Rajasa
The Baby Girl Born

The expected birth of the baby arrives. Edelweis was able to give birth safely. A tiny baby girl.

All of their preparations went to zero once their baby girl was born.

Theory and practice such as heaven and earth. Moreover, this is the first child of Edelweis so all rely on maternal instinct.

The Edelweiss orientation changed completely. Everything was centered on his daughter. All theories remain theories. Elma Rajasa Malika.

A mother's fear is not understanding what her child is feeling and going through.

Never before had Edelweis felt such love and fear.

The pressure after giving birth made her suffer from the baby blues without realizing it.

Every time Malika cries. Anxiety attacks. He became panicked. There was only one in his mind. Malika why? How can Malika be comfortable and stop her crying?

Rajasa tried to help but was often pushed aside by Edelweis.

"Calm down! Don't you panic that way! Baby crying must have an explanation."

"Yes, but what?"

"According to this book, babies can cry from hunger, thirst, tubs and chapters, bored, sleepy, sick, upset, angry, sad, sad,...."

"Which one? You don't have most theories. Why is she crying can you explain?"

"He had eaten and drunk, and it was impossible because he was hungry and thirsty. The pampers are dry too. He's not tub and chapter. He's healthy too. Are you bored? Getting angry? Pissed off? Saddened?" Rajasa asked the baby.

"Where can he answer your question?" Edelweis stood up and walked while holding the baby. Malika stopped crying.

"So she wants to be carried?"

"Yeah! Stop crying."

Malika loves being in her mother's arms. She also loves her mother.

She dislikes formula milk and refuses the food given to her even though she can already eat breast milk.

Edelweiss life changed completely. All plans and preparations are in disarray.

Breastfeeding Malika and carrying her always because Malika smelly hand made her unable to do anything but take care of Malika.

He could not do his job as a secretary. Her maternity leave was exhausted and her condition was miserable. Unruly hours of sleep. 

His eyes are black from lack of sleep. Mood's disturbed. She was depressed after the birth of her baby. Also anxiety.

No one can digest all the preparations that have been done.

"You can't work as my secretary if you're like this." Sahut Rajasa saw the state of Edelweis.

"I have to how?"

"Give Malika a household assistant or a baby sitter or do you ask your sister and mother for help?"

All Rajasa's advice doesn't work because Malika just wants to be with her mother.

"You just stop working. How's it?"

"What about you if I stop working?"

"Since Malika was born. I took care of everything without your help. At home I was taken care of by our assistant while since you gave birth to me and Roy took another secretary as a backup. The plan is to help you. But it looks like you can't do anything but take care of Malika.

Edelweiss crying. Baby blues is. Postpartum depression.

"Don't cry. I'm it's okay. Mala can take good care of me."

"Your new secretary's name, Mala?"

"yeah. Nurmala Wijaya."

"It's very complete that you say his name." Edelweis failed to hide his jealousy. 

Rajasa embraced Edelweis affectionately, "Don't be jealous like that dong! Roy and I couldn't have done both of our jobs without her help."

"Is she still a girl?" Ask Edelweis.

"Single parent's. She's already a widow. Son one. Still toddler. He desperately needs a job. Roy and I don't. Turns out the job was good. He used to work as a secretary. Her husband told her to stop. After stopping. Her husband did not support her inner birth. His old job was filled with other people. He works odd jobs. Besides the results are not enough. He can't hire people to help him look after his son. So that his son had to be entrusted to a neighbor or his sister or his mother."

"You feel intimidated? Her husband is irresponsible and plays crazy with other women. What choice?"

"Oh!" Edelweis closed his hands, "What a pity!"

"You'll love it when you meet him. Very efficient, friendly and warm."

"You praise him!" The tears of Edelweis came back.

Rajasa hugs his wife who turns to be very sensitive after giving birth.

"I'm not praising him. I'm just saying what it is. I don't want you to worry about me. No need to think about home and office because everyone has taken care of it. I just want you to take care of Malika."

"All right! Thank you, dear."

"Together." Rajasa kisses the head of Edelweis.

Not only did Edelweis' work routine change after the birth of his daughter. Their relationship also changed drastically.

They had never had a husband and wife relationship after Edelweis gave birth.

Edelweiss was always in a state of tiredness, sleep deprivation and depression. His appearance also changed considerably. No longer taking care of themselves.

His body odor is also often stinging because of the smell of milk ASI fishy and sweaty. 

Edelweis also had trouble leaving her baby to take a bath. Because the baby is very attached to his mother.

Must steal time for bathing and praying.

Malika would cry loudly if her mother was forced to leave her for a moment to eat, pray and bathe.

The housekeeper and Rajasa are unable to help her. Because Malika only wanted Edelweis to carry her.

His crying instantly stopped as soon as Edelweis carried him.

Malika's crying was so loud.Edelweis was knocked from the bathroom. Finishing her bath was far from perfect as she could not bear to hear her daughter's cries.

Soaking his body as fast as lightning. He never had to wear body lotion and all the things he used to do.

With hair still wrapped in a towel. Squeezing his hair that has begun to greasy and limp 

"Give her to me!" Edelweis developed his hand.

Malika's cry subsided as soon as it detected her mother approaching her. He stopped as he moved to his mother's arms.

"You shut up?" Edelweis' smile expanded, "I have to take a shower for a while. My body is so sticky and stinky." Edelweis kissed his daughter gently. Give the ash back.

It was very sad after giving birth. To take care of himself he was very troubled. Especially taking care of your husband and others.

Edelweis was very grateful because Rajasa was very understanding.

Since the birth of their hearts. Edelweiss was often beset by guilt for not being able to serve her husband.

Rajasa himself has never been pushy and fully understands his wife's condition. 

Theory remains theory. Nothing can be applied to Malika. 

Have the wrong hours of sleep and upside down. Waking up at night and sleeping well.

Don't want formula milk and eat mpasi. Smells his hands and just wants his mother.

The life of Edelweiss changed one hundred and eighty degrees.

Not postpartum depression, anxiety and panic disorder suffered after the birth of Malika.

Rajasa himself is getting longer. Getting busy with his work. Home late at night. Drowning in his own life.

Edelweis also spent more time in Malika's room.

They both designed the room in such a way. 

In addition to the baby box. Equipped with a queen bed that will be occupied by Malika after she does not need the box.

Baby boxes are almost never worn. Because Malika was always with her mother in her bed.

Her favorite thing besides breastfeeding is sticking to her mother's breast. Practical work and daily routine Edelweis only breastfeeding and take care of Malika.