
When Rendi came out earlier, all the bodyguards were asleep on the front floor of her room. Before Doctor Jhon entered Rendi's room, Doctor Jhon first gave the sleeping pills he put in the drink and gave to all the bodyguards who guarded Rendi's room.
He even had to shut up some of the nurses assigned by his mother Rendi. All rooms on the upper floor of the special VVIP are sterilized and closed to the public for a while, no one is allowed to use the VVIP room on that floor other than the Rendi room. Lilian deliberately did so to make it easier for her to keep an eye on Rendi. He did not want to be too many people who passed by on the floor which resulted in careless supervision of Rendi later.
Today Rendi is determined to break into Raka's house if Amel does not come out to meet her. Randy had no other choice. He was afraid that he would not have another chance to meet Amel before his departure.
Rendi drove the car she borrowed from Doctor Jhon, because the keys to her car were confiscated by her mother. After arriving in front of Raka's house, Rendi stared at the clock in her hand. Show time at 8pm. He got out of his car. He was still wearing a hat but had already removed his sunglasses after he managed to get into Doctor Jhon's car at the hospital earlier.
Rendi walked to the security guard post, asking to tell Amel about his arrival. Still like before Amel still refused to meet with Rendi. Rendi then tries to barge in when the security guard notifies Amel's message. There was an uproar in front of Raka, Rendi kept shouting to call Amel's name and continued to rebel as her body was held by two security guards while trying to break in.
“Mel, please give me a chance to explain everything!!” rendi said as he saw Amel walking up to him.
Amel finally came out after Rendi yelled continuously in front of Raka's house, she did not want to lure the crowd of neighbors around because of the commotion that Rendi made. While Raka was just standing in front of the door watching Rendi and Amel from afar.
“Detach kak!” said Amel when Rendi had grabbed Amel's body in her arms. ”Speak, I don't have much time!” said Amel again while pushing Rendi's body to release his embrace.
“OK, I just want to clear up the misunderstanding between us Mel!” Rendi let go of her embrace and grabbed Amel's hand.
Amel threw Rendi's hand. “Nothing to explain anymore. My brother betrayed me! Please stay away from my life, never appear in front of me again!”
“I don't love her Mel anymore, it's just massalu. Now all I love is you. The reason I can't forget it isn't because I still love her, but because.!”
“Enough!” amel shouted while covering both ears. “Go now! I've decided to keep the promise I made to Evans!” amel said as he turned his face away from Rendi.
Rendi immediately pecked, her blood flow felt frozen when she heard Amel's words. He did not expect those words to come out of Amel's mouth. The words that had been making him uneasy while thinking about it. “Is it that easy for you to turn away from me Mel? Have you never loved me all this time?” said Rendi staring at Amel.
Amel looked at Rendi's face with teary eyes. He tried to stay strong in front of Rendi. His hands were squeezing the edge of his clothes. “My feelings aren't what they used to be! I've thrown away my feelings for you! I hope enough to get here! Stay away from my life!“
“What relationship we really can not fix again Mel?”
“No, all is late,” said Amel firmly.
Rendi grabbed Amel's hand. “Please forgive me. Please Mel, give me one more chance to fix everything. I beg you just this once, We start all over again!” please Rendi in a soft voice.
“I can't! Right now all I have in my heart is disappointment, no more affection for you!” said Amel lied, when in fact he loved Rendi very much. He couldn't even get rid of Rendi from his mind.
Rendi squeezes Amel's hand. “I beg Mel, I will do anything as long as you forgive me. I can't lose you Mel!"
“Freely you begged me! I still can't go back with you! Get as far away from my life as possible!” said Amel coldly.
"You can ruin my life by moving away from me like this!" said Rendi in despair.
Amel threw Rendi's hand. "Don't you have Friska in your life and your ex-fiance! should you be happy?"
"I don't love them Mel! How can I live happily, while you've ruined my life, I don't even know how to move on with my life without you by my side. Maybe you could easily love someone else, but not Mel! I never even thought of loving anyone but you! I love you so much, more than myself Mel!"
"Whatever. I don't trust you anymore!"
Rendi looked at Amel. "What do I have to do to make you believe me?"
Amel turned his face to the side. He really couldn't afford to see Rendi like this. "Go, don't ever look for me again!"
"I'll leave, if you've heard my explanation!"
"I don't need any more explanations from you!" said Amel lantang.
"I'll give you time to think again! I know you're still mad at me! we'll talk later!" said Rendi relented.
"Nothing next time, I don't want to see you again!"
"No need! I don't need that!"
Rendi grabbed Amel's hand. "Well, then what do you want in order to forgive me? I really can't let you off Mel!"
"I love others! there's no place in my heart for you!"
Randy tried to stay calm. "I know you said that because you're still mad at me! I understand. Please forgive me."
"I'm telling you the truth, the person I've always loved is Mr. Evans, not you!"
Rendi who heard Amel's words suddenly felt a pain in her heart. "So this is why you ended our relationship? because you love someone else? All this time I thought that if you loved me, I was so happy when you said forever you would only love me! I foolishly believe what you say!"
Amel fell silent, he could not answer Rendi's question at this moment. His tongue was too faint to speak again.
Slowly Rendi let go of her hand. “Do you know? The wound you are currently in is very deep Mel, will forever imprint my memory!” continued Rendi again when he saw Amel was silent.
Amel turned his face. “I just want to live quietly without being bothered by you!”
“You won't even bother hearing my explanation! I hope one day you won't regret doing this to me. Maybe I'll be a long way off when you find out the real truth later! all you have to remember is, I never meant to leave you, but you left me alone. This time it was you who threw me out of your life.”
“Go! I'd be better off if we lived each other's lives.”
"Do you not know what sacrifice I have made to meet you?”
“I don't care. Forget everything about me!”
"How can I forget you, while all my heart has been given to you! I don't even know how to forget you!"
"That's your business! Now we're nobody anymore. From this moment between you and I are not bound to each other, our relationship ends here! I hope that in the future, we will never meet again, even if we meet again, let's just say we don't know each other. Forget all the stuff about us!"
Rendi looked at Amel with a sad look. “Are you sure Mel is by your decision at this time? Can't we be friends Mel, at least we can still communicate even just to exchange news.”
“I am very confident in my decision. I don't want to have any more relationships with you, even friends!”
Rendi was silent when she heard Amel's words. He looked at Amel with a broken feeling. “Alright if that's what you want. I won't force you again. I will walk out of your life and never appear before you again. Even so, I will still love you! One thing you should know, I never once betrayed you.”
Amel stared at Rendi's sad face, with his hands squeezing both hands firmly to give her strength. “Go! I hope we never see each other again!”
The back how many steps. He took a deep breath. "I'm sorry, that I always put you under pressure when I'm with me. Sorry I can't make you happy. I'm sorry I was selfish all this time for keeping you by my side. Sorry because I always bother you. I'm sorry that I forced you to love me, and I'm sorry if I got treated unconsciously to hurt you! Ak.. L'm..I just..." Rendi could no longer continue with her words. He lowered his head for a moment as he felt a tight feeling in his chest.
Rendi was silent for a moment then raised her head and stared fixedly at Amel's eyeballs. “May I hug you for the last time?” asked Rendi with a trembling voice.
Amel turned his face. He could no longer look at Rendi's face. Inside his heart screamed as he looked at the extremely fragile-looking Rendi. “I don't want to!”
“Alright, I understand." Rendi came forward to approach Amel. He took off his jacket and put it on Amel's body. "Come in! It's night. The air outside is very cold. You could get the flu later. I don't want you to get sick!” said Rendi stroked Amel's head after she finished putting her jacket on Amel's body.
Amel's body trembled as Rendi touched his head. He tried to hold back the tears that had been in his eyes. Amel seemed silent not to respond to the words of Rendi.
Rendi took a deep breath and exhaled her slowly. “Thank you for the time you've spent with me all this time, even if it's just for a little while, but I'm so happy! Live well so I can calm down. I hope you will always be happy! Never cry again. I'm sorry.and thank you for everything!" connect Rendi again when she sees Amel silent.
Rendi walked towards her car, followed by a sad look from Amel. Rendi paused for a moment in front of her car door, and turned to Amel with a sad look. Rendi tried to smile, there was a streak of sadness on her face. “I'm leaving..! Take good care of yourself. Don't get sick! Goodbye Mel.” Rendi then got into her car.
Rendi did not leave immediately, she looked at Amel who had walked into Raka's house. Rendi leaned her head back as Amel had already disappeared behind the door. Rendi closed her eyes for a moment, seeing two tear circles coming out of the corner of her eyes. Rendi then confirmed her sitting position and drove the car away from Raka's house with a very deep heart wound. A wound that could never be healed and would always remain in his heart.
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