Rajasa
The Confessions

Arriving at the apartment. Edelweis is looking for his medicine bag. Taking a bottle of medicine containing a sedative prescribed by his psychiatrist.

Since the legal case against her husband. He felt restless and unsettled. He needed his psychiatrist to prescribe the medicine he desperately needed under these circumstances.

Husband's affair. Now the legal case that befell her husband made her feel tension as well as displeasure.

The door to his room is open. Vienna stood at the door of her room.

“I cook roasted chicken soy sauce with tomato sauce. Chicken soup. Chicken rolade. Mommy didn't eat first? I don't see you eating anything from yesterday. Didn't even touch the pizza that mom ordered.”

“I ordered it for you and Malika. I'm not hungry. I want to rest. I need my pills. After my comfortable state maybe I can feel hungry.”

“Good. I'll accompany Malika to play.”

“Thank you, Win.Please get me a drink to take medicine.

Edelweis massaged his dizzy forehead. Vienna opened the door to her room. Walked toward him. Sending a glass of tap water.

“Thank you, Win..”

Edelweis took his sedative. Some time he was attacked by a very sleepy. Falling asleep like a baby.

His face was tired and sad. Heavy burdens covered his face. The love he felt seemed to burden and shadow him.

Her husband's betrayal hit her hard. He always felt they had something strong. Tying them very tightly. Love's.

How can we, when we love. Can we betray the people we love? Give them wounds? Which they will carry forever?

Edelweis woke up when it was late afternoon. Open the door to his room. Looking at the dish on the table made his stomach feel hungry. It seemed like his mind started to relax after he took his sedative.

Pulling the dining chair and then sitting on it. Spooning rice onto a plate. Fill it with roasted chicken soy sauce complete with sauce and chicken soup. Take out a chicken rolade that looks really delicious.

Malika and Vienna do not appear in the apartment are they playing in Malika's room?

Finish eating, bathing and performing his ashar prayer. Gadgets reads. Ryan.

“Where are you? I went to your house and there was no one there?”

“Australia.”

“I just found out from Roy that Rajasa is getting into legal trouble in Australia. Why didn't you say anything?”

“I don't want to bother you.”

“Bothering what? We're all friends. Rajasa is also my best friend. How are you guys doing?”

“We are fine. Is there something you didn't tell me?”

“What do you mean?”

“You learned of Rajasa's betrayal with Nurmala. Did you find out about the others?”

“What do you mean by others?”

“You don't know at all?”

“Of course not. What are you talking about?”

“Rajasa accused of murdering and impregnating a pregnant young woman.”

“Gosh! I don't know anything about this.”

“Dna examination shows the fetus that the woman conceived is not hers.”

“I don't understand.”

“I too. I'll see Rajasa tomorrow asking for his explanation.”

“I hope you two get through it all.”

“Yes, I hope so too.”

“Call me if there is any progress on Rajasa.” case

“Entahlah. My mind is very complicated. I took a sedative.”

“Good. You just focus on Rajasa's case. If you need me don't hesitate to contact me.”

“Thank you, Ryan. For your understanding.”

“I know you're going through a very rough time in your life. But no matter how heavy it all will pass in time.”

“Yeah, thanks. All this hurts me so much. Telling it made my emotions hurt and open again. My emotions are very chaotic, angry, sad and confused.”

“Yeah, I know. I'm sorry if it accidentally reminds you of your problem back.”

“You are not wrong at all. My state of affairs is in chaos.”

“Yeah, okay. We'll talk again if everything's fine.”

“Thanks, Ryan.”

“My pleasure.”

The next day, Edelweis prepared to meet Rajasa in prison. Malika is a little fussy because Edelweis is busy taking care of Rajasa's case.

“I want to go to the playground or entertainment.” Whimpering.

“I can't keep you company. You're with Vienna, right?”

“I want to be with mama too.”

Edelweis stroked his increasingly distended stomach.

“I want to be with mama.”

“There's something important I need to do.” Edelweis hugged his son. Kissed her.

“Do not be naughty. Be a sweet boy. You were with Vienna first, right? Once everything is done you can choose anything. Wherever you like.”

“Can I buy a doll? To accompany Lizzy. He seems to want a new friend.”

“Of course can.” Edelweis kissed the head of his heart. Kiss her with anxiety and affection.

“Can I go now?” Ask Edelweis.

Malika nodded her head.

“Sweet and smart boy. I'm going first, baby?”

Malika nodded her head.

Edelweis walked out of his apartment. Ordering a car to go to the prison where Rajasa is.

Arriving there. When they meet. Longing shimmered in Rajasa's eyes as well as regret.

“You don't miss me?” Rajasa asked looking at Edelweis cold attitude.

“Can you explain everything?” Edelweis asked in a disappointed tone as well as a wound.

“Name Kinanti.” Rajasa.

“You know him?”

“Yes, I know him. She is a beautiful student also smart and independent.”

“You have a relationship with him.”

“Iya. But it's not all what you think.”

“What do you mean not as I thought?!” Shouting hysterical Edelweiss. All eyes looked at them.

Rajasa lowered his face.

“I didn't mean to defend myself. I'm a jerk. Betraying you with Nurmala and Kinanti.”

“Tell me everything. Make sure nothing is left behind at all.”

“I know Kinanti as our relationship deteriorates. You know my betrayal with Nurmala. Everything was bad and could not be repaired at that time. You're not only avoiding me but you're also going to marry Ryan.”

“You're a complete jerk!!” The Edelweiss are back.

“I'm a jerk. I think our household has been destroyed and cannot be repaired. You're getting married to Ryan. I don't want to face everything alone. I feel angry and helpless. I met with Kinanti. Make it an escape.”

Edelweis looked at Rajasa angrily.

“We're getting divorced. I meant to marry her. But he refused it. In Australia, we cannot accept polygamy. He does not want to lose his life as well as his independence.”

“Then?”

“Our relationship is improving. I never called him again. Moreover, he also could not forget his ex. They keep in touch even though he's with me. I caught them both. I swore I would never marry her. Our relationship without status.”

“If you never contact her again. Why did you get the charge of killing him?”

“He contacted me. Said she was pregnant with my son. Hold me accountable.”

“But the test dna shows that the baby is not yours.”

“Yeah. That fact hit me too. Why would he lie to me? He might still be alive if he doesn't lie to me.”

“What do you mean?”

“I don't want our household to face the abyss of destruction and separation again. Maybe this time forever, you won't trust me anymore. I hired a hit man to kill him. Because he refused some compensation from me. He insisted I should marry him. Acknowledging the child under the Indonesian National Marriage Law. He studied law in Indonesia. Child confirmation can happen because of the marriage of both parents."

“In religion, even if you two are married, the child they contain is still an adulterous child. If only the child were both of you."Tukas Edelweiss.

“Kinanti does not use religious law in solving her problems. Use positive laws in Indonesia. He urged me to marry him . Even he doesn't care if you're gonna ask for a divorce if you know everything. He wants to destroy our home. I have no other choice.”

“That destroying our household is your unfaithful nature. I was too stupid to trust you back.”

“At that time we'll get a divorce and you'll marry Ryan. What's my choice?”

“Waiting for everything to be clear. Making sure we're really divorced. If we are already divorced. It's up to you to get in touch with anyone. It's none of my business anymore. Even though Ryan and I are planning to get married. We'll get divorced by then but I'll stay loyal to you. Not to violate state and religious rules. My heart hurts so much to know of your betrayal. Ryan, the only one who can restore my trust in love.”

Rajasa speaks a thousand languages.

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