Rajasa
Playing Fire

The second affair. Make opium. Besides being able to eliminate the taste.

Rajasa feels his life is colored. Triggered adrenaline.

Betraying Edelweis. It doesn't mean you don't love him. Especially wanting to destroy their marriage maghligai. Pressure in the marriage. Saturation. Makes him think to look for a distraction. To make her life more colorful.

He knows he is selfish. But as a man. A creature full of ego. Can't do anything.

Sounds like a justification. But in reality. There are many men who are difficult to be loyal. That is the truth. Although bitter to say.

The kitchen itself is very modern and practical. Never burdened him with marriage. Relationships without their status seemed to complete the marriage.

"We don't expect each other to be faithful. That's rule!" Kinanti.

"You mean?"

"You can stay with your wife but you can't keep me in check either."

"Can you explain what you mean?"

"Open relationship."

"You're not afraid of venereal disease or aids?"

"Safe*** and I routinely check and clean my sex organs to the obstetrician. You're forgot?"

"Is that why you don't want to get married?"

"One of them. Like I said. I don't believe in marriage."

A free life in Australia. Allows that to happen. Open relationships.

Rajasa himself does not want to bother. He will not be able to defend both.

Of course he chose Edelweis. He will always love Edelweis. They already have Malika. Currently, Edelweis also contains their second baby.

Consequently, he gave Kinanti freedom.

No one is safe in this world. No one is completely safe.

Trusting Kinanti's choice to do safe** and check and clean her intimate organs to the obstetrician. That is the maximum that can be done.

"I gave you freedom. We can separate at any time. Not binding on each other. Just entertain each other and have fun."

"Yeah! Right!"

Kinanti herself is not the type of woman who can be made a wife. With his free life. And the principle is not to want to have children.

It also seems like he will not be able to face life after marriage. Taking care of the child and husband.

Will not stand the pressure in the household. Just a friend spending time and having fun may feel exciting and fun. 

It can make stress disappear. Saturation evaporates. But commitment is not a matter of always being together when things are fine.

But survive when the situation is under pressure. Just as Edelweis sacrificed himself to take full care of Malika. 

Can I get through it? Sacrificing herself to have offspring, taking care of and caring for her? Facing every mess?

But Rajasa doubted his household would survive and be whole had Edelweis known of his betrayal.

Maybe Edelweis could face pressure in terms of children and others but betrayal?

Rajasa refused to think about it. Just ruining his fun at the moment. Lust can't think too long let alone abstract. 

I can only think now. Can't think of the consequences. When thinking about the consequences. It will never begin betrayal.

Kinanti shuffled up from her bed. The blanket wrapped his body. Covering her smooth white body.

Rajasa himself chooses in his bed. Continue to sleep for a few more minutes before starting his morning activities.

In the midst of the sins he committed. He still hoped for forgiveness and mercy from the Lord of the Worlds.

No human being is born in a state of sin. But all men begin their first sin because of the impulse of circumstances and conditions.

He is innocent and innocent. Tricked seduction. From the first sin to the next. Until accustomed.

Decided not to marry. I don't believe in marriage itself. Many are unfaithful and unshackled.

Don't want to have children because you don't want to be burdened with responsibility. I saw some of her single parent friends. The hassles of taking care of her college, work, children and romantic relationships.

Returning to Indonesia is like committing suicide. Blasphemed environment. Become a mistress or call woman because it is not easy to find a job there. Especially those that can cover their living costs.

At least here he can work to meet the needs of his life. Financing his education by working and applying for student duties.

Kintai rushed to the kitchen. Open the door to his room. Leaving Rajasa who was sound asleep. Put the face and the alphabet just like that.

Prepare breakfast. While studying for his morning lecture. Read the class before class starts. A little more helps him to more quickly understand the material delivered by lecturers.

Put butter on each bread. Plugging eggs.

Unlocking plastic cheese slice melted. Put it on the bread sheet. Then lay a clap egg, a sheet of bacon beef and grate the cheese on it. Cover it again with bread that has been smeared with butter. 

Bake it into the toast. Make two tangkups. For him and Rajasa.

Making coffee with a coffee machine. Where this machine is like a rice cooker in Indonesia. Every day people need coffee to start their activities.

Opened fridge. Making salad. Cutting pear, melon, watermelon mix it with lettuce and cucumber. Sliced boiled eggs and boiled shrimp and boiled potatoes complete the salad. Mixing pieces of wine and kiwi as garnishes. Closed with cheese grater.

Salad seasoning is made from dressing thousand island and youghurt as well as sweetened condensed milk. 

Reading his college materials by stabilizing some writing that he considered important.

Half an hour passed and the door opened. Rajasa looks very fresh.

"You went to college today?"

Kinanti nodded her head, "I'm overtime today."

In addition to college, Kinanti also works in a nursing home. Wages decent. During weekends and holidays it is used to have a double job. Seeking additional income working as a baby sitter, guide tour, singer or cleaning public toilets.

Making money here is very easy as long as there is a desire to work. The wages are also very good. Enough to pay for life and college. Especially with the single status. More than enough. The rest of the money can be saved.

"You really don't want to go back to Indonesia?"

"No. I'm applying for a permanent resident. As soon as college is over. I want to apply for a job and stay here."

"What about your family?"

"They don't matter. I need to get ready now." Kinanti got up from her chair. Closing the text book.

Rushed towards his room changing his clothes in casual clothes.

Baby pink cotton t-shirt with broken white cotton trousers is the choice. Colored bags in line with his pants and shoes in color with his shirt are his choice. 

Greasing thin make up. Foundation, concealor, compact powder and powder. Baby pink lipstick. Painting eyebrows with eyebrow pencil.

Rushing towards the kitchen snatched the text book and lunch that he had prepared himself.

"How do I look?"

"Perfects!"

"I'll go first. Don't forget you're the key to the apartment."

"Yeah! I'll leave your cutlery. I'll be washed."

"Thank you!" Kinanti kissed Rajasa affectionately, "I go first. Hye!"