Rajasa
Family

Married to Ryan. Nurmala and Amalia have a whole new family.

Ryan looked closely at both of them. Ara thought of her as her own sister.

His warm, caring, loving and kind attitude. Making the atmosphere of the entire house change drastically.

Amalia loves her new father. He immediately switched from Ara once his father arrived or was at home.

Ryan himself never objected. Because he really likes and loves children.

"Don't get too close to Amalia." Nurmala reminded, "I don't want him to lose you when we're apart."

"You just calm down! As long as we are in good relationship. Everything's gonna be okay."

"You don't know Amalia. Did you forget when he was fighting over a doll with Malika?"

"Don't be too serious! All kids are so when they want something."

"I don't want him to be disappointed and hurt. I've never seen Amalia like someone like her like you. Even his own biological father could not get close to him. He doesn't like and feels at home near his own father. Look, how are you two? Like father and son." Tukas Nurmala was very worried about his son.

"Malika herself was also not close to her father before. There are many like that. Affection is not always a package with blood ties. Must strive. Maybe his father never really tried to get close to his son."

Ryan enjoys his new role. It is his nature that is easy to love others. Makes it easy to live anything that shares affection, attention and empathy.

She considers Nurmala and Ara like her own sister. Amalia was like her own child. 

Nurmala felt Ryan's presence was very different. In his life and Amalia. Never felt genuine affection. Not from her ex-husband nor Rajasa.

Her marriage to her ex-husband. It was a very emotional decision. Blind love.

He's very young. Love drunk. Do not understand if love is not just talking feelings and passions. But also responsibility, loyalty and sincerity.

The marriage ended in disappointment. Because in addition to irresponsibility, dominance, possessiveness is also unfaithful.

The bitter pill in his life knew love. A feeling of a million colors that ends with a highly lethal venomous poison.

Love is no longer as beautiful as a rainbow in the blue sky. Rather like a multicolored snake that can bite at any time.

Trauma and injury are certain. A broken heart doesn't need to be asked anymore. If there is no Amalia. His life will be ruined and end in tragedy.

The second marriage was performed in series. Again he felt disappointed. Only used on his body. 

There is no desire to destroy another's home. He himself realizes his relationship with Rajasa based on the principle of using each other.

But deep down inside his heart. She hopes Rajasa can love her and also love her. Their marriage was only a shadow of the real marriage.

As a woman, it is very difficult to shake off the feelings that are starting to grow. Disappointment again hit him. Rajasa did not want to admit his son at all. And the most painful. He asked them to give up both of their hearts.

For Rajasa, the child is just an outlet of lust without involving love let alone affection.

But for himself. As a mother, all children born and grown in her womb are the same.

Rajasa asks his best friend to marry him. Covering his disgrace and also not to sniff his wife.

He seemed to love his wife very much. Every time they meet. All he talks about is his wife. 

What is Edelweis? Until Rajasa and Ryan take great care of her and protect her from pain?

Jealousy and envy often overshadowed Nurmala's heart and mind. How unfair the world is to treat both of us. One is filled with love, protection and compassion while the other is manipulation, lies and deceit.

See Ryan's kindness and sincerity. Like an oasis in the desert. Ryan had never been rude to her. Respect also love him certainly in the context of friendship, friendship and brotherhood. Not taking the slightest advantage. 

You're a very nice man. You can be demeaning, insulting, cruel or use me for your sake. But you never or thought to do it.

I wish we'd met earlier. Maybe things will be different. If only I had found one man in my life. And that's you. Of course I won't experience the disappointment and pain I've experienced.

I know your heart belongs only to Edelweis. I won't be able to rival him. But if only you would make me his replacement. Even though your heart and soul are entirely his, I am willing. Because I know, even if your love isn't for me. You will remain sincere, kind, loyal and responsible to me.

You know the limits of loving and being faithful. You also know the limits of loving and hurting. You also understand the meaning of respect and empathy. I feel comfortable with you. Because you're a good father and brother. We can't talk much less love. But humanity is proof of a man's allegiance to his nature and conscience.

Love is not just a character. But it has a meaning and also a verb. Only those with knightly and noble souls. Who can interpret it.

When a righteous man marries you. If he loves you, he will love you. And if he doesn't love you then he'll respect you. 

If it wasn't for Edelweiss. Will this marriage end?

"You're daydreaming!" Reproved Ryan.

Nurmala was shocked. His mind drifted everywhere. He was full of emotions, feelings and fears.

"What's wrong?" Ask.

"This is for you." Ryan pulled out a parcel wrapped in excellent wrapping paper.

Amelia held her father's leg. Spoiled tangling.

"What's this?"

"You open it."

Nurmala opened the parcel. A box. Inside there is a very nice wallet and a keychain for vehicles.

"Your wallet is shabby. It's time to be replaced. Car keys and stnk you better put in the keychain. So one."

Nurmala's tears are melting.

"Why are you crying?"

Nurmala shook her head, "I'm fine. Why are you so good to me?"

"I don't mean anything. I see your wallet is shabby. The keys and stnk of your car you didn't put in the keychain. If you don't like my gift. I'm sorry."

"I like your gift. Just why are you doing so well to me and Amalia? I don't want it when we're apart to all be hard."

"You're pregnant. So it is easy to get carried away with feelings. You yourself often prepare me to eat and pay attention to all my needs. I don't think a small gift will pay your attention and kindness."

"I did it because it was my duty."

"I'm the same. Moral obligations. So do not need to be discussed let alone raised. Ok?"

Nurmala nodded her head.