Rajasa
Heart Worries
Rajasa chooses to be at his home with Edelweis and Malika.
Edelweis responded indifferently to Rajasa's presence. Focus more on the future he has planned with Ryan.
“You didn't ask why I was home and not to Australia?”
“For what? We're getting a divorce. Do not baper each other let alone interfere in each other's affairs.”
“We're getting divorced. Not divorced already. I still have rights as a husband?”
“What do you mean?”
“You know I mean.”
“I'll marry Ryan. Our household is coming to an end. Sooner or later.”
“Currently not over.”
“I don't have to listen to this.” Edelweis turned his body around choosing to lock himself in his room. Rather than serving Rajasa words that can affect his thoughts and feelings.
Rajasa clasped Edelweis' hand. Pull it up and look at it sharply.
“I asked for my rights as husband.”
His words resemble orders.
“You forced instead of asking.”
“I don't care. All the same for me.”
Edelweis' red face was extinguished with anger.
“You are really outrageous!” Angry shouting.
“Facing a stubborn woman like you. Must teach what is called limitation!”
“I'll hate you!”
“Indeed now you don't hate me?”
“Very hate you!”
“You always hated me. Whatever I do. You'll still hate me.”
Rajasa pulled Edelweis's hand towards their room and locked the door.
“You really are a jerk!”
Rajasa paid no heed to Edelweis's annoyance. They are husband and wife. Have rights and obligations to each other. Edelweis is going to marry Ryan. Still a plan.
Rajasa was convinced that Edelweis' decision was due to his anger and disappointment at the betrayal he had committed.
“If I don't make a mistake. You can't be like this.” Rajasa pulls Edelweis into his arms.
“What are you talking about things you already know well?” Edelweis distanced her husband's body. Looked at him with an annoyed face.
“I know we're not always as happy as you and Ryan. There is no perfection in life. All there is less.”
“If you mean, you can please me. You are wrong!” Said Edelweis who again exploded his anger.
“You won't give me a chance to marry Ryan.” Rajasa holds Edelweis' forehead and confronts him to his face. Edelweis tried to throw his face away. Rajasa forced his face to face him.
“See me. Answer my question honestly!”
“I'm tired of facing your papah. I just want your loyalty. Is that really impossible for you to fulfill?”
“I try to be faithful. I didn't mean to betray you. I've said it repeatedly.”
“I feel insecure with you. I can't trust you. I trust Ryan.”
Rajasa covered Edelweis' lips with a kiss. Focus on his current interactions with Edelweis. Not thinking about anything else.
He has made a mess of their marriage. To fix it takes time, opportunity and trust.
Rajasa misses his wife. Spilling all his yearning on his wife. Their relationship is strained. He did not change his feelings for his wife.
Edelweis' body stiffened with anger. His feelings are chaotic and mixed.
Slowly but surely his body began to stretch. Rajasa's touches make his body and nerves more relaxed.
They merge into one. Rajasa with his longing. Edelweiss with his anger.
They wrestle with each other. Like a fire doused with gasoline.
The flames were wiggling at each other. Burn each other.
Hunting each other. Breath chasing each other. Like a hunter with his game. Hunting while aiming.
After each gets its release. Rajasa unleashed their union. While Edelweis pulled a blanket to cover his plain body.
“I want to fix our wedding.” Rajasa said while wearing his clothes.
“It's too late.”
“You have characters that cannot be changed. It can appear at any time when you feel you need liberation for your character. What other opportunity do you mean? Gave you a chance to hurt me back.”
“Sex like food and drink. If it is filled well. There will be no problems.”
“You need a prostitute instead of a wife!”
“You are not sincerely serving me.”
“I want you to empathize when things are out of balance. Try to be as loyal and supportive as Ryan does. Instead of demanding and making things harder.”
“You always compare me to Ryan.”
“Not mean to compare. I just want you not to be selfish and can only sue.”
“I don't want you to separate me from Malika and the baby you're carrying.”
“I'm too hurt. You're so outrageous. Betrayed me while I was busy taking care of Malika. And you can do nothing but hurt my feelings. What can I do? Accept all your treatment?”
“I know I made a mistake. All mistakes can be corrected as long as there is opportunity and trust.”
“Sorry I can't.” Edelweis said stubbornly.
“You revoked your divorce suit. Indirectly you gave me a chance.”
“We will be divorced religiously.”
“What do you mean?”
“We remain married countryally but religiously we are divorced.”
“You're crazy! What do people say?”
“I don't care what people say. I am not people please.”
“I will not divorce you religiously. If you insist then you will have two husbands. Like it or not.”
Edelweis lunged at Rajasa and beat him.
“Put your clothes first if you want to attack me. Do you want to show off your beautiful body?” Sahut Rajasa laughed.
Make Edelweis's face red. Snatched his clothes and put them on. Continuing his attack on Rajasa.
“I'll kill you if you dare to block my and Ryan's intention to be together. And Ryan won't hesitate to break your neck if you dare to touch me after we're divorced.”
“I'll break his neck. Because I won't divorce my beautiful wife and my sex!”
“You're really outrageous. Ryan and I will force you to sign divorce papers under the hands of.”
Rajasa pulled Edelweis' hand and laid his body on their bed.
He brought his face to his wife. Staring sharp.
“Don't try to threaten me! You don't know what you're doing. You're gonna make me and Ryan kill each other.”
Edelweiss' body shivered at the words of her husband. He didn't mean to make the two kill each other.
She just wants Rajasa not to get in the way of her and Ryan's intention to get married.
“I beg your mercy! I don't want to live in a hell of anger and hate. You betrayed our marriage. Why did you put everything on me? Everything has consequences.”
“There are no non-cracked tusks. I'm trying to fix. I can't let you two ruin everything.”
“That makes me hate you for your selfishness and lack of empathy. You like to impose your will. No matter how others feel.”
“You revoked your divorce suit. It means we're still married. Like I said. If you force me to divorce you religiously. Then you have two husbands by country and religion. If you're smart. You'll understand what I mean. Having a husband means you have rights and obligations.”
“You?!”
Rajasa stared at Edelweis face sharply while grinning cynically.
“I've delivered what I have to say.”
Walk out of the room. Leaving Edelweis alone in tears in his sea of anger.
“You're a jerk!” The thrill with anger is mounting.