Love For Him
A Confession

Amel tried to persuade and apologize to Rendi who seemed to not want to be disturbed.

"I'm really sorry, brother. I wasn't seriously saying that. I was just carried away by emotions. I'm sorry for me." Amel hugged Rendi's body tightly. "I'm not going to go away, brother. I promise."

"Don't you say you want to be happy with the person you love? You can go now Mel and tell Raka. I'm sure that Raka would be happy to accept you."

Amel shook his head strongly. "I'm not in love with Raka, sister. I lied just now. I'm just upset that Brother always hooked me up with Raka. In fact, I've often said that I don't like Raka." Amel did not seem to want to let go of his embrace.

"You don't have to explain anything anymore. I know you just pity me." Rendi felt a tight feeling in her chest as she said that.

He used to think that if he became Amel as a pretend girlfriend, he would gradually like the same as her. She tries to hold Amel by her side so that one day Amel can love her.

"I'm always angry that you're close to someone else because I love you Mel, I'm jealous to see you close to other men, besides me. I'm afraid that you'll be happy without me by your side. That's why I always forbid you to be close to anyone. But in fact you still do not love me. You even love others," said Rendi.

"As far as you know, I never thought our relationship was a joke. I'm serious about our relationship, even though you've always thought about it just pretending, but not me, Mel."

Rendi smiled miris. "Maybe it's my fault. I should have told you from the beginning about my feelings for you so I wouldn't have to worry about this painful feeling. "

"I'm not like other people Mel can easily open his heart. It's hard for me to fall in love with someone Mel, harder to forget the person I once loved."

Rendi was not unexpected that her love for Amel was so great that she was possessive of Amel.

Rendi seemed to pause for a moment, seemed to gather strength and then said again, "I will not force my feelings anymore so I will let you go with Raka."

Although it was very difficult for him, it might even be imprinted in his heart, Rendi had to keep Amel off. It's free for her to hold him down if Amel loves another man. He thought his love for Amel would be lost as time went on. He would try to heal the wounds in his heart, even though it took a long time.

Rend still looked tough and tried to cover up his disappointment. "You take it easy, after this, I won't bother you anymore. I decided to continue my studies abroad so you wouldn't have to see my face again. I'll ask mama to take care of my move tomorrow. Sorry, if all this time I've been selfish and always forced you to be by my side so it makes you uncomfortable when near me."

Amel let go of his embrace after hearing the confession from Rendi. Either he had to be sad or happy when he heard Rendi's confession just now.

Without Rendi noticing, Amel's tears had already flowed down her cheeks. "I'm sorry, brother. I didn't know that my brother loved me all this time. I shouldn't have hurt my sister with my words. Please don't go, brother. Stay here." Amel started sobbing.

"Sorry Mel, I can't if I have to meet you. It would hurt my feelings if I kept seeing you and Raka at school. I can't be friends with you anymore after what happened to us."

"I reiterate once again, I do not love Raka. I just take him as my brother and will forever be like that. It's never gonna change, so I'm asking you not to go."

"You think I'll believe your words after what you said just like me?" Rendi stared in disbelief at Amel.

"What should I do to make my sister believe in me?"

"I need Mel's proof so I can trust your words."

"It's up to you to believe me or not to be the same as me, but I'll tell you the truth this time. Listen carefully, brother. I'll never do it again, so you have to remember this."

Amel took a breath and then exhaled and then looked at Rendi with a serious face. "I don't love Raka. The person I love is Rendi Sapta Wijaya. From then until now, he's the only one I've loved, nothing else." Amel uttered firmly and loudly.

Rendi was silent for a moment after hearing Amel's confession. He stared into Amel's eyes as if searching for the truth of his words. After being stunned for 5 seconds, Rendi then pulled Amel's body in her arms. She hugged Amel very tightly, as if afraid of losing him.

Although surprised Amel finally returned Rendi's embrace. "I love you so much, Mel."

"Well, really love me?"

"More than you can imagine. I love you so much. I just don't dare say it because I'm afraid you'll reject me and shun me later. I don't want to risk it so I'm quiet. I don't want to lose you Mel."

Rendi then let go of her embrace, and stared fixedly at Amel's eyes. "Thank you Mel because uda returned my love," said Rendi hugged Amel again.

After a while, Rendi let go of her embrace. She held Amel's chin, then kissed Amel's lips gently. Seeing no rejection from Amel, Rendi continued her kiss, gently moving her lips.

Amel who was surprised because Rendi suddenly kissed him, could only be silent. She didn't know what to do because she had never kissed before.

Rendi smeared Amel's lips and then pulled the nape of Amel to deepen his kiss. Amel then returned Rendi's kiss stiffly and wrapped her hands around Rendi's waist.

They both close their eyes, enjoying their kiss. The new joint released its kiss when Amel was almost out of breath. Rendi then smiled as she looked at Amel.

"Why didn't you take a breath?" asked Rendi in a soft tone while stroking Amel's cheeks that looked flushed.

Amel looked down with a embarrassed face. "Amel doesn't know how, brother. Amel had never kissed before" she replied quietly.

Rendi tilted her head slightly to see Amel's face clearly. "Do you think I've ever been?"

Amel turned his face to the side to avoid Rendi's gaze. "Maybe. Big brother seems to have shrewd," replied Amel in a slightly jealous tone.

Rendi laughed after hearing Amel's words. "I've never kissed anyone but you" explains Rendi, "you're the first." Amel was still silent.

Rendi smiled, cupped Amel's face with both hands and looked at him. "you don't believe me? Did you forget that I told you when you accidentally kissed my lips? It was really my first kiss, Mel," explains Rendi again.

Amel looked down with a red face. "Yes, Amel believes in you, Brother" said Amel slowly.

"So now we're dating?" ask Rendi to Amel.

"But big brother don't go out of the country" said Amel while still looking down.

"If you don't accept me as your girlfriend, I'll go and never come back. I'll live with an oma or grandma that's overseas."

Oma and opa Rendi are still alive and living in Japan, while grandmas and grandpas live in Germany. It was from them that he got mixed blood.

Amel held onto Rendi's shirt with both hands. "I accept it, brother, so don't go."

Rendi smiled happily. "Thank you for wanting to do me." Rendi then briefly kissed Amel's lips.

Amel nodded and smiled with a reddened face. Right now, his heart was overwhelmed with happiness. "Yes, Brother."

Rendi smiled as she looked at Amel's embarrassed face. "Do you want to stay here?" ask Rendi.

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