I'm Not Ready
What is it, mas?

That night the gods could not sleep. Sitting pensively long enough and thinking about what just happened. His eyes were closed when the night was late and he was dreaming.

What did he dream of?

Mega's figure who took the baby away. Mega doesn't let herself meet her baby. "Mega... Mega.." call God to Mega which is certainly only in a dream.

The god then awakens with scattered breath. Remembering what was dreamed. Suddenly realized, if he was now a man and soon will have children. There was a little regret, when he had told Mega to abort his womb, which turned out to be his papa mama even waiting for the presence of his baby.

Her mama's words clearly ring in the ear. Retreating. The sentence in which she must release Arumi if her household with Mega will continue. And automatically, Mega and the child in her womb is her future. While Arumi, Arumi's name will be buried deep into the bottom of his heart. And he's not ready for that. And Arumi as well. It seems he was not ready for that either.

The god was honestly tormented that night. His heart was unsettled. Thinking of a bright female figure is right she does not love her. But Mega's face, so real and clear in his mind.

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Next morning.

The dining table is quiet. No one seems to have breakfast. The god realized, if mama and her papa must be very angry over her behavior to Mega.

The gods immediately set out for the hotel construction project. Not touching her morning breakfast and daydreaming a lot about the fate of her household with Mega on the sidelines of her trip.

Unlike Mega who is busy preparing breakfast for her sister. Akhyar could understand how his sister felt. Mega wasn't even excited and just flipped through her food.

"You should eat a lot. For the sake of your son. Your child absorbs what you eat. I hope you don't grieve for long." Akhyar spent fried rice and omelet made Mega. After that he got up and took a job. Not to forget he also advised his sister, if there is anything to contact him immediately.

Mega was quite riled up to be in her room. Read his favorite online novel. And still can't get rid of his sadness.

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One month later.

Time passes so quickly. There is no change in the life of God. All seemed to be the way in place, including her romance with Arumi.

Her relationship with Arumi is still going as usual, although when dating her woman, the contents of her head are always fixed on the figure of Mega. The figure of this honest woman for one month tormented her inner being.

"Why are you, baby?" asked Arumi to the God, where lately God often daydream and there are no signs of happiness while enjoying time with him.

"I'm okay. I'm just tired of work," answered Dewa not excited when he had to deliver his lover's busy schedule. To the salon, shopping and whatever it is that is Arumi's pleasure.

"I feel something has changed from you dear" continued Arumi again, where she can feel if her lover is really not as usual.

"Just how you feel, baby."

"Are you thinking about that woman?" Arumi tried to ask what was the concern of her heart.

The god turned his head, looking at Arumi while driving his car. "Women? Who do you mean?" it is a lie if the gods do not realize it. Though clearly, it is indeed the figure of Mega that really has made his heart fall apart. One month Mega's departure. He was trying to deny the feeling that he himself could not call it.

"Have you forgotten her? Or do you often remember it? To make your love fade against me." Arumi still learns the feelings of the gods. Yearly together, Arumi really knows what her lover is like.

God pulled the car over. Hugging her lover. "Am I not with you now. So do what? Why are you talking about him? I love you. I don't love him" replied the God with tears in his eyes. Between rejecting the true taste. A sense of where, if slowly there is a speck of taste towards the woman who is pregnant with her baby.

Honestly, Arumi was relieved by what the Gods said. Now, he should not worry too much and discuss about Mega. Enough for him. Mega has gone from the life of the Gods by not staying with them. Because then, their love will not grow. Hoping for time to pass, Mega gives birth and Dewa immediately divorces the woman.

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"Date 4..." The god then remembered something. Checked his nightstand drawer and it turned out to be true. Mega content checkbook every month is missing. "It's time for Mega to check the contents" said Dewa who then went down and headed to his car garage.

Honestly, during this one month he did not find the right reason to meet Mega. His older brother, Akhyar, would have kicked him out or put a mark on his cheek if he tried to meet his younger brother.

Despite his doubts during a trip to Mega's house that he doesn't even memorize where his wife's house is. Many times misdirected and and wrong house that makes four wheels on his vehicle should lead to his cousin's cake shop. Looking for the figure of the wife of his cousin, asked Mega's home address on her.

And what the hell happened?

"Huh? You're the same Mega not a house?" Zahrin was surprised to hear that. His ears like being struck by lightning especially the name Akhyar interfered in him.

"Yes, brother."

"Since when?"

"One month?" Zahrin could hardly believe it, because why could it? The gods let it go. And now I'm just gonna look for it.

Gods nodded.

Zahrin's breathing was scattering. Zahrin then wrote down Mega's home address to Dewa. "wait around. Is your phone number blocked with Mega?"

God shakes. Then go and don't forget to thank Zahrin.

Zahrin called Akhyar. With an annoyed face, impatiently heard a voice from across through the rectangular flat object that he had approached in his ear. "Hallo..."

Zahrin managed to make an appointment with her ex-husband. He will help Mega who does not need to obey with his brother who likes to fight the jotos.

Initially, her husband's Regi did not agree if Zahrin contributed to their problems. But Zahrin knew, Mega did not dare to story like it, so making him silent for this month, Zahrin was sure if Mega needed friends and a little depressed.

"I have Arsyad and Arsyla's love." said Zahrin after the debate, the coachman asked for permission to meet Akhyar to discuss Mega.

Regi took a deep breath and scattered her. "It shouldn't be your priority. Take care of the kids is more important, than taking part in Mega affairs that you're not even involved in."

"Just for a second. And it seems like a big deal. I need to talk to Mega. Poor him, there's nothing he's talking to."

"Lho's? Said he wanted to see Akhyar?"

"Yes, after that we meet Mega."

"Mommy itut," Arsyla's whine that pulls the gamis Zahrin wears.

"Darling, mommy just left for a little while. Arsyla's the same Daddy, yes" he persuaded the baby who started high.

"No no no, Acila itut mommy," lashes out with her fingers.

"No, look at yourself! Your children are pinter. Fortunately Arsyad play cars and are more interested in playing than coming with you. You take Arsyla, instead of crying tantrums and I can't calm her down."

Zahrin then followed what Regi said. Bringing Arsyla along, which will be a little difficult to escape from the figure of Akhyar who is fairly sticky with his little daughter.

Not long ago. Zahrin finally reached where Akhyar decided they would meet.

"Hallo papa A.." said Arsyla who seems to have a special call for Akhyar.

Made Zahrin dumbfounded. It's hard to swallow his saliva. "Papa A?" asked Zahrin to Akhyar who was holding her little daughter in front. And Arsyla is comfortable as it is.

And also Akhyar. He smiled happily when he met Arsyla. Even Akhyar has prepared Barbie dolls for Arsyla and cars for Arsyad.

"Yes mommy, Acila's got Daddy and Papa A."

Glug

Zahrin was completely stunned to hear that. Smiled flat and could not digest what her daughter said.

"Now Arsyla play there yes," pointed out Akhyar if where their appointment place there is a vehicle to play children.

"Okay papa A."

Akhyar smiled at Arsyla who was getting smarter and certainly adorable.

"What's Rin?"

"The Mega Problem."

"What's Mega telling you?"

Zahrin. "God, this morning asked for a home address."

"Hehm," cynical Akhyar with a ring on his head. "That bastard. His wife's home address just doesn't know." Akhyar's ears hurt when Zahrin called the name of God.

"Mas, you should not be selfish by separating the Gods and Mega. Poor him, at home alone too, right? You stay at work. She is pregnant and her mind should not be stressed. Shouldn't she be at Rahma's house?"

"You don't know what God Zahrin did?" Akhyar with his face and angry tone. "He, he's already hurt Mega's heart a lot. And I don't accept. Does God not tell? Did I take Mega home?"

Zahrin shook his head while thinking. "What's wrong, man?"

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