I'm Not Ready
There is no love triangle

"Dear, dear" a sweet greeting from God to Mega who just woke up.

Mega is indifferent and gets out of bed, but God stops him by grabbing his wife's hand. "Eits, where are you going?"

"Mandy."

"Oh..." The god then releases his hand. Let Mega take a shower first and they'll talk. And after fifteen minutes Mega took a shower. "Darling, I'm sorry. I didn't come home yesterday."

Mega is busy drying her hair with a hair dryer and already knows why her husband didn't come home last night. Arumi is the reason. The reason for the God's no return that night. Ignoring her at the 4th monthly event yesterday. And chose to take Arumi to the hospital.

"Honey, where are you going?" The god who saw his wife seemed to rush down the stairs and talk to the aunt asking for her whereabouts.

"I'm gonna go for a minute."

"Let me drive you?"

"No need to."

"Trus what are you going up to?"

"Taxi online." All the answers given by Mega were quick and lazy to answer all the questions that God had asked him.

"Darling you walk slowly dong." The God who is worried to see his wife, because the way Mega is fast and hasty.

The god then confronted his wife with both hands that he stretched out to close the access road Mega. That's because the Mega road continues and does not stop when spoken to. "I want to talk first."

"Yes, he's talking!"

"Darling, why are you? I'm sorry. Okay, I was wrong. But Arumi needed me that night."

Mega is not aware, if slowly clear circles of her eyes fall when her husband calls the woman who is still his lover. Arumid.

"Please... You don't cry. I'm not strong. And you should know the reason. He has an acute ulcer. Her parents were out of town at the time. Who should he ask for help? If it wasn't me. Please understand yes."

Mega still sounded faintly sobbing. It felt like her husband had just changed their wedding ring that said both names, romantic dinners and many things as if he were everything. It turns out to Arumi too.

"My online test came." Mega who can get away too and finally get out towards the online taxi.

The god chased after him and called his wife's name more than four times but Mega just kept going and eventually God gave up. Let Mega go, but with the message given by Dewa to the taxi driver to be careful because his wife is pregnant. The god also asked for the driver's wa number and gave him a note of money.

The gods then went to the hotel project which 80% had already been built. As always, check everything that he thinks is not appropriate and meet with several companies related to hotel facilities.

Until his car was right in front of his cake shop. The god remembered Arumi who was still recovering. She then goes to Olivia's pastry shop to buy her favorite pudding and cakes.

"You've bought so much."

"Auntie." The god turned to Aunt Olivia who was standing looking at herself paying to the cashier.

"Make sure Mega is with your mom. Why didn't your mom go to the store by herself? Usually here."

The god did not answer and smiled.

After buying Arumi's favorite pudding and cake. His four-wheeled vehicle has not long reached Arumi's house. And what did he see?

Niko comes and sees Arumi. The god's car stops when Niko wants to go home.

"Honey," Arumi said to the gods.

"Why is he here?"

"He's gone looking at me."

"Oh that. You still in touch with him?" the tone of the God intonation that was getting angry.

"Darling you why the hell? Niko has good intentions. He only looked at me who was sick. Is that wrong?"

"Darling..."

"You knew? I fought with Mama and Mega. Not coming home, waiting for you in the hospital and now there is a new one to look at you. Egh.." - Egh..." Dejected God threw the pudding and red velvet cake onto the floor.

Arumi gaped, disbelieving the anger of the God that afternoon. Realized, if possible the Gods did not like the arrival of Niko who visited him. "Darling wait, baby..." Arumi tried to knock on the window of God's car, but God did not care and continued to drive his car.

"Cumbrian..." Arumi was also upset mixed with sadness. Stripped his feet on the asphalt. Unexpectedly, with such a trivial matter alone, the Gods could be angry at him.

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While Mega. Mega went to her house. Surprised to see the paper bag following the medium-sized cube box is light brown and wrapped around the dark brown ribbon that adorns it.

Remember, if Satrio ever talk about gifts entrusted through his friend who returned to Indonesia. Mega opened it and was moved. On one side of her heart was broken as her brother constantly tested her faith and patience. On the other hand, Satrio keeps his feelings to keep making her smile and happy. Go backwards.

One clear circle managed to escape without permission when Mega opened one by one gift given Satrio to him. Keychains, hats and t-shirts are pink-calm with a white color in the writings of Stanford University, where Satrio is continuing his S2 studies. Mega hugging tightly holds all Satrio's gifts. "You don't know Sat, I'm even wearing a pregnant mom's negligee. I also want to have a baby in a moment," he said, powerless if Satrio knew what he was like.

Not strong, Mega imagined that time had arrived. He then brought Satrio's gift to the blue lake. There he will feel calm looking at the lake. It was as if his sadness was gone for a moment. Her feelings would return to fine after she poured out her heart there.

Initially Mega was surprised, because why did the online taxi that drove him not to go and instead wait for him? It turns out that God has paid more to drive himself anywhere in one day.

While the Gods are chaotic and angry at Arumi. Although Niko is not monitored doing things outside the limits of her women, Arumi is still wrong. When he did everything for him and clashed with his mother and wife. Even Arumi can accept other men and enter his house.

Ting

One of the messages from an online taxi driver who sent a picture of Mega crying on the edge of the lake.

As per the initial agreement, whatever Mega did told him and the taxi driver did. God turned the wheels of his car and headed to the blue lake. He told the driver to finish his job because his wife was going home with him.

While Mega daydream while staring into the middle of the lake. His pair of eyes were fixed on the water that never calmed down as the motorboat shook by walking on it. Like her life now, from being pregnant and now married to having a husband. His life was never calm, because the small to powerful shocks always hit as if there was no word of his stopping.

For Arumi, he was the wrong person because he had entered suddenly in the fabric of their love. But for Mega, it was the God who accidentally brought himself into the love life of God and Arumi.

There is no real love triangle. There are only his feelings that begin to be floating by the promises of God. There is no decision, who is preferred and everything seems confusing. As if, now he is required to better understand by the circumstances. For example, Arumi is in a precarious state, God exists and is on standby. Suppose he may be the situation is precarious, we will see later. Because it seemed, ninety-nine percent of the love of Gods still belonged to Arumi. Being with him just to. I don't know, Mega does not know what the attention-attention that God is trying to give him.

"You're here?"

Mega looked at her husband.

"Don't you know I'm here?"

God smiled. "What the hell don't I know about you? You like pink and white. You like to eat chocolate that is said to be for stress relief, you like to eat spaghetti that does not need to be given spices and must be until cooked tang tang tang, like chicken porridge. What...what good is that dear?"

Buluh, Mega finally smiled despite the embarrassment why of the three called by her husband is right.

"What do you think I'm your husband? I don't know his wife's favorite. You know."

"Know where?"

"Ep... There's a lot."

Yes, God once opened his wife's blog. And all of it is about his daily life and whatever it is. But he secretly did.

Both are smiling. It's as if Mega forgot again about the disappointment that God repeatedly gave.

Instead, the God hugged his wife's shoulder, pulling her body to her shoulder.

Their eyes also exchanged. Until both of them completely washed away until dusk greeted.

SERIATE