Love For Him
Lost Control

"It all depends on how you act to me Ren! don't forget, the agreement between our families, can't be undone."

"Of course the deal is no longer in effect, you yourself should know the reason."

"Of course I know, but you don't forget that I still have Ren. In the past, I could only remain silent without being able to do anything, but not this time. No matter how hard you try to get away from me, the harder I fight for you."

"Enough Ellen! I don't want to discuss this matter here!"

"Why? Are you afraid she knows the truth?" Friska looked at Amel.

"I have Friska's patience limit. You don't test me, I won't stay silent, if you drag Amel into our problems especially if you hurt him."

Friska laughed mockingly. "What would you do if I told him everything? Are you gonna hurt me? Are you sure you can do it?"

"I admit, I can't hurt you. I won't be able to do it, but I promise I'll never see you again, if you involve Amel in this matter. You can't use my weakness to push me on. No matter how hard you try, I still can't love you. I've loved Amel, you should have realized that. We won't be able to go back to how we used to be unless you change your feelings!"

"Is there not the slightest bit of love for me Ren?" friska's tears came out on their own.

"Nothing, right now in my heart there's only Amel. I love him so much!"

"You lied to Rendi..!!" friska shouted while standing up.

"I'm telling you the truth, you should be able to accept this fact Ellen," Rendi looked at the angry looking Friska.

”Do you really want to see my life destroyed Ren?” friska asked smiling sideways.

“What do you mean?”

“Do I need to make you regret for life, for ignoring me?” Rendi was surprised to hear Friska's words.

“Elllen, you don't go crazy!” yelled Rendi when she knew the meaning of Friska's words.

Friska raised her eyebrows. “Why? Are you scared now? You'll never forget me Ren. You know the reason for that yourself. If I ruin my own life, you will never be able to forgive yourself.”

“Ellen, listen to me! I love you but I don't love you. I love Amel! I just don't want you to get hurt. Please understand my position. I can't be with you Ellen. I can give you anything, but not with my heart!”

“Enough Ren! I'll give you some time to think. Before I get out of the country you should've decided. You choose me or him?” friska said while looking at Rendi coldly then turned to look at Amel who looked silent from earlier.

“Friska..! Friska..! Ellen! Ellenia!!” rendi shouted as he saw Friska had already walked out quickly regardless of her call.

Rendi let out a long sigh, after which she turned to Amel who looked silent with a blank look. “Mel, I can explain everything!” said Rendi holding Amel's hand.

“Is everything Friska said true? Ooh I forgot, I mean Ellenia, is it true everything Ellen said?” said Amel bowed while laughing sarcastically without looking at Rendi.

“This is not what you think Mel is!” rendi tried to calm Amel.

“For so long you kept me from being close to other men, even with Raka. You're always mad at me if anyone comes near me. You even asked me to promise to marry you! but what do I get now? You even have a fiance! You betrayed me, brother!” said Amel with teary eyes.

“I know, it's my fault for not telling everything from the beginning, but everything is not what you think. I can explain everything.”

“Others you gonna explain, brother? everything is clear!” amel turned his face away.

“How, if I said, I never betrayed you? do you believe me?” asked Rendi in a soft voice.

“Do you plan to keep fooling me?” amel asked with tears in his eyes.

“I am already engaged but..” Rendi greeting hanging.

“But what? Am I planning on dumping me after you're bored of me?”

“It's not like that Mel! My engagement is off. In fact, before you got into my life!”

“What is that woman you can't forget until now?” amel asked with a trembling voice. Amel tried to hold back his tears from falling.

“Then what's the reason big brother couldn't forget that woman until now?” Amel looked at Rendi with tears that had already fallen to his cheeks.

“Well if you still don't want to tell me everything! I'll step back!! Our relationship got here..! Sister can choose to be with Friska or with her sister's former fiance!” said Amel angrily as he stood up and threw out Rendi's hand firmly.

“Mel wait a minute..! Ameels.. Wait for.. Stop Mel.. Ameeel..!!” shouted Rendi, when she saw Amel had walked away leaving her. Rendi was seen just calling Amel's name.

Rendi rubbed her face violently when Amel was no longer visible. “Aaaarrrrgagghhh.!!” yelled Rendi with emotion while throwing the glass beside her bed to the floor until it broke into pieces. He then threw away whatever was nearby including his cell phone.

“What is this?” bianca asked as she looked at the messy items and broken glass that had been scattered on the floor.

“Kak, help me! please release this infusion! I have to go out after Amel,”, Rendi said when she saw Bianca and Jhon coming in together shortly after Amel's departure.

“Explain what is it first?” asked the doctor Bianca looked at Rendi with fused eyebrows.

“Amel misunderstood my relationship with Ellen. Ellen told Amel about my old engagement! He also offended a bit of my mass! Help me brother! Help me! You can help me explain it to him too! or Jhon, you also know the real events? Please help me brother! Otherwise, he will leave me! I can't just let him go! Let me go now! quickly release the infusion in my hand!” said Rendi with a panicked face while holding her head that started to hurt again.

Rendi raised her head when Bianca and Doctor Jhon did not respond to her words.

“Why are you quiet, brother..!! Don't you guys want to help me..? Brother help me, quickly release the infusion..! Please kaaak..!!"

Seeing them still silent, Rendi paused for a moment and stared intently at doctor Jhon and doctor Bianca. "I'll never want to do any more treatment, if he ever really leaves me! Therefore, help me explain to her now..! Before it's too late" said Rendi with emphasis.

Rendi kept shouting. "Ayoo my sister..! Hurry and help me..!! Didn't you guys hear..?? Are you deaf..?? I said ayoo we went to see Amel..!! Hurry kaaak..!! Kaaakk toloong aku kaaaakk.!!!” rendi shouted hysterically, when she saw doctor Jhon and doctor Bianca silent, not responding to her words.

Bianca gestured for Jhon to hold Rendi's body, when she saw that Rendi could not control herself.

“What are you doing! Quickly let go of me..!! I will beat you up, if you don't let me go now Jhon..!! I said freelancing..!! Brother Bianca help me sister..!! I have to catch up with Amel..! I have to explain the truth brother..!! Quickly let go of me..!! He misunderstood me, brother..! I don't want him to leave me..!! I can't let her get away from my life.!!” shouted Rendi who continued to rebel as her body was held by Jhon. It was seen that blood began to rise at the Rendi infusion tube, because it moved his hands too much.

Rendi continued to thrash. “I said let me go Jhon..!! Release..!! quickly release meu..!!! Did you not hear haaaahhh.!!!” yelled Rendi hysterically. Doctor Jhon said nothing. He was just trying to hold Rendi's body from being able to move.

“Sorry sister Ren,” said Bianca with a face of pity, while injecting sedatives on Rendi.

Rendi tries to break away from Doctor Jhon. Rendi looked panicked when she saw Bianca's doctor injecting something into her intravenous hands.

“Ap..What did you put in my body, brother..?? You are me ...” Rendi's words were cut off when she had already collapsed unconscious.

After feeling that Rendi was no longer moving, Doctor Jhon then laid the body of Rendi into the patient's bed. He confirmed Rendi's sleeping position. After that Doctor Jhon tried to justify the Rendi infusion hose that looks there is an elongated line in red. After removing the blood in the infusion hose Rendi. He rearranged the speed of his infusion liquid droplets.

“It looks like things are getting worse. Didn't I warn you all once, if no one can bring up the incident first? Is Ellen crazy..?? He can really kill Rendi this time,” Biaca said with emotion.

“I've warned Friska too, but she doesn't seem to hear my warning.”

“What has Ellen revealed that makes Rendi so this way? I saw that Rendi's boyfriend had a big influence on her life. I look like I saw my old Rendi! I didn't expect if he could be like this again.”

“I think, this time, the impact will be greater than it used to be."

“True, his condition is getting worse plus his psychic is also shaken because of Ellen's stupidity. We must immediately bring him to America Jhon," said Bianca firmly.

“But, we also can not do the operation with this condition. You see for yourself the results of the CT scan, it's too risky if we keep doing the surgery right now. The possibility for him to survive is very small Bianca.”

“We can do with other methods first, until it is possible to operate it, the most important thing is we must immediately take it to my hospital! Treatment there is better than here!”

“What if he doesn't agree?” ask Doctor Jhon while looking at Doctor Bianca.

“We will take her forcibly. His father told me to take him by all means, if he still refused. You just need to take care of all the documents, and bring all the medical records that are here!” bianca said as she looked at Rendi with a look of pity.

“Bailklah, we better get out. Let him rest. I'll ask the male nurse to stand guard here. I will also ask for some security to stand guard at the door. I'm afraid he'll run away later.” 

“Iyaa,” said doctor Bianca while walking out of the room following the steps of doctor Jhon.

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