Rajasa
Aksa

In the midst of the worries that hit him. He received a package from someone he had never expected at all before.

He almost forgot Aksa. Moreover, his mind has also been diverted from all the problems of his life.

No address or anything. Only a post with a birthday card and a box with letters.

All the letters were addressed to him. The date shows after Aksa left to leave a letter for her.

Aksa wrote the letter on a regular basis and all were collected and sent into one.

He could not help his tears reading the letters one by one.

All the letters that were written made him very touched.

Never intended to make Aksa hurt or sad.

Nor had they ever thought their friendship could end like this.

He kept all the letters neatly together with all his birthday gifts.

His chest became more plump after crying.

Not all problems should be sought out but expand the chest and let the problem find its own way whether yawning, exiting or settling.

Peaceful with life and problems just as one receives all the bad decisions in his life whether death, pain, or illness, sad and so forth that cause uncomfortable feelings but the belief that all things that befall is good is an absolute positive attitude that must exist.

Edelweis was ready to live his new life and leave behind all the things that were weighing him down.

There will be no fine future without excepting present and forget the past. Moving foward's.

Undergoing her mother's food business is also not something bad all will be good as long as it is lived with all his heart.

Edelweis still took the time to write just limited to pour out his emotions and feelings in the diary that increasingly makes his steps lighter without burden.

Although he is still in the middle of the complexity of the problem but if all is faced like water flowing in the rocks then the problem will gradually erode even partly into pebbles or soil that settles.

His life may feel monotonous but peaceful and far from intrigue.

Simplicity something cured that things seem so complicated.

He and Aksa could not possibly unite because Aksa could not accept himself as a whole.

So that everything must end if Aksa does not want to accept their friendship and wants the relationship to turn into love. He really can't even have it repeatedly.

From the beginning there was never love. Aksa's request only made her feel indecisive, guilty and pity unable to reciprocate with the same feeling.

If Aksa had to leave because it was the best thing for him. He can't do anything. Crying over their beautiful friendship is forced to end because one insists wanting to turn it into love may be a consequence of the friendship itself.

He always prayed that Aksa could find someone who was better than him and could make Aksa happy.

She very much wished that the person was Sinta who faithfully expected Aksa to return.

Sinta occasionally came to him to pour out all her feelings.

"Where is he now? Do you know where she is?" Sinta's tears are melting.

"Sorry, I don't know."

"Why did he just leave. Without news and messages?" sinta's chest went up and down holding all her emotions. Sadness, anger and disappointment mix into one.

"Aksa must have had a reason that only he himself could understand."enter Edelweis.

"You have to promise me. Tell him you know where he is."

"I promise but I really don't know. I'm sorry!"

"I believe you."

"Why did I lie to you?"

They routinely met in between the busy Edelweis helping his mother.

They met at Kenanga coffee shop. Ordering two glasses of dolce coffee. Two chocolate breads and cheese.

"You been a long time?"

"Ten minutes ago."

"I'm sorry! I just finished helping my mom and got straight here."

"It's okay. I'm the one apologizing for always bothering and bothering you."

"No! You're not bothering me at all let alone bothering."

"You why? If you want to cry. Cry!"

"I can't bear to see it! The look on his face was so sad that I knew what was the burden of his mind."

"Dream of flowers sleeping. Do not put too much into the heart." Edelweis' heart became worried, did the letters and Sinta's dream explain how Aksa's state?

"I really don't have the heart for him!" Sinta shed tears.

"There's something I haven't told you yet."

"Whatis that? Just say! Why are you hiding from me?"

"I'm afraid you misunderstood me and got mad at me. Accusing me of a no-no. I'm traumatized by Angela's events and don't want them to happen again. He avenged his heartache and vengeance on me by trying to destroy my future. Slandering me with a heinous accusation that is completely untrue. Destroying my good name without me being able to recover even though I have got a good name recovery but who believes that it has already got predijuce?"

"You can trust me!"

"You seem different. But you have to promise not to leave it all to me because I really don't want it to happen that way! I'm also sad and don't want everything to happen like this!"

"Please, Edelweis, you just say. I can accept whatever you're gonna tell me."

"I sent me a lot of letters."

Sinta's face suddenly tense and sadness as well as disappointment and anger appeared on her face.

"You promised me not to get angry!"

"I'm not angry! I'm just disappointed you lied to me!"

"I'm not lying to you!"

"You said you don't know where Aksa is?"

"He didn't leave an address or anything. I really don't know where he is. I'm sorry!"

"Don't you also know why she just left?"

"You promise not to get angry?"

"I promise!"

"He wants to turn our friendship into love."

"Did you love him Edelweis too? I'm sincere that you love her. As long as he's happy, I'm happy let alone that person is you!" Tears of Sinta are flowing again.

Edelweis clasped Sinta's hand tightly.

"I don't love him. I can't reciprocate his feelings and it makes me feel guilty and sad."

Sinta raised her face, "really? Butwhy? You guys have been so close and known each other for so long. I often jealous of you. I-i'm sorry! I didn't mean it that way. I love Aksa so much and don't want to lose her."

"I thought I loved her too but it didn't seem like love the way she meant it. I love him like my best friend. My brother's. My pal. Not more."

"You sure?"

Edelweis nodded his head.

"I haven't been able to give my answer to him yet but he's gone. You read!"

Edelweis handed him a long letter and his writing began to be unreadable.

Sinta cried reading it, "I don't know what to say."

Sinta was crying again. Edelweis thrust a tissue and Sinta sucked his snot and wiped his tears.

"Why don't you reciprocate his love and how can he know your answer. Just leave like that?"

"I don't know either!"

"Is it because of me?"

"I thought so at first, but I didn't seem to love her the way she wanted. I lost him as a friend."

"May I see the letters you're telling me?"

"Please! Thank you you're not mad at me."

"Why should I be mad at you? I salute you. You're honest with your feelings."

"Love cannot be forced. I can't lie to myself. From the beginning I loved Aksa as a friend and nothing more. It has nothing to do with you. I was so sad to not be able to return his feelings. I feel so guilty."