Rajasa
The first love letter

Rajasa's letter to the house of Edelweis made his heart flower.

The letter smells very good. Rajasa always seems to spray perfume on every paper or card he uses.

A fairly long letter. It looks like it was typed using lap top.

How's it going? I hope you're okay....

I'm sorry, if I acted like a kid yesterday and you're right I shouldn't be jealous of you with Roy.

Miss you. I have a reason why I can't keep you company not that I don't want to but I have to be here to help you achieve your dreams and I also want to be with you.

I want the best for you. Seeing you always happy, excited and comfortable. Only by achieving your dreams can you get all of that.

This breakup also made me more aware of my feelings for you. What I want and don't want....

That is also one of his wisdom, hopefully you are too.

Can be removed all your doubts and set about things that previously made you always doubt.

You also mustn't be mad if I'm jealous of Roy because he has a chance with you. You two always. He made a surprise for you. Take you to eat and talk with you.

While I'm here with the hungry tigers?

You must think here a lot of beautiful women, looking for opportunities and enjoying chasing them like before I knew you but the more I got to know my heart, the more I knew who I really wanted to be in my life.

I want to be able to talk to you like you talk to Roy and the others don't always end in anger and misunderstanding.

I also want to be able to understand you like Roy and the others.

I don't want to push you and want to let you freely choose as Roy and the others set you free but I can't....

We have to be together at all costs....

I'm a book without a cover and you're a cover without a book

As soon as I describe you and me....

As you describe us like piano keys, ebony and ivory I agree....

But what I don't agree with is that you doubt the harmony we can play....

I know right now we're like a broken piano. I can't understand you.

Always misunderstanding, suspicion and jealousy and can not be patient.

But in the end I want us to be together without pause.

The rest of Rajasa recounted his activities during the forest. All five letters were typed neatly using book antique font 11.

She was afraid Rajasa would hurt her and break her heart.

The king of waste and he does not want to suffer the fate of those who entrust their hearts and feelings to the wrong person despite feeling real and true.

If at this time Rajasa can be loyal and know what he wants because he has not got it but when he has been able to achieve his wishes? Sweet to throw away? She will be like the other women in Rajasa's life?

Not every woman chooses the person she loves especially if the feeling is very strong and excessive.

How many couples divorce or separate because of jealousy that they cannot control even if it is unreasonable just because they fear betrayal?

How many couples get divorced because they are too possessive or dominant?

Most of them choose to leave or ignore it for fear of being hurt.

Choosing others even though initially without love but love is like a plant that if diligently weeded, watered and fertilized will flourish.

Love that is abundant and great without being cared for let alone maintained will certainly die and wither also dry.

He has doubts about Rajasa? The answer is yes. Although he also admits that Rajasa understands it as it is.

They can also play very beautiful harmonies such as piano keys, memory and ebony.

But if they do not understand how to play it or can not play it?

Not harmony but a deafening sound that even breaks the eardrum.

One thing that makes Edelweis always doubt Rajasa is not because they are not perfect as a couple and complement each other but Rajasa's boring, dominant, jealous, possessive, easily ignited emotions, often suspect it and always misunderstand and think negatively.

He is more confident that Aksa will be more lasting even though he does not love her than with Rajasa who at any time can hurt and break his heart. Just turn around. Just hurt him. Just jealous of him. Dominates it just like that. He cannot trust Rajasa as Rajasa cannot trust him and what kind of love relationship will they knit and weave?

He considered Ryan because they had the same goal, Ryan also gave him freedom and never pressed him. Most importantly, he believes that Ryan will not betray him and will always try to understand and secure him without being asked.

Ryan will always try to do his best, most comfortable and happiest.

Although Roy? She looks like Rajasa and is obsessed with Angela. What if they suddenly decided to get back together?

Where will her fragile heart be glued together?

Aksa is almost perfect only that she never loved him and Aksa also could not accept herself as a whole and just wanted Edelweis as she liked and loved only, he said, the rest of them will be like a conflict country that will never be able to bridge let alone overcome it if he imposes something that Aksa cannot accept at any time.

He feels Ryan is the most suitable but doesn't know if destiny will side with them or not?

His feelings for Ryan, Aksa and Roy are the same, just the difference between Ryan unlike Roy and Rajasa, especially women's affairs are very trustworthy loyalty and commitment. They also have the same goal - most importantly - Ryan accepts himself as a whole as Roy and Rajasa.

That's all that sets Ryan apart from Aksa and the reason why he chose Ryan despite not loving him.