Love For Him
Order Rendi (Session 2)

Amel looked at Kenan. "Do you know where he is now?" amel asked with a tense face.

Kenan seemed to be scrutinizing Amel's expression for a moment. He leaned his body back on the sofa. "If I told you he'd no longer exist in this world, would you believe it?" asked Kenan with a full glance.

Amel's face paled, his hands suddenly sweating. "What do you mean?" amel asked in a soft and stammering voice.

"The operation failed, from now on you should forget about it," Kenan replied with a serious face.

Amel's eyes widened. Amel kept shaking his head nonstop. "That's impossible.. You lied, right?" Amel squeezed both of his hands together.

Kenan looked seriously at Amel. "Mel, listen to me. From now on, I'll take care of you. Maybe he already knew that his operation would fail by then. So he left me a message to ask you, before he entered the operating room just in case something happened to him."

Amel's eyes glazed over, his body shaking violently. His mind could no longer focus. "I don't believe you, no. This is impossible. Kenan please don't joke with me" Amel said in a loud voice.

Kenan was a little surprised when he saw Amel's reaction, in his heart there was a sense of pity when he saw Amel looked still hit with the departure of Rendi. "You have to accept the reality that Mel has. I'll take Rendi's place to take care of you."

Amel looked at Kenan with a pleading gaze. "Hope, please don't lie to me! Is Rendi still mad at me? Is that why he's never seen me?" amel asked with tears that had begun to drip.

"Do you want to visit his grave first, and then you can believe my words?"

Amel shook his head strongly. "He promised to never leave me."

Kenan sighed. "Why do you think he hasn't shown up in front of you in all this time?"

Amel tried to control his feelings of sadness. She wiped her tears quickly. "Maybe he's still mad at me."

"If she's mad at you, why would she bother asking me to take care of you."

At once Amel's body became limp, because Kenan's words had a point. "I can't believe it. Tell me you lied to Kenan. If you're afraid I'm bothering her, you don't have to worry. I just want to know if he's alive or not. As long as he's alive, I won't bother him anymore. The important thing is that he can live well even without me."

Kenan looked at Amel with a serious face. "You should forget about it. He won't be able to come back."

Amel standing. "I can't. I have to apologize to him first. He must still be mad at me." Amel walked towards the exit.

Kenan chased after Amel, when he saw him walking like a daze. Kenan grabbed Amel's shoulder. "Wait for Mel, you can't leave under these circumstances."

Amel's step stopped when he reached for the door handle. Amel turned and looked at Kenan. "I will wait for him" said Amel in a cold tone.

Kenan. "Alright, it's up to you, I'll show you the last message from Rendi" Kenan said calmly. "Let's sit down again" Kenan asked after he removed his hand from Amel's shoulder.

Amel turned around and followed Kenan's footsteps towards the sofa. Kenan walked towards

his desk, and then he took something, and then he went back to Amel. Kenan handed me a white envelope.

"This is a letter that Rendi wrote the day before the operation" Kenan said as he watched Amel appear silent.

Amel did not immediately take the envelope that was in Kenan's hands. He simply looked at the envelope, with no intention of retrieving it. "Get it," said Kenan as he looked at the look of doubt in Amel's eyes.

Amel raised his right hand and took the ampoule with a trembling hand. "Calm down, I never opened the letter" Kenan said as he watched Amel briefly look at him and then switch to the envelope in his right hand.

After handing the envelope to Amel, Kenan walked again to his desk. Amel looked at Kenan who seemed to have walked back to the sofa with something in his hand.

"And this, the stuff that Rendi left for you." Kenan placed a small red box on the table, after which he sat back down.

Kenan shrugged both of his shoulders. "I don't know either. Just open it if you're curious" Kenan suggested when he saw Amel's forehead wrinkled.

Amel nodded, then he looked back at the white envelope. Amel turned his gaze to Kenan for a moment. "Can I open it now?" Amel began to open the envelope that was in his hand, upon seeing a nod from Kenan.

Dear Amelia Princess.

Maybe when you read this letter, I've gone a long way and won't come back. Actually it occurred to me to make a message via vidio, to make it easier, but I know you definitely do not want to see my face again.

I don't want to make you hate me more, which is why I just wrote this letter. To this day, I still can't let you go. I still don't want our relationship to end.

I can't see you happy with anyone else. Maybe it's one of my biggest selfishness that makes you feel sick of me, but I can't lie to myself if I still love you so much Mel.

This is the last letter I wrote to you. When you read this letter, Kenan may have told you that I had surgery.

I'm sorry, if I've been hiding my pain from you all this time, I'm doing it because I don't want you to worry about me. I was also afraid that you would leave me, when you found out about my pain

I was actually very scared, afraid that I would not be able to wake up again after the surgery. If my operation fails and I am no longer in this world, I hope you can forgive all my mistakes Mel.

If I still have a chance to live, and can meet again, I hope you don't hate me anymore. It's so hard for me to be parting with you Mel.

I hope you will not forget me, even if only hatred remains in your heart at this moment, but it does not matter to me, as long as we remember me. The happiest thing in my life is spending time with you.

I've asked Kenan to take care of you, if you have any problem whatsoever, you can just tell him right away. He'll definitely help you. You don't have to hang with him.

I know that there are Devan and Raka who are always ready to help you, but I still hope that you can reduce my burden by asking Kenan for help when you are in trouble.

I hope you don't have any trouble going through your days ahead. The card I gave you. I hope you can use it for your needs.

Just think of it as a redeemer for all the mistakes I've done to you, and the ring I once gave you, you can sell or throw away if you're not willing to keep it.

I'm sorry for writing such a long letter and making you lazy to read it because only through here, I can pour out a little bit of my heart. Take good care of yourself, Mel.

I hope you will live as happily as before knowing me. I love you so much Mel.. Very..so love you. Thank you for taking the time to read this letter.

From the one who will always love you.

Rendi Sapta Wijaya's.

After Amel finished reading the letter from Rendi his tears immediately flowed profusely. "Where are you going?" kenan asked as he saw Amel standing up quickly. "I-I'll see him" said Amel in a panic.

Kenan held Amel's hand, when he saw it seemed to be coming out of his room. "Are you crazy, where are you going to look for him?"

Amel looked at Kenan. "Take me off Kenan" said Amel angrily.

"No, you have to listen to me. From now on forget about Rendi. You have to accept the fact that he no longer exists" Kenan said in a firm tone.

Amel sat on the floor with his hand still held by Kenan. With a trembling body Amel began to cry. Kenan let go of his hand. He tried to lift Amel's body and carried her towards the sofa.

Amel was silent. He had no more strength to rebel. Kenan put Amel's body on his long sofa. After that, he walked towards the exit. He wanted to give Amel time to calm himself down.

Seriate....