Rajasa
Love or Lust

Rajasa uses Ryan's arrival for his own benefit. As well as providing space for Edelweis to rest taking care of their children. Ryan can help her.

Is he jealous to see Ryan as being able to blend in perfectly. Edelweis and Malika. The two women he loved the most on this earth. Of course jealous but he can what. Same thing with Nurmala. As a man can what is he? His wife was unable to meet and satisfy his biological needs. They are also often like flip-flops of different sizes and colors. Not right left but right with right or left with left. Not really compatible at all.

Nurmala, who was playing with her daughter in the room, received a call from Rajasa.

"What's up, sir?"

"I changed my mind. We're meeting in your apartment now."

"But why sir? What if you get suspicious?"

"There's an old friend coming. He won't suspect. Maybe even remember me again. During that time span. I'll wait for you in the apartment."

"Good sir!" Nurmala immediately left Amalia on Ara who was watching television in front of the living room. On the sofa bed that doubles as a bed for Ara. Because the room in the rented only has one.

Nurmala rushed to her apartment. Dress modestly in surprise to receive Rajasa's call.

Arriving at the apartment. Directly clean up. Wearing clothes Rajasa likes. Sexy and open. The lingerie Rajasa bought was special for her.

The lingerie color is maroon with the edge of the rope and lace is black. The material is a mixture of satin and silk. It looks like it's very expensive. Complete with a short suit room as her outerwear covers her shoulders.

Rajasa is very open about what he likes and dislikes. Make it easier for Nurmala to serve her better.

"This is for you." Sahut Rajasa is a very beautiful box.

"What's this?" 

"Try opening it."

Nurmala was amazed to see the beauty of the sleeping clothes in the box.

"I want you to wear it while you serve me. I'll buy you another one. Everything I give you is what I want you to wear."

"All right!"

"I don't like all your nightgowns. Don't wear it with me anymore. Use what I choose for you."

"All right."

Nurmala prepares to welcome Rajasa.

She was spraying perfume when Rajasa entered her apartment. Rajasa's face looked wrinkled.

"You why?" Nurmala doesn't want to know Rajasa's problems but sees his boss's face looking muddled. His heart did not want to find out.

"I think I made a mistake."

"What mistake?"

"I shouldn't be obsessed with my wife and competing with my best friend. Captured it. They look harmonious and can fill each other up."

"You don't get jealous like that."

"Can you make me toast and coffee?"

"alright. What about heavy cream as usual?"

"Yeah."

As a secretary, Nurmala often makes coffee for her two bosses in the office so that they know their likes as her boss.

Not like they usually make love. And then it's done back to each other's lives. This time they talked for a long time. 

Nurmala pulls her briefcase room tighter to cover both************ that popped out. 

Rajasa sips his coffee and enjoys his toast slowly. His mind drifted on Ryan, Edelweis was also Malika. 

"Why did your husband divorce you?"

"My husband doesn't divorce me."

"Why are you getting divorced?"

"I filed for divorce because my husband was unfaithful and responsible. He asked me to stop working but also not to make a living for me and my son. Especially infidelity. I cannot accept and forgive him. I can still work as long as he allows and supports. But infidelity? All women can barely understand and accept this."

"I thought your husband divorced you."

"No. I asked for a divorce. He didn't want to divorce me but I forced him. I can't stand it."

"certain. Why would we marry if we didn't love each other."

"I think there will be an adjustment in our relationship. I don't want my wife to know. It'll hurt and hurt her a lot."

"What kind of adjustment?"

"I don't know yet. Maybe like this time."

"All right, it's up to you."

"There's something I want to ask you." Sahut Nurmala ventured.

"What?"

"Do you love your wife?"

"Of course, very! I loved her from the first time I saw her."

"But why did you betray your wife?"

"My need cannot be delayed."

"The reason is so selfish."

"Indeed. But that's the truth. I can think better if my needs can be met properly. You alone, why would you accept my offer?"

"Inner and matter." Sahut Nurmala bluntly.

Rajasa laughs.

"Why are you laughing?"

"Our arguments both resemble basic instincts."

Nurmala laughs,"Yeah!"

"I'm glad you're honest and willing to be honest. No pretending to be in love with me. Just because you wanted the material and ***."

"I didn't mean to want both of those things from the start. I never planned or intentionally targeted you."

"Yes, I know. All coincidences but it is coincidence that often becomes the will of God."

"But still not allowed. Infidelity is an act that is not commendable."

"yeah. Cowardly and impatient."

"yeah. Hopefully we can move in a better direction."

"Humans often can't avoid the process. But maybe I have other reasons that are more like justification than truth or justification that contain truth."

"What's that?"

"Women will not be able to forget the man who betrayed her. I don't think I want my wife to forget me forever, whereas a man can't forget his first love. I thought my wife and I would remember each other. Forever."

"I didn't mean to hurt a fellow woman." Nurmala said bluntly.

"I also did not mean to betray my wife. I don't think anyone would intentionally choose to do a bad thing. Although they finally chose something bad as a way out of overcoming their problems."

"Could it be growing pains?"

"The truth that contains truth. Bad lier or beautiful lier?"

"Life is often imperfect. Everyone is moving in a better direction. Anything happens for the reason."

Rajasa's life looks perfect. A brilliant career. Wife and child. Wealth is more than enough. All are so perfect but why still feel dissatisfaction? 

Nurmala. His daydreams were scrapped seeing Rajasa approaching him. Misty eyes. He looks very passionate. Making Nurmala a little nervous and subconsciously close her suit room. 

"Yeah." Rajasa rushes forward and opens the room of the suit that Nurmala wears.

His hands began to play Nurmala's twin hills.

"Aaahhh.." Nurmala passed on *******.

Rajasa gets excited. His interpretations are mounting. 

Nurmala knows how to satisfy Rajasa in bed. It is their hot struggle that makes them bond with each other. It's love or lust? Benefit or belonging?