Love For Him
The heart that is hurt

Devan felt that the attitude of Amel who is now very different from the old one. Devan wondered in his heart. What Amel has been through as long as he is not beside her. Why did he become like an unknown person.

Devan releases Amel's hand. “I thought you were happy to see me again, but this is how you treated me after a long time without seeing me. You have ignored me many times. At first I felt guilty for leaving you without saying goodbye. I was so depressed back then because I had no other choice either. I thought you'd never forget me. You said yourself that I can't forget you, but it's the opposite." Devan brings back both of their pasts.

“If I had known you would act like this to me, I would never have appeared before you. It turns out that it's been pointless worrying about you all along. I stupidly always think about how you are when I am not there. I always think about how you went through your days without me. Do you suffer from being insulted by others? Will anyone defend you when I'm not around? I'm afraid no one will take care of you like I did. I'm afraid others still treat you badly when I'm not around. I always think about how you can move on with your life? Are you living happily? Is your sleep enough? Am I eating right? Do you still remember me? There's not a single day I've missed without thinking about you. Everything about you sticks strong in my memory." Devan's face hinted at deep disappointment.

Amel silently sculpted. Wda uncomfortable feeling when staring at Devan's sad face, especially after hearing all Devan's words. “Ak-me .. I don't intend to forget anyone I know, but I really don't remember you, please tell me who you really are?” amel asked with a guilty face

“Did I mean nothing to you so easily you forget me? Or do I deserve to be remembered?” Devan raised the corner of his lips and smiled sinisterly.

I don't know why Amel felt his heart ache and pain when he heard all Devan's words from the beginning. “Not like that ... Ak-me...” Amel could not make a sound, as if his throat was choked by something.

“I'm just a regular human being. I also have a limit of patience. If you continue to act like this to me, there is no reason for me to stay by your side. All you have to remember, this time it is not me who does not want to return to you, but you yourself who do not want me to come again in your life.”

Amel was still silent in his place. He's still trying to digest all Devan's words.

“Alright, I'm sorry if I forgot you. It's just that in my memories, I can't remember the memories with you. Maybe because your physical changes made me not recognize you, but if you mention the important events that have happened between us, maybe I will immediately be able to recognize you.”

“Even though we haven't seen each other in a long time, but I still remember you. The physical change you said earlier, cannot be a reason for you not recognizing me. It should be from the look in the eyes and the words that I have spoken to you all this time have become a clue to who I am. You even know my name. It shouldn't be hard for you to know me.”

Amel sighed. “If you don't want to tell me who you are, at least tell me a clue. I promise that I have mentioned something important that only you and I know, but I can't remember you either, I will never ask you again. I assume we don't know each other. I'm also tired of playing hide and seek with you. There's still so much to think about."

Amel who began to feel embarrassed by Devan's attitude who continued to not want to tell him who he really is.

Devan looked at Amel with sharp eyes. “If you are tired then forget it. I am also tired of your attitude as if you do not want to get close to me. Let's just say we don't know each other. I won't bother you anymore. Nor will I force you to remember me. Like you said, let's just say we don't know each other. We better behave like strangers. But, if I have left later, I hope you will not regret it because you yourself broke your promise, not me.”

Devan walked out of the library without even looking at Amel.

Amel's body felt stiff after hearing Devan's words. Her eyes were hot, her eyes were starting to glaze over. For some reason, Amel felt sad when he saw Devan's disappointed look at Amel. Amel was shocked when he realized a bull of escaped tears fell on his left cheek.

Amel decides to return to his class to meet his three best friends. He could not linger in the library. He decided to forget for a moment all Devan said.

After school Amel went straight to his boarding house to change clothes. He plans to go to the hospital to meet Rendi with a transfer by Raka. Amel had told Raka, all the events that happened to Rendi, including the effects of their fight at that time.

There was a hint of guilt in Raka's heart upon hearing Amel's story. Amel asks Raka to keep it a secret from Rendi that she already knows everything that happened to her. Rakapun.

After Amel changes clothes, Raka and Amel head to the hospital in Raka's car.

“Abang really want nemenin Amel jenguk kak Rendi?” amel asked with a suspicious face after seeing Raka appear to come down from the car when they arrived in front of the hospital entrance.

Raka nodded at Amel. “Abang has no intention of fighting with brother Rendi again when meeting him later?” amel asked with a probing look.

Raka glanced at Amel who was staring doubtfully at him. “You don't believe in the same brother? Don't think negatively just yet. My brother just wants to know how he is. After all, brother had also hurt him, but do not expect brother will apologize to him, because at that time he was also wrong because he did not explain correctly.”

“Iyaa .. yes bang Amel just afraid later brother fighting again. Brother must be nice later if he meets Rendi.”

“Don't think weird with me. I've been kind to see him, because he's your girlfriend if it wasn't for you, brother wouldn't want to come here either.”

Amel smiled happily. “You are the one who understands me the most bang. It is not in vain that you become my brother. Ayook we enter,” take Amel while walking into the hospital.

“You've arrived?” asked Rendi with a big smile when she saw Amel holding the door handle and standing behind her.

“Iyaa Brother. I came with Bang Raka." Amel entered followed by Raka behind him.

The smile that was originally expanding on Rendi's handsome face suddenly disappeared when she saw Raka's presence. He tried to change his face. She did not want Amel to notice her unhappy look at Raka.

Seriate...