I'm Not Ready
Sah

Nightfall.

"Why why?" rahma's mother asked her husband when he was going to sleep at night.

"Papa Satrio's mind."

"That's pa, only one year right. This is an accident anyway. Not the Gods and Mega. Satrio won't hear the news if his lover marries his own brother."

"Did mama agree? If they play wedding. And after Mega's child is born, Dewa will return to Arumi and automatically leave Mega and her baby. Our granddaughter ma."

"We sleep yuk pa, tomorrow morning God's will." Rahma's mother deliberately did not answer about agreeing to disagree. Because Rahma's own mother knows how she loves the gods to Arumi.

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At 05.00 WIB.

"I deg-degan kak," said Mega who was at Hotel Peninsular, the family hotel owned by the Dewa family. Where Zahrin is busy preparing the rounds for the preparation of the Mega Accad. Even though there's a makeup artist who's been courting her.

Yes, Mega did not expect that her marriage contract would be held luxurious. In the morning at seven, will be held akad and continue the night is the reception.

Somehow the God family conjured her up? In fact, this morning, the atmosphere of the hotel is quite busy with a crowded of guests, especially the large family of Gods.

"You relax, Mega. You are so beautiful, even. Already, arranged his breath so as not to be nervous excessively," said Zahrin who was in the same dressing room with Mega.

Mega nods. Taking a good look at his face, despite the difficult streaks of sadness he revealed. The sadness with which Satrio's face kept passing through his mind.

A situation where everyone is busy preparing for marriage. Contrary to the God who still wears a pajama suit together with his lover.

Arumi cries in God's car. Arumi clutched tightly to her lover's body, as if unwilling and wanting to bring her away, the man who was now with her. "I swear by anything, I don't want you to marry her. Whatever the reason. I'm not ready, I'm not ready to take it." Sentence after sentence that Arumi tried to clarify to express her feelings at that moment.

Again the God was made restless by the attitude of his lover. It feels, if it wasn't for the name of his mama and papa his bet. Maybe that minute too, the God took Arumi away who was out of nowhere. "It's a pity, we didn't talk about it yesterday" God replied, ending Arumi's crying. Gods are not strong, if they are constantly near Arumi. Because of what was there she kept shedding her tears and sobbing in her sorrow. The god ended up showering various kisses on Arumi's face area, which of course was all full of meaning.

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At 07.00 WIB.

The Peninsula Hotel.

"Huh?"

"Well..."

Ask the ruler who married them and was answered simultaneously by all the guests present that morning. All the guests were from the Rasmono family.

The god pinned the wedding ring in Mega's sweet finger. And vice versa. Which then boomed the sound of applause and after that was a request from the guests who were unpretentious.

Kissed

Kissed

Kissed

Inevitably, so that the insistence of the guests present subsided. Although awkward, Dewa finally kissed Mega's forehead, continuing with Mega who then kissed the back of God's hand.

Although in each heart an apology for the name of their lover.

The show is over.

Where the newly married couple was in one hotel room. To wait for the reception tonight. That was the first tension that Mega felt.

The gods looked at him with his relaxed attitude. Throwing his body on the white bed was like not seeing the figure of Mega who is now in the room as well. But after he might have realized. "I'm going to sleep, tired. And if you want to sleep. You can sleep on the couch, "his jolt is heartless.

"I want to go out for a while" said Mega to the man who had just changed his status to be called a husband.

The god immediately moved from his bed. Warn Mega, not to carelessly talk about anything about her household. "You remember the rules of the game, don't you? Watch out! If you complain to anyone about my attitude towards you. Especially about the Arumi bans that we agreed to."

Mega nods. Slowly his feet stepped out of the room. Even though his ears were quite burnt with what the Gods had just triggered. Her tears were floating, because in a moment she would really feel the heat of being inside the hell.

For your sake, dear.

said Mega on his mind, while touching the stomach is still flat. Talk to the baby whose life is fighting for.

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Reception.

When Mega and Dewa walk from the bridal dressing room to the guarantee in the ball room.

"God..." Mega is knocked down because of her hells. Coupled with her long dress and she was not used to it yet. Her body collapsed on her husband's body. "Sorry," he said, which he immediately corrected his body position.

"Nothing, next time be careful. You're pregnant" said Dewa while repairing his wife's hell. Of course, with the word meek.

The one where God tightened his two jaw bones, while he was repairing his wife's hells. Because honestly he was afraid to pretend to be good in front of everyone. Treating the woman who this morning exactly at seven more twelve minutes is valid to be his wife well, it does not feel he should do. Given the fact that they do not love each other.

Yes, God spoke like that because there was Zahrin following two children and her husband. There is also Mega's brother who would be stunned if he saw his actual rude attitude to Mega.

"Om Dewa delicately holds his hands onty Mega, so that onty Mega does not fall," said Arsyla who pulled her hand of Dewa to then link to Mega fingers which certainly makes both awkward. When both hands are joined together.

Although Zahrin giggles at her. Anxious with the behavior of Arsyla, a big baby who is two years old less than two days.

Regi smiled head-scalding.

Akhyar scratches the scalp while fixing her hair. All eyes were on Arsyla who was certainly adorable as she spoke. Who else ordered it? If it wasn't Zahrin, his mommy.

"That's dong, God. Kayak mommy and her daddy Acila," he added which of course belepotan call his own name. Makes all still made distrust with what his daughter Zahrin says.

On the other side. Arumi accidentally sneaks into the reception party of a man who has not changed his status. Lover. Of course deliberately wearing a mask, so that his face would not be known.

"Say he said it was all just pretend, but look! You even smile happily, baby," anxious, upset and certainly sad that mixed when Arumi saw from a distance the figure of God and Mega who are now joined in the middle of a happy smile. "Tell me!" he added with both hands clenched and chest churned.

SERIATE