Love For Him
Amel's Regret

suddenly Friska voiced, “This must be because of you right? It must be you who made Rendi faint,” Friska said in a high tone, her eyes glittering as she looked at Amel.

Sofi turned to Friska, with a tired face. “Kak, sudaah. This is not the time to blame others,” said Sofi trying to calm Friska who was seen staring at Amel with emotion.

“If later I know you who make Rendi so this way, I will not release you so aja,” threatened Friska with a lighted gaze.

“Kak Friska, please calm down first brother. We are all here also panicked, no one wants to happen anything with brother Rendi, including brother Amel.” Sofi could only plead with Friska so as not to make a fuss in the rash of pain.

Amel did not criticize Friska's words, he just kept silent, his mind was in turmoil. He can't think straight now. Amel sat down by squeezing his hands together, occasionally his eyes closed. Lilian was standing at the door of the ICU.

“How about the condition of the Rendi?” lillian asked as she saw the ICU door open, and saw several doctors coming out of the room.

“The lady can come with us, later we will explain in detail while we do another examination. While this Rendi is not aware,” replied one of the best doctors in the hospital.

Lilian nodded. “You wait here. Mama left first,” Lilian said before following a group of doctors who began walking away from the ICU room.

They all nodded. “Amel.. I want to talk to you.” The voice of Doctor John.

Amel turned his head, he saw Doctor Jhon just came out of the ICU room. Amel nodded and then stood up.

“What Lakakak can already be visited?” sofi asked Doctor Jhon when she was next to him.

Doctor Jhon turned his gaze to Sofi. “Can, but should be alternating. Try not to make a noise inside, you are only allowed to see it for a while," explained Dr. Jhon.

“What happened to Rendi, Sis?” this time Friska asked. Friska is also close to doctor Jhon just like the family Rendi, so she used to call him with the same name as sister Sofi.

“I can't explain to you yet. L'm calm. Remember, do not press Rendi too much with various questions if she is aware later and never mention the events that used to be from now on. You know, right? your role is very important. You could have aggravated the condition of Rendi just as it was.”

Friska looked silent. “What's Rendi going to be okay?” friska asked with a trembling voice, her eyes started to glaze over.

“Yes, you don't have to worry. I go first,” tells Doctor Jhon to Friska and Sofi.

Before taking a step, Doctor Jhon turned his gaze to Amel. “You come with me Mel,” ask Doctor Jhon while walking out of the ICU room and followed by Amel behind him.

“Sit down" said Doctor Jhon after being in his room. He was staring at the computer screen in front of him.

Amel nodded, and sat down in front of Doctor Jhon. “I want to hear what really happened with Rendi?” Doctor Jhon looked at Amel with a serious face.

Amel seemed silent, hesitating to tell Doctor Jhon, because he remembered Rendi's message, so that he would not tell anyone.

“Talk honestly because this is very important to diagnose the pain. So I can determine what check next.” Doctor Jhon looked at Amel's face for a moment. Feelings of anxiety, sadness, confusion, clearly drawn on Amel's face.

“I know Rendi must have asked you to keep it a secret, right? You just calm down. I'll keep it a secret for all this time. I knew the boy would protect you desperately so that his parents wouldn't blame you if something happened to him." The doctor gave a pause.

"Before he fainted, he called me first. He asked a few things. He asked me to keep anything secret from his parents if anything happened to him later. He asked me to protect you. I've been suspicious ever since he called me.”

Doctor Jhon looked at Amel calmly. There was nothing on his face.

“Actually brother Rendi ride 2 extreme rides with me. When I found out, he couldn't ride the extreme rides. I have forbidden him not to ride the vehicle, but, he still forced to accompany me,” said Amel slowly.

His eyes are still swollen due to too long, the tip of his nose reddened, his eyes look unfocused.

Doctor Jhon sighed heavily then massaged his temple. “This stupid boy. Looks like want to die quickly,” umpat Doctor Jhon when hearing Amel's explanation.

Doctor Jhon turned his eyes to Amel. "I know, Rendi kept her pain a secret from you. So, naturally you will not know how diverse it is if Rendi rides the extreme rides. He almost lost his life if only, he was late to be dealt with earlier.”

Amel's eyes widened. His whole body trembled when he heard the words of Doctor Jhon. “ Ak-aku ti+didn't know .. if the consequences will be like this,” replied Amel stammering with a voice shaking violently, his tears falling again.

”I know that. I can't blame you for this incident either because you don't know anything about Rendi's true pain. From now on, you need to be more careful. You should forbid him to go to such a place again. In the meantime, don't tell anyone about the real events. If Rendi's parents knew, you would never be able to see her again.”

“What as long as Rendi is with you she has experienced other symptoms? For example complaining of pain, blurred vision or headaches, any symptoms that, after the incident Rendi fights with your friend?”

“What fights are causing serious problems for Rendi?” amel asked in surprise.

"Yesaa, because of the incident of the fight, trigger a recurrence of the disease Rendi who once. I think your friend hit it pretty hard on Rendi's head that time. It would be fatal if only, your friend hit Rendi's head with a blunt object.”

Amel he pecked, suddenly his vision blurred because his eye sling was filled with puddles of tears. He was very surprised to hear the words of Doctor Jhon. Because, all this time Rendi did not say anything after the incident of the fight. He also never blamed Raka for hitting him.

”He once complained of being hard to sleep and easily tired. I've also seen him blink his eyes while holding his head.”

“Aparticularly?”

“No more. I just feel like he's been acting weird ever since that fight,” replied Amel who seemed to imagine the incident first.

“What's it like?”

“But it doesn't seem to have anything to do with Rendi's disease because it's related to her behavior,” Amel said hesitantly when she saw Doctor Jhon staring enthusiastically at her.

“Tell me. I just want to know.”

“Taken the incident of a fight with Raka. He looks more emotional. The mood can change quickly. He's hard to control himself. He gets angry easily and explodes suddenly, sometimes he cannot control his emotions. Even trivial things can trigger his anger,” said Amel.

“ Did he behave that way because it was related to you?”

Amel nodded. “Then what else?” ask Doctor Jhon curiously.

“She looks often anxious and becomes more sensitive. He is irritable, impatient, likes to think negatively with me, and is very possessive with me. Sometimes he acts out of reason.”

“Really? But why didn't Rendi ever tell me about her behavior change?”

“Does this all have something to do with Joints?”

“Of course, it is very closely related to Rendi disease. If it's true that you mentioned earlier, it seems, I should do a thorough examination of Rendi. Because if he has shown such a change in behavior/personality, it means he is not in a good state. Changes in his behavior include one indication referring to the degree of seriousness of his disease, apart from symptoms derived from physical.”

Amel started sobbing. “Can Joints heal?”

“I'll try hard for it, but for a while you can't trigger his emotions. You have to be patient in dealing with his sometimes excessive attitude changes. In fact, it was not the real nature of Rendi, her behavior change was due to the illness she was suffering from now. He was like that too because it triggered mass events often. You should be able to understand him. Most likely, in the future he will be more protective of those closest to him, especially you. I can't tell you what the reason for his change of attitude is, but for sure, you and Friska shouldn't burden his mind."

“Good Doctor.”

"And you have to remember, Rendi can't fight anymore. He must not get a strong and too extreme shock to his head. He also cannot get a hard hit on his head, which is for sure the head should not be hit with something. You should be able to take good care of her when you're with her. Because, no matter how sick Rendi is, she won't say anything to you. He will remain silent even though he is dying. He won't worry you."

Amel is still sobbing. "It's all my fault, Rendi it's because of me."

"You don't blame yourself. You can't show your sad face when Rendi wakes up later, it'll add weight to her mind."

Amel nodded weakly. "When will Rendi wake up? Why isn't he conscious?"

"I don't know yet, I will continue to monitor the development of Rendi! just pray so that he quickly realized," added Doctor Jhon.

Amel looked down, erasing his tears. "Good Doc. Can I see him after this?" ask Amel in a soft voice.

"could. Then we better get there. I also have to check back on Rendi's condition." Doctor Jhon stood up while wearing back his doctor suit that he had taken off earlier. He and Amel walk out to the ICU room where Rendi is being treated.

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