Rajasa
Rajasa Change

There is something different with Rajasa since it is far from Edelweis.

His feelings are becoming more real. His habit of chasing and flirting with girls changed.

Is he getting older or is he aware of the true feeling of love?

He takes his documentary project with Ryan seriously and is focused.

"You got a greeting from Danum."

"Who's danum?"

"You met a week ago and he invited you to his house and you agreed."

"God! I mean definitely making small talk. How do you say it so that it does not catch wrong? Is it wrong for me to say, thank you for the offer, next time yes, I'm going to your house?"

"You've changed a lot! Usually you can't stand a pretty woman's eyes or slippery cheeks?"

"Maybe I'm having some kind of alter ego?"

Ryan chuckles.

"You like to laugh at me. What's so funny?"

"Nothing! Seeing you grow up might seem funny to me. It's changed drastically."

"Not really! You're just overreacting."

Rajasa diligently edits the documentation they are working on.

" Why do you like Edelweis?" Ryan thrust a jar of cake that was rejected by Rajasa because he was concentrating on doing his work.

"Eitherway! Why do you like him yourself?"

"He is kind, friendly and warm and accepts others as they are. Not arrogant. I don't like to differentiate people. True color."

"Yes!"

"You can only imitate!"

"The reality is so. Especially if he takes care of me. I feel like her husband."

Ryan chuckles.

"What do you mean?"

"I mean, she'll be a good wife."

"yeah. I agree."

"Since having a conversation with him at lunch together." Ryan put his hand in the jar to pick up the light snack.

"Wow! I thought you were so hard to fall in love? I've never seen you like a girl. I thought, sorry, you're a faggot!" Doth my chuckle, "I was afraid to be close to you!"

"I think so too. But once I met Edelweis, it just happened."

"Did she know you liked her?"

"Of course not. I don't want him to feel uncomfortable. Facing you and Roy alone, he's probably already pretty overwhelmed."

"Should I be jealous of you? I don't want to compete with you. You're too kind. You seem to understand it very well."

"of course. Because I love her so much."

"Gee!"

Ryan laughed at Rajasa's reaction.

"Just calm! I'm not like you two. I don't want to force my love and I believe that a soul mate has already arranged. If he's my soul mate, God will give way but if not for sure will be given a better replacement."

Rajasa patted Ryan on the shoulder. "You're a good man!"

"Are you no good?"

"I mean, you know how to treat women and make them comfortable especially the woman you love. I can't imagine if Edelweis had rejected me if I could have been a knight like you. I love her so much and don't want to lose her even thinking about her I'm reluctant."

"I think everyone who loves will do that. I just don't want to see him confused. The woman was very sensitive and smooth feeling. Unlike men who always know what they want but not with women especially if they take advantage of their weaknesses. I just want him to really know who he really wants and loves. That's all!"

"You mean, she loves the three of us?"

"Of course not! Definitely loved only one but because women are easily loving creatures then they will tend to want to please everything while the right is not possible."

"Maybe to Tibet. There can be polyandry. I share Edelweis with you and Roy?"

Their laughter exploded.

"Do you know why women should be with people who love them rather than loved?"

"really?"

"If there are two choices, which one is loved but always hurts while the one is not loved but never hurts? For a woman it is better to choose a person who has never hurt because their love can certainly grow if indeed the person loves without hurting. And how many women turn away from love because they can't stand being hurt?" Maybe before having a sense of love dominates but when it is together then the benchmark is not love anymore but respect, respect, appreciating and loving will determine whether love will flourish or be barren or arid."

"You're right. Love is a feeling. Nurturing and caring for it's work while maintaining and being faithful is commitment."

"That's it! Love is a responsibility. Consistent and consistent with how you feel."