Rajasa
Dilemmas

Many say. If a partner cheats, do not forgive. It was the same as letting him repeat.

Although there are also those who forgive with the consideration of children and no perfect partner.

But what if it is not discovered?

Edelweis felt his household was perfect and happy.

Rajasa's very full attention to her and Malika makes her love her husband even more.

Handsome, well-established, generous and loyal to the couple. Something that might be hard to find.

"I can't believe what I got." He told Ryan when he helped him take care of Malika. When Rajasa was out of the country taking care of his job.

Once a week every month Ryan replaces Rajasa who goes abroad for his job.

"I'm glad to see you're happy." Ryan was sincere.

"Its to good to be true."

"Yeah! A good woman for a good man. You're very loyal to your husband. Very dedicated to your little family. Of course you deserve the best."

"To be honest, you're the best. But fate will determine me with Rajasa."

"Yeah! I can't make you happy like Rajasa makes you happy."

"The fool in God's hands. You understand me so much. We never fought once. You always knew how to treat me. But our destiny is just friends and companions."

"Many say that couples are the opposite of us. A friend is someone who resembles us."

"Friends are also more lasting than couples. Couples can get divorced while friends are eternal."

"Yeah! You're right."

Rajasa himself feels his life is more complete as well as dilemma. Relationship with Kinanti. Makes her feel more balanced and passionate.

One side he did not want to lose Edelweis and destroy their household.

But he also could not help himself from the adventurous habit of hunting beautiful, young and sexy women.

Changing habits is difficult. Especially if the conditions are very supportive and encouraging.

Housekeeping is the same as accepting a lack of a partner. Love that was originally passionate and like the only one.

Slowly become changed. Edelweis is still as attentive as ever. In fact, it may even be increasing, especially against Malika.

There is no doubt that Edelweis was a very good mother. But as a wife. Their home life is like. People who are given the same food every day.

I really liked the menu that was served. But every day and moment?

Another possibility is his habit of chasing girls before meeting Edelweis. He missed his old habits. Women are beautiful creatures with a variety of looks, shapes and flavors. Hm….

In the midst of the saturation of his household. Especially Malika often makes a tantrum. All of these things pushed his old habits back.

Kinanti is not only beautiful, young but also sexy. Plus cleverness. Makes it more perfect.

Especially with the principle of his life childfree and not married. Make it a person who is energetic, smart, youthful, beautiful and dynamic.

Complete package.

Not only that he was also good at securing himself. Safe ***.

"I have to keep myself from venereal diseases and aids. You must use ******if you want to have *** with me." Strictly speaking.

Other arguments that add to Rajasa's admiration are.

"Crains check up to the gynecologist. Not just for pregnant women or abortion. But also to clean the intimate organs. Pap smears. HPVs."

"HPV? HPH time?"

Laughter Kinanti is divorcing. Rows of white teeth visible from between his lips pink and wet.  

That day she was not wearing makeup. But her face is still beautiful. It's getting pretty. Because the skin is chewy like a baby looks very natural.

"That's the Right to Forest Management. The Human Papillomavirus Vaccine."

"Ohhhh...what is it?"

"Long by the way."

"But the point is you're hygienic and sterile?"

"That's how. Aman."

The laughter of the two broke.

"But it's not safe until my wife finds out."

"Your wife loves to go to Australia."

"Not really."

"Where does he know?"

"Institution?"

The laughter of the two returned.

"Why did you marry your wife?"

"Love of course. I'm so in love with him."

"You loved him but you betrayed him."

"What's that?"

"Women will not forget the man who betrayed her. I don't want him to forget me."

Kinanti's laughter broke out, "That's really the reason!" His cheeks stiffened from laughing too much, "What's the second?"

"I met someone who reminded me of my old habits."

"Who's the guy?"

"Of course you are!"

"That's the black sheep's name. But the reasons are also!"

Both of them laughed again.

"If I demand you marry me. Are you going to divorce your wife?"

"Of course not."

"You don't like me?"

"It's not. My wife and I have a family we need to take care of. Our relationship is without status and ties. Why both?"

"I'm just asking. I am not interested in getting married either. Like I said, I don't believe in marriage. Look you! Married but still two."

"Marriage to build a family while infidelity to build passion."

Both are back to laughing.

Edelweis himself increasingly drowned with his busy keeping Malika at once pregnancy.

Ryan helped her overcome Malika.

"You can't burden your mama like that. Yourmama's pregnant. His sister will come out. You don't have a sister."

"Let's just let it go!"

"She wanted a sister."

"No longer will."

"Not to be jealous like that to my sister. You'll be alone if you don't have a sister."

"Let's just let it go!"

"No friends at home."

"I hate my sister."

"Why?"

"I don't like it."

"Your mother still loves you. Even now you have to share your mom's attention with your sister. But your mom still loves you."

Malika looked at Ryan.

"You don't believe me?"

Malika looked back at Ryan's face.

"You lose if you don't want to have adek. By ourselves. If you have a sister besides being able to play together also learn to share."

"I don't want to share."

"You'll have a hard time making friends later."

"I don't want friends." Malika said stubbornly.

Ryan patiently showed youtube about school and friends.

"Do you like what you see?"

Malika nodded her head.

"You're gonna go to school soon and learn to be friends." Ryan also showed youtube about his brother.

Malika looked at him carefully.

"How's it?"

Malika remained silent. Then she opened her voice, "I want to have a sister."

"Don't disturb your mama and play with your nanny. Ok?"

Malika nodded her head. And it all came back to how it was.

"Oh! Ryan! Thanks for your help!" Edelweis.

Rajasa is very grateful to Ryan.

"You can always overcome Malika. I thought you'd be her first love when she was a teenager. Not me." Rajasa.

"He's like my own son. Just calm down!"

Everything has returned to how it was. But Rajasa refuses to let go of his relationship with Kinanti. Afterall, Kinanti and Edelweis were in different countries. It'll be perfectly safe. 

His little heart was occasionally wracked with guilt for his wife. Betraying their sacred promises. Risking their sacred bond for an adventure that tests his adrenaline.

Often infidelity is just as important as marriage itself. Dilemmatic right?