
After saying that, Rendi seemed silent again, thoughts returning to the events of his time with Friska and the events that occurred several years ago, he said, the cause of severe brain injury experienced by Rendi and the reason can not forget the time until now.
Flashbacks
Friskila Ellenia Agistie is the twin sister of Friska Ellenia Agistie. Their birth was only 5 minutes away. Friskila was born earlier than Friska, which means Friskila was older than Friska. They are born identical twins, only their nature and character distinguish them.
It is a little difficult to tell them apart, but in contrast to Rendi, because their proximity from small makes it easy to recognize them. The closest people to Friska used to call her by her middle name, Ellen, while Friskila was commonly called by the name Kila.
Since childhood Friska, Rendi, and Friskila grew up together, they were very close to each other. Their relationship grew closer until they were teenagers. Until one day, shocking news came from their parents.
News about the match between Reni and Friskila.
That was the beginning of the relationship between the brothers.
His family and the Rendi family had long made a deal to match their son. They decide to hold an engagement event first to tie up Rendi and Friskila's relationship. The news of the engagement was successful to make Friska like struck by lightning in broad daylight.
How not, he already likes Rendi more than his twin brother. He could not accept the decision of his parents. When Friska wants to tell her sister that she loves Rendi and wants to replace her brother in the matchmaking.
The bitter pill was swallowed back by Friska. Her sister first told her feelings to Friska. Friskila said that she was very happy to be betrothed to Rendi because she had feelings for Rendi from the first time.
He had long since waited for the chance to be together with Rendi. Never had she felt anxious about something, like wanting to live with Rendi.
At that time Friska just silently listened to the confession of her brother. It never occurred to him that his brother also liked Rendi because it had not been seen that he had feelings for Rendi.
Seeing her brother's happy face she did not express her feelings and chose to be silent, especially when considering Rendi's different treatment of Friskila. Friska felt that Rendi also had the same feelings towards her brother. Slowly Friska backed off, and decided to throw her feelings on Rendi.
Before the match, Friska even expressed her feelings to Rendi directly, but Rendi said that she had no feelings for Friska. Rendi said that her feelings unfortunately for Friska are only limited to the feelings of affection between brother and sister. Rendi did not say that she already liked others.
Initially, Friska did not give up on approaching Rendi, because she felt that Rendi only needed time to be able to like her. He keeps trying every way to make Rendi fall in love with him. The good attitude that Rendi had been referring to Friska, was misunderstood by Friska. From then on, Rendi looked a little distance away from him.
The tragic story of Rendi began when she was involved in a great accident with Friskila when Rendi was still living in Germany. They were on their way somewhere. The incident occurred when Rendi 2.5 years ago. At that time Rendi forced Friskila to go with her to one of her friend's birthday events.
Naas, before reaching his destination, the car Rendi and Friskila were riding in a great accident. Rendi's car was thrown a few meters because it was hit by a large bus traveling at high speed. Rendi car suffered severe damage, seen the front of the ringsek with the reverse position.
Everyone thought that if the person in the car, would not survive when they saw the condition of a badly damaged car. The driver who was carrying Rendi's car was immediately killed on the spot. While Rendi and Friskila were trying to get out by the people at the scene for fear that the car would catch fire, they noticed a slight spark under the overturned car.
Rendi was still half conscious seeing Friskila already lying helpless beside her covered in blood, just like her. Friskila just looked at Rendi with a helpless look. Rendi tried to move her hand to reach Friskila.
He gathered the rest of his strength in order to shift a bit of his body. After successfully shifting his body slightly, Friskila grabbed Rendi's hand and firmly grasped her hand, while taking out a few words from her mouth.
After finishing saying a few words, With teary eyes Friskila smiled at Rendi not long after which her eyes closed, and Friskila's hand grip weakened. Tears were seen coming out of the corner of Frikila's eyes just before closing his eyes.
After surgery Rendi fell into a coma for several months. All of the Rendi family was hit with the state of Rendi at that time. Having regained consciousness for the first time, he was still unaware of what had happened to Friskila. He thinks that Friskila survived like him. All agreed to hide first, seeing the condition of Rendi which was still unstable.
A week after waking up from a coma, Rendi found shocking news, news about the death of Friskila. He instantly fainted as he approached the news. The accident that took Friskila's life became a heavy blow to Rendi.
He unceasingly blamed himself for Friskila's death. It was not without reason that Rendi behaved like that, because she was the one who forced Friskila back then to go with her. Rendi always thought that if she did not invite Friskila back then, nothing happened. Friskila must be alive today. The guilt that plagued his mind, making Rendi's emotions unstable.
Since that time Rendi suffered from severe depression, Rendi experienced post-traumatic stress disorder or commonly called PTSD. Rendi fainted many times upon learning of the news of Friskila's death.
He even had the intention to commit suicide. He always screamed hysterically when he remembered the accident, he often went berserk and slammed all the items around him. His parents even brought in a psychiatrist to treat the trauma suffered by Rendi.
Since he was depressed, Rendi had not done activities like other normal people. He locked himself in his room and never came out at all.
Friska, who was also hit with the departure of her twin sister, could only give spirit to Rendi.
His heart also ached when he saw that Rendi was so devastated by the departure of her brother. When Rendi slumped, Friska was always nearby. Friska patiently accompanied Rendi through her days. With the presence of Friska on his side became a medicine of its own for Rendi. Gradually Rendi began to open up to the outside life, she began to live life as before.
After Rendi recovered, her family decided to move to Indonesia. So that Rendi can live a new life again. Day after day Rendi passed by as usual.
The change in Friska's attitude occurred when she again expressed her feelings to Rendi. He thought after Friskila's departure, Rendi could love him because all this time only he was always next to Rendi.
She also finds it easier to get Rendi's love because of the resemblance between her and her brother, but it turns out her guess is wrong. Rendi rejects him again for the same reason, if he does not love Friska. At first Friska thought maybe Rendi still needed time to open her heart after Friskila's departure. But the assumption is wrong again.
Friska's anger peaks when Rendi tells her she already has a boyfriend. At first Friska thought that Rendi was only pretending to be dating other people to make her stop hoping and give up on chasing Rendi.
Friska returns inflamed when Rendi introduces Amel as her boyfriend, during her meeting with Amel at a cake shop. From then on, it was the beginning of Friska's hatred for Amel. She feels Amel doesn't deserve to be a girlfriend with Rendi. She intends to keep Amel away with Rendi at all costs.
Friska, who does not accept that Rendi prefers others over her, holds a grudge against Amel. He felt all along that he was only a person worthy of Rendi. Beside her having the same face as her brother, they had also known each other from childhood.
She felt that Rendi could love her like she loved her brother back then, moreover, she had already accompanied Rendi through the dark times of her life long ago. He feels more worthy than anyone else. Friska intends to replace her brother as Rendi's fiance.
Without Friska knowing that it was her face that made Rendi unable to live quietly all this time. The shadow of Friskila's death was clearly depicted as she stared at Friska's face. Rendi could not forget that incident until now. Feelings of loss and guilt continue to haunt him.
Actually Rendi once tried to open her feelings for Friska, but somehow she could not love Friska. The feelings of affection that exist in him are not feelings of affection for the opposite sex, but the feelings of affection for his sister.
When Rendi explained to Friska, instead of accepting Friska it became more and more. Rendi decided to stay away from Frsika. He did not want Friska's feelings to deepen in him. She fears Friska will be hurt if one day Rendi has found the person she loves. He was afraid that Friska could not accept the fact that Rendi could not be with him.
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