Love For Him

Love For Him
Anxiousness


“We will know later, if you can still hold your words when you have met Evans,” said Rendi with a flat face


“Didn't you believe my feelings?”


“I don't believe it. It's just that I won't be able to compete with him. I don't have the confidence to hold you by my side if he really is coming back into your life. I won't win against your mass, Mel.” Rendi turned her face to the side.


He then held onto Rendi's face so that he could look at her. “Although he was the closest person of my time, but Brother must also remember that Brother is my first love. Although Brother always ignored me first, but I still like Brother. I've never liked anyone but you, brother. Brother can ask my friends, how much I have felt so far to brother,”, said Amel reassured Rendi.


“I just can't imagine that one day you're no longer beside me.”


“Should I convince Brother that I will not leave Brother?”


“With this.” Rendi grabbed Amel's hand and inserted a white ring into Amel's ring finger.


Amel's eyes widened. “When did Big Brother buy it?”


“I bought it at the mall yesterday when I left you for a minute.”


“But you don't have to buy me this ring." Amel stared at the ring that was on his finger at this moment.


“From now on, don't you ever remove this ring from your hand. If one day I don't love me anymore or you don't want to be with me anymore, just remove the ring from your finger, then I will understand if you can't continue our relationship anymore.”


Amel turned his face. “I don't want to accept this ring.”


“Why?”


“What if the ring is gone? Will Big Brother assume that I cut off our relationship?”


Rendi grabbed Amel's chin so she could look at him. “No certainly. This ring cumq as a symbol if I tie you personally,” said Rendi with a thin smile.


“Mel, are you sure you can wait until I get back here again? Looks like my departure abroad will be accelerated.” Rendi stared fixedly at Amel's black iris.


“Why suddenly accelerated?” amel asked with sad eyes. There was a feeling of unwillingness if Rendi would leave so quickly leaving him.


“Many documents I have to take care of there. I can't stay longer here.”


“What Brother has to go that fast?” look at Amel with a sad face.


“Yaa, don't worry. We can still do vidiocall every day if you miss me.”


“I'm just afraid Brother suddenly disappeared and left me like brother Evans did,” Amel said with a lowered head.


“I will never leave you.”


“Appointment?” Amel raised his little finger.


Rendi stared for a moment at Amel's little finger, she seemed to be thinking. There was doubt in his eyes. “Why is Brother silent? Don't you think Big Brother is planning to leave me?” amel asked when he saw that Rendi was silent.


“Why do you talk like that? As if it would go far and not like coming back again,” Amel with a face full of question marks.


Rendi smiled then stroked Amel's cheek gently. “I mean, as long as I'm not here. You can't be sad. I'm afraid you'll cry like a child when you miss me. You take it easy, I won't be tempted by the girl there because I already have a very beautiful girlfriend like you." Rendi tried to melt the atmosphere so that Amel was not sad.


“Totally? I heard the girl there is beautiful,” said Amel with a gaze full of doubt.


“You don't believe me? I am a loyal man.”


“No, that girl over there is more aggressive than here. Sister could be tempted later.” Amel turned his face to the side.


The corner of Rendi's lips curved up, forming a sweet smile on her face. “I'm used to living abroad, so I already know life there. I will not be tempted by the girl there, Mel,” explained Rendi while holding Amel's hand.


“That's it, different story now. You could meet an interesting girl, especially if you plan to study at the best campus there. Sister can meet a wide variety of people from all over the world, girls who are not only beautiful, but also smart and insightful, unlike me.”


Amel lowered his head. He realized he had many flaws. All this time he was always worried that Rendi would turn away from him and choose a girl who was better than him.


“I went there for school, not to find a girlfriendx let alone a life companion. I already have you, why look for another. There's a lot more than you, but you're all I want, I'm always comfortable around you. I promise I won't be tempted by another girl.”


“How about Brother who reneges on Brother's own promise?”


“No will,” Reply Rendi quickly. “I will give you my hotel and resort in Japan if I renege on my promise. I'll have my lawyer turn the ownership name into your name as a guarantee that I won't break my promise. I did it so you could trust me. How?” asked Rendi when she saw the doubt in Amel's eyes that seemed silent.


Amel immediately shook his head quickly. “That's not what I want.”


“Then what do you want?”


“Every day brother should always vidiocall and call me. You have to tell me what you are doing. Brother must also permit me if you want to go with your friends, especially women. You cannot be near another woman. I didn't allow Brother to accept a female guest and bring her inside Brother's apartment. I also did not allow Brother to visit another woman's apartment, even if only a friend.”


Rendi gave a small laugh as she heard Amel's request. “Yeah, iamang. I'll give you all your orders." Rendi then gently squeezed Amel's nose.


“I will immediately break our relationship if I know Big Brother lied to me, especially if Lakak is as good as me. I'll leave Brother straight away,” threatened Amel with a serious face.


”If you're afraid I'm messing around there, then, come with me so you can see for yourself.”


“So I don't know for myself that I can't go with Brother." The face turned grim.


Looking at Amel who was bowed, Rendi then stroked the head of Amel. “Iyaa I know. I will not force you. I'll install CCTV in every room of my apartment there, except the bathroom. I'll hook up to your phone too, so you can see what I'm doing there. You can watch over me without fear of me lying to you. If it wasn't too important, I wouldn't have gone anywhere there." Rendi tries to convince Amel.


Amel then raised his face. “I'm sorry Brother for acting like a child. I'm just scared. Somehow when I heard that Brother was going to leave faster, there were all kinds of bad thoughts in my head.”


Rendi grabbed Amel's body and hugged him. “I understand. I'm sorry I had to leave you sooner. I'll try to finish my college quickly and get back here soon.”


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