio who then put his phone on the table.

"Oh, would you like to go to Bali?"

"He em."

"Who's your girl's name?" The god who pretended no longer knew.

"Mega..."

"Oh... Megalo." The god who nodded his small head repeatedly with an expression that was certainly worriedly anxious.

"Who's that for, brother?" tanya Satrio saw a tray filled with cookies, pudding, fruit cut following snack snacks.

"Yes to my sister." The god rose from his seat and raised a tray containing Mega snacks.

"That much?"

The god of the melek. Conscious of the tray that he carried was indeed quite a lot, considering there were two living creatures in his room. "Make it while watching tv."

"Gee... We'll watch yuk sak, let's exclaim." Satrio who had walked under the steps of his brother rested.

"No!" cry out God very much. Which makes Satrio a hanger. The reaction of the gods seems excessive indeed. Lha how not. Suppose he's not. Who knows if her lover is inside. Runyan.

"What's the hell, brother?" satrio asked puzzled by his brother's somewhat hesitant reaction.

"No! No watching tv together. There is also a tv in your room. Big tv." A pair of Gods eyes that led to a large tv in the living room to watch family television. "You can watch tv anywhere," ketus Dewa who then went up the stairs again.

"Please... Not bad. It's exciting to watch it together."

"No! I want to watch a black movie. Little children should not watch" cried the God who then opened the door and closed it hard.

Dahi Satrio wrinkled. "Black movie?" he continued to scratch his head, because he did not understand what his brother meant.

"It's dear" the god handed me a tray full of food and fruit.

Mega smiled and immediately ate what was on the tray.

"Slow down, it'll sprain."

"Hehehe.." Mega's little laugh with the chunk of watermelon still silencing her mouth. "What's wrong?" tanya Mega saw the restless God.

Mega immediately stopped chewing. He put the food back in his hand on the plate. "Trus How is it brother?"

"Well, what else? Instead of college he fucked up after he heard you I tainted and I married plus now I love."

Megalo's body weakened. I could feel Satrio how much it hurt.

The two are silent facing each other. Where the two of their foreheads meet. Which means they're dizzy. "Udahlah, we'll think about what the problem is talking to Satrio later. Wait for this baby cherry to be born. Hopefully Satrio will continue until S3. So we can breathe a little longer."

"Don't think long. This one was faced before. So Satrio doesn't know if I'm in this house."

"Yes, yeah. We can siasati. The proof is now, all right?"

"But I'm afraid brother..."

The god then grabbed his wife's head for her to put on his shoulder. The hair was wiped like silk belonging to Mega which they then enjoyed by watching tv together.

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Nightfall.

"Who's bi for?" satrio asked the aunt why her mama's food should be delivered to the room.

"Make mother, mas Satrio."

"Why should we send? Don't you usually have dinner together at the dinner table?"

Aunt was half-dead. Because it has been ordered not to talk about anything related to the disease of the mother, especially the marriage of Dewa and Mega.

"Then let Satrio do it." Satrio tries to reach for the tray containing dinner for his mama.

"No need to Satrio." Aunt who was trying to keep a tray filled with food.

"It's okay bi."

Satrio then went to his mama's room.

Already greeted with Rahma's mother who resuscitated her back on the bed. "You're the one who delivered, not the aunt."

Satrio did not answer. Still watching her mother carefully. "Is there anything you're hiding about your mom's pain?"

Rahma's mother was quite shocked. Heard his son ask that. "It will heal too."

"What pain does ma? Satrio doesn't like it, if you lie to Satrio about your pain."

Rahma's mother turned her eyes that had been on her son from the beginning. Smooth grunt. "Brain tumor."

Satrio. "What ma? Why aren't you being honest with Satrio?" satrio protest as if all seemed to cover up from him.

"Make what? Later even disturb your lecture," replied Rahma's mother lethargic not powered up. Not generally healthy people as they are.

"Trus how's ma?"

"Where's what?"

"His tumor?"

"Yes has been lived. The doctor said as long as the tumor is not aggressive, God willing healed and does not spread into a dangerous cancer."

"Pantes, mama doesn't look fresh when Satrio comes home. Papa is also on the phone. If Satrio always asks the situation of mama, papa always never answers and diverts towards other conversations."

"Yes, yes. Now you know." Rahma's mother hugged Satrio.

"Yes now mama eat first yes, let Satrio bribe. Let my mom be healthy again. Then after my graduation, Mama can come there."

"Doain, dear, may your mother be healthy quickly and can come to your graduation."

"Yes ma," Satrio replied with a nod in his head.

After having fed her mother. Satrio came out and was surprised by what his brother God did. Because he saw his brother bring two rice dishes and side dishes to eat in his room. Which he can do at the dinner table.

"Who's brother for?" satrio asked with his eyes fixed again on the tray in the hands of the Gods.

"Yes to my sister."

Satrio's view branched out, between his brother and the tray.

"Should we eat in the room? It's usually at the dinner table."

"I don't know, today I want to eat in my room. Watch black movies until night." The god who no longer initiates Satrio will think what. The most important thing is that his wife and baby are not starving at midnight. The god passed from before his sister.

As for Satrio, there was no word that he muttered like anything other than a strange word for his brother.

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