Love For Him
Retains

Amel was silent for a moment, after hearing Rendi's words. “Iya I know, I was wrong. I'm sorry brother. I tried to reject it too. I promise in the future will ask brother first, if I can accept it.”

“I've been trying to contain my anger from earlier. I've been trying to understand you, but if you keep luring me like this. I can be mad at you too, Mel.”

Rendi stopped for a moment. “I also don't want to set you up too much. I'm trying to understand you, Mel. I also realize, sometimes my jealousy is excessive. I always try to push him, but I need time for that. You also need to understand me. Maybe because I love you too much so my attitude is like that.”

Amel only fell silent as he listened to the contents of Rendi's heart. Amel was made not to dwell on the words of Rendi. “I'm tired. Is there anything you want to say to me again?” asked Rendi when she saw Amel did not respond to her words.

Amel immediately grabbed Rendi's arm for fear that she would wake up from her seat. “Wait, Brother. I still want to talk to Brother one more thing. I also don't want to hide this from Brother. I don't want you to misunderstand me anymore.”

Rendi let go of Amel's hand which was holding his arm earlier. “Say. I'll listen.” The joint sits on its back with one leg resting on the outer edge of the other leg.

“It's about, Devan.”

Rendi's eyebrows go up next door. “Who else is he? Your ex?" asked Rendi with a lazy face.

“Bukan Brother. He is a man who was not afraid of me getting hit while in that hospital.”

Rendi smiled cynically. “You even know his name now. You're really amazing, Mel. Have you met her behind my back? It seems, my words you consider the wind past. In fact, obviously I've banned you from being close to him.”

“Not like that, Brother.” Amel took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. “I did meet him, but not intentionally, Sister. He became an apprentice teacher in my class and chose me as a student to help him in the classroom. I turned him down, brother, but he asked me to talk to my homeroom teacher if I didn't mind helping him. I had also tried to avoid him the first time he entered my class, but it turned out that he recognized me. Even he already knows my full name first.”

Amel tried to tell all to Rendi. He did not want anything covered again from Rendi which would later become a problem for him.

“There is no such thing as a coincidence in this world Mel if you continue to meet him accidentally more than 3 times. Why do you think he chose you among the many students in your class if he had no intention of approaching you? I told you the first time I met him that he likes you. You just don't believe my words. Now proven, he purposely brought you close to him. Even after knowing you already have a girlfriend, she is still not bothered by it.”

“I tried hard when he pulled me to talk to him, Brother. I said we can't be close. I also don't want anyone to misunderstand her attitude towards me.”

“Even he has dared to touch you your hand. Looks like he really intends to snatch you from me.”

“I don't like him, Brother. I also avoided it while I was at school. I hope Big Brother didn't cause any trouble when he met her at school. Maybe next. I can't avoid him anymore. Anyway I'm in charge of helping him.”

Rendi was silent enough and looked at Amel with a difficult gaze to interpret. His fingers were tapping on the edge of the sofa as if he was thinking of something complicated.

Amel continued to look at Rendi who was seen still silent. “Kak... Brother has to believe in me. I'll try to keep her as far as I can.”

“It used to be.. It wasn't easy for me to get you, but I just realized now that keeping you by my side is harder than getting you. It seems I still have to compete with them again so that I remain by my side, but no matter how hard I try to hold you if you do not hold my hand firmly, all will be free.”

Rendi sighed for a while, after which she turned her gaze to Amel. “Is there anything else you're hiding from me?”

“Nothing, Brother. Don't you want to apologize to me?” There was a worried tone in Amel's words.

“Entahlah. I can't think now. I need some time to calm down first. You can wait here or to Sofi's room if you are bored.” Rendi got up from her seat then walked to the bed.

Amel then followed Rendi. “Wait, Brother.” Rendi's steps stopped when she heard Amel's words. “What other way should you make your brother not be angry with me?"

Rendi looked at Amel. “You don't have to do anything. I'm not angry with you. I'm just disappointed,” said Rendi who has shifted her eyes again to the front. “This is how I am Mel, when I am too disappointed with someone or I am already too angry. I choose to be quiet. I don't want it until I talk to someone else to hurt."

Rendi pecked as Amel hugged her from behind. “I'm sorry about the ring and about the phone, sister. I'm sorry I just told you about Devan. I'd rather Brother be angry than silence me.”

Amel paused for a moment. “The big brother should know, I accept the gift of mama and Raka because I already consider them as my family. I don't want to hurt their feelings by refusing to give them because long before I knew my sister, they loved me and always gave me something. Mainly, mama Tamara ”

“So, all this time you thought of me as just an outsider? That's why you refused my gift?”

“Bukan Brother. I just feel unworthy of it. I'm afraid I'll burden Brother. I also do not want to use the kindness of Brother to me, but if that becomes a problem because Brother feels I do not consider Brother because of the card, well, from now on I will use it when I need it, I will use it when I need it, but I beg you Brother must also understand that later mama Tamara gives me something, I also can not reject it.”

“I wouldn't be mad if they gave her something Mel used to, but another story about the ring. When it comes to Raka's giving, I have a reason why I'm angry. Raka had other intentions with you, Mel.”

Amel let go of his embrace and walked in front of Rendi. “We have often discussed the problem of Raka. Why is my brother still on guard with him? After all, there was something that Raka liked. She said she couldn't open her heart to anyone else because she already liked the girl.”

“Did he say who the girl he likes?”

“Ngak. He just said, I'll know it's time. He said he could not take the girl off and intended to fight for her, even though she already had a boyfriend. I just saw Raka's face for the first time very seriously when she talked to the girl. I think he loves her so much that Big Brother doesn't have to worry about her anymore.”

Rendi smiled cynically. “Just because he talks like that, I became more alert to him. Even when the girl had a boyfriend, she had no intention at all to back off. He could have taken you away from me you he had such thoughts.”

“No way, Brother. He even planned to propose to the girl when the time was right. So, he doesn't have time to look to another girl,” Amel said plainly.

Rendi looked at her temple. “It seems like this time he did not mess with his words. Turns out my judgment was never wrong.”

“What brother mean?”

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