Love For Him
Sofi's Decree

"Be mine, Sofi," replied Raka with a serious face.

"Haaaaahh...??" Sofi looked very surprised to hear Raka's words.

Raka smiled her smile, then whispered to Sofi. "I don't want to be your girlfriend anymore. Be my wife if you want to come back to me. If you don't want to. Let's just say our conversation is over here and never talk about our relationship again." Raka then keeps the face away from Sofi.

After talking to Rendi, Raka starts to worry about whether she should let Sofi go to Willy or if she comes back again with Sofi. Raka thought hard even when they ate at the restaurant. That is why Raka is more silent after leaving the work room Rendi. He did not want to take the wrong decision which resulted in him regretting it later.

Eventually Raka chooses to return to Sofi, but she doesn't want her relationship to be the same as before. He wants to marry Sofi immediately so that the previous events do not happen. He thought that if he became his wife, at least Sofi would be more obedient and easier to manage.

Sofi's eyes were wide. "Wife??"

Sofi stared in disbelief at Raka. Naturally, Sofi was very surprised by what was thrown by Raka. Because before Raka like very indifferent to him and impressed no longer want to go back to him. Being a wife, it was never thought by Sofi to get married at a relatively young age of 23 years old.

Raka put her hand in her pants pocket then looked at Sofi with raised eyebrows. "Why? Don't you want to be my wife?"

"No.. That's not what I meant. I'm just.. I'm still young Raka. I want to get married but not now. I just...."

Raka smiled cynically. He was already curious that Sofi would definitely reject his offer. "alright. Then I assume you rejected me. Our conversation is over here. Don't ever discuss this matter with me again. I gave you a chance but you wasted it."

Raka walked straight to the bed. Right now, Raka was very disappointed with Sofi. He wants to start again with Sofi. Sofi refused without thinking first.

"Raka wait." Sofi held Raka's hand. "I'm just not ready to get married right now, Raka." Sofi started to panic when she saw Raka's cold face.

Raka then turned to Sofi. "Why?" Sofi looks confused. "Is it because you're afraid you can't be free anymore? Or do you still want to play around with other men? Or have you never wanted to have a serious relationship with me?" cecar Raka, "so, you intend to play with my feelings, Sofi?" asked Raka with a frown and a disappointed face.

Sofi looks riled up. "I didn't mean to play you, Raka. It's just that I'm young. I have not been able to carry a heavy burden as a wife. I'm afraid I won't be able to take good care of you later. I have to prepare my mind first. Please understand, Raka," please Sofi with a hopeful face.

Raka turns her body and releases Sofi's hand from hers. "How long do I have to wait until you're ready to marry me?"

Sofi looked down at the bottom right. "I don't know yet either" Sofi replied quietly.

Raka sneered. "You said you couldn't refuse an arranged marriage with Willy and could only take it for granted, but when I asked you to marry, you just turned me down without thinking. I also have Sofi's feelings. I can be disappointed and angry if you keep playing," Raka said with a frustrated face.

"I didn't mean to play you, Raka. I want to marry you too, but I'm still bell..."

Raka immediately interrupted Sofi's speech. "Listen to me," Raka held onto Sofi's two shoulders. "I wouldn't force you if you didn't want to marry me. That is your right. I'll respect your decision, but I can't wait for you without your clarity. So, if you don't want to marry me, we better end it all." Raka then releases her hand from Sofi's shoulder.

"So, you mean you'll marry another woman, if I don't want to marry you now?" ask Sofi.

Raka just kept quiet, not replying to Sofi's words. "Comeout. I want to sleep." Raka sat back on the edge of the bed.

"Are you planning on marrying the woman you're going to introduce to your mom?" Sofi immediately remembered the woman who was said to be the future wife of Raka.

Raka looked down for a moment and then turned to look at Sofi. "Don't discuss people who have nothing to do with our problems" Raka said with a lazy face.

Sofi was still standing at her place while looking disappointed at Raka. Sofi then smiled bitterly. "Of course it has something to do with it. You don't want to wait for me because you want to marry that woman, do you?"

"Seeing you didn't answer my question made me even more certain that you'd marry her later."

Raka rubbed her face rough. He had already restrained his anger towards Sofi. He then walked over to Sofi again. "What do you really want? I gave you a chance but you refused. Now you're just bringing someone else in and accusing me without proof."

Raka was still trying to stay calm. "If I were to eventually marry someone else, it would be because you rejected me first."

Sofi's eyes glazed over. "I'm not rejecting you, Raka. I'm just asking you to wait until I'm ready."

Raka hissing. "You want me to wait until when? 2 year? 5 years? or 10 years?" cecar Raka's. "You can't even give me certainty. How could you so easily tell me to wait for you?"

Sofi was silent. To be honest, she also did not know until when she would be ready to get married. He had never thought about it at all.

"Can you give me time to think." Sofi also realized that Raka's words had a point. Therefore he asked Raka to give him time to think.

Raka brought her face closer to Sofi. "What if I don't want to?" Raka moved her face away then looked at Sofi with a serious face.

Sofi thought for a moment. He then lowered his head not daring to look at Raka. His eyes began to water. "So you don't want to give me time?" sofi asked with a trembling voice. Her tears started to drip.

Raka lowered her head, closing her eyes while sighing heavily. She felt unbearable to see Sofi who started to shed her tears. Raka tries to neutralize her feelings first before stepping closer to Sofi.

"Don't cry. I'm sorry," Raka said as she hugged Sofi. He rubbed Sofi's head gently. "I'll give you time to think" Raka continued.

His weakness that until now he could not get rid of was not being able to see women cry even more so the woman he loved.

Sofi immediately raised her head looking into Raka's eyes. "Are you really going to give it time?" sofi asked with a face of disbelief.

Raka nodded. "Sleep. It's already night. I also have to go home early in the morning because I have to work tomorrow."

"All right." Sofi let go of Raka's embrace. "I'm back in my room first."

Raka leads Sofi to the front door. "Think carefully before you make a decision. This will be the last chance to mend our relationship."

"Yeah, I get it."

Raka came forward and kissed Sofi's head. "Sleep."

Sofi looked embarrassed. "Yeah. You go straight to sleep."

"Yes." Yeah."

Raka closed the door after Sofi's departure. He walked to the bathroom and washed his face. Raka looked at her face in the mirror. He seems to be thinking. Sofi really made him helpless this time.

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