Love For Him
Take care of and take care of it

Raka instantly distanced her body from Sofi when she felt Sofi's body temperature getting hotter and vibrating. Raka holds Sofi's forehead back. "Sofi, your body is hot now. I'll take the thermometer first." As Raka was about to get off the bed, her hand was again held back by Sofi.

"Cold Raka," Sofi said with a weak voice and a flushed face.

Sofi also started sweating. Hot and cold at the same time, it means he is carefree, right? Is Sofi hallucinating? Or he really felt cold when his body was feverish and sweat a lot.

For a moment Raka was stunned, a moment later, she regained control of herself. "You have to fill your stomach so you can take medicine," Raka persuaded in a soft voice. He felt worried when he saw Sofi start shivering.

Sofi shook her head slowly. "Diiingiiiinnn," sofi's race again. Sofi clutched her own body with both hands. His body seemed to tremble withstanding the coldness that ambushed his body.

Raka draped the blanket that covered Sofi's body. Cold sweat kept coming out from all over Sofi's body. "I'll get you some warm water first." For a moment, Sofi was able to catch the look on Raka's anxious face. A second later, he again thought that Raka might just pity him.

Raka intends to compress Sofi's body with warm water to bring down her fever. He was forced to compress it with warm water because Sofi did not want to eat so she could not take the heat-lowering medicine on an empty stomach.

Sofi looks attractive on the end of Raka's shirt. "Don't go" Sofi pinta in a soft voice. She looks so weak, "friend me," Sofi asked again.

Raka let out a gentle breath and said, "Alright, but you have to eat huh?" persuade Raka with a soft voice.

"Dingiiiii."

"Yeah, that's why you have to eat first, then take the medicine." Raka tries to persuade Sofi again.

"bitter. My mouth is bitter Raka."

"A little bit, huh?" persuade Raka again gently.

Sofi shook her head. "alright. I'll compress you."

Sofi was still shivering. Raka grabs the tissue and starts wiping Sofi's sweat on her face and body.

"Cold Rakaaa." Sofi could only stare helplessly at Raka.

Raka doesn't know what to do. Sofi was a bit difficult to persuade. "Dizziness." Sofi spoke in a low tone.

"Yes you have slept for a while, after that you have to eat," said Raka resigned.

"My company is sleeping." Sofi tugged at the end of Raka's shirt.

"Alright, but you'll have to eat later."

Raka is still trying to persuade Sofi. Raka did not expect that Sofi would be spoiled for her when she was sick. Raka then walks to the other side of the bed and lies down next to Sofi.

"Sleep." Raka put a little distance between them.

Sofi turned her body towards Raka and brought her body closer after that hugging Raka. "Sofi, don't do this." Raka tried to let go of her embrace.

"Dingiiin's Raka."

Sofi was still shivering with her eyes closed as if she was doing it unconsciously. He could no longer think clearly. All he cared about was how he felt warm to his body.

"alright. Sleep," said Raka while returning Sofi's embrace. She stroked Sofi's hair gently so that Sofi would quickly fall asleep. He planned to compress it after Sofi fell asleep.

Sofi started closing her eyes. It didn't take long for Sofi to fall asleep. He felt very comfortable being in Raka's arms.

Slowly Sofi's breathing began to settle down. "Sofi," called Raka in a soft voice. "Sof, are you asleep?" Raka then kisses Sofi's head.

"What should I do to you, Sofi. I had intended to let you go, but instead you came again to tear down my defenses and ravage my heart so easily that it made me powerless to deny your presence," Raka's monologue still stroked Sofi's hair.

"I didn't think my love was so great for you. I unknowingly hurt you with my possessive attitude. I also don't know, how can I be so angry and emotional when I see you being hugged by another man. I was never even like this when I liked Amel. I can still hold myself back, even though Amel is dating your sister, but when you see you talking to your boyfriend is already able to arouse my anger and emotions." Raka then took a long breath.

"That's why I stayed away from you Sofi so you wouldn't get hurt by my selfish attitude. I don't want to make you suffer if I'm with you. I'm afraid you'll get hurt again if we get back together. You don't like to be constrained and restrained, while I can't see you close to other men, especially men who have feelings for you. Our nature is opposite Sofi. We'll only hurt each other if we're forced to stick together."  

Raka unraveled her embrace then looked at Sofi's face with a gentle look. "I hope you understand Sofi. I'm doing this for your own good. If you knew, my love for you was greater than your love for me. I was just trying to suppress my feelings all this time. Not meeting you makes my chest tight. Sometimes it feels like I'm seeing you, but again I'm holding myself back" Raka's monologue with a sad face.

"I'm sorry for making you fall in love with me and making you hurt because of my selfish attitude."

After being satisfied to pour out his heart, Raka then released Sofi's hand which was on his body and walked out of his room.

Moments later, he returned to his room with a basin and a small towel filled with warm water and placed it on the nightstand. After that he walked towards the closet where he placed the P3K box. He took out a thermometer, then sat back down next to Sofi.

Slowly he pointed the body temperature gauge at Sofi's head. Raka was a little surprised when she saw the number 39.4 degrees Celsius on the screen. Raka immediately put the body temperature gauge on the nightstand, then she squeezed a small towel that had been submerged in warm water so that Sofi's body temperature immediately dropped.

Raka is seen starting to stick it on Sofi's forehead. It was fitting that Sofi's face was red and she felt sultry when Sofi hugged her earlier, it turned out that Sofi's fever was very high. Raka kept compressing Sofi many times. He intends to take Sofi to the hospital if the heat does not go down within an hour. She feels very worried, let alone Sofi falling asleep on an empty stomach.

Raka changed the water again after not feeling warm again. She painstakingly compresses and wipes Sofi's sweat. Raka then looked at Sofi after finishing compressing her. Sofi's fever slowly started to drop. Raka checked her body temperature again. Seen to show the number 38.8 degrees Celsius still fever, but at least the heat is not as high as before.

Raka began to caress Sofi's face while looking anxiously at her. "Seeing you helpless like this makes me sad Sofi. Quickly heal. Don't worry me. How can I let you go if you can't take care of yourself" said Raka Lirih.

Raka blinked her eyes a few times, then turned to Sofi who was still asleep beside her. Raka involuntarily falls asleep while waiting for Sofi's heat to completely descend. He turned to his phone lying on the nightstand at 3 a.m.

Raka then placed her palm on Sofi's forehead. Sofi's body still has a fever. Raka went back to check Sofi's body temperature. Raka immediately felt relieved when he saw the number 38.4 degrees Celsius listed on the thermometer, the heat had dropped again. Actually Raka wanted to wake Sofi to fill her stomach, but she did not have the heart to wake her when she saw her deep face.

Raka walked back to the bathroom to get some warm water. He plans to compress Sofi again. He painstakingly returned to compress Sofi several times. After finishing, Raka again lay on her side with Sofi while looking at her ex-lover's face.

In the morning, Sofi woke up first. He looked at the face of Raka who was next to him. Seemed to be still asleep because he was exhausted from keeping Sofi overnight. He's only been asleep for a while. Sofi circulated her gaze for a moment around in curiosity, where she was currently. The room seemed familiar to him.

Sofi turned to the right and saw a thermometer, basin and a small towel splashed there. What might Raka be compressing herself and guarding her all night, but given Raka's cold attitude towards her, there was a hint of doubt in her heart.

Sofi then tilted her body to the left facing Raka. He did not clearly remember how he got here. The last time he remembered, he and Raka were arguing in the middle of the heavy rain on the side of the road.

She guesses that Raka must have brought herself back to her house, which Sofi doesn't understand is why she could be in Raka's room, while he knew that there was Amel's room and guest room that Raka could use to be occupied by him.

Slowly his hands extended to Raka's face. He rubbed the handsome face that was in front of him. "You awake?" Raka opened her eyes when she felt a hand touch on her face.

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