Rajasa
Fretted

Their divorce is approaching. Nurmala was troubled.

He is overcome by the flames of jealousy and love. Seeing how Ryan used to watch Edelweis drive him crazy.

"Why should you accompany her? Is there a husband?"

"Rajasa is out of the country. Edelweis is pregnant young."

"Well, you have a nanny?"

"Don't know what happened to Malika. Knowing her mother was pregnant with her sister. Babysitter overwhelmed. Because Malika is like spouting a baby in the belly of Edelweis."

"But still they're none of your business." Nurmala said with a jealous tone.

"You why the hell?" Ryan stroked Nurmala's shoulders and stomach. Makes her want to cry. The water just flows.

"Your hormones aren't stable anymore, are they?" Ryan hugged Nurmala. Patting her shoulders gently, "You'll soon give birth. Don't think much less sad."

Nurmala's cries are breaking. Ryan's clothes were wet with his tears.

"I'm sorry, right? Can't accompany you today. Edelweis is overwhelmed by Malika. Even if there's a nanny. I'm afraid she's miscarried. If not helped."

Nurmala nodded her head. His heart was still filled with jealousy. But it looks like Ryan's decision is inviolable.

It was the first time Nurmala had gone home alone. Because Ryan went straight to Edelweis' house after work.

Nurmala cried a hiccup in her ordered grab car. He feels so good.

Her chest feels hot. But she is a wife. Ryan is her husband.

Their marriage is getting longer unlike a charade. Especially for him. Ryan's attention is real.

Ryan still refused to touch her. In addition to the belief that the period of her idd after giving birth. Ryan didn't want to use it for his own sake.

They began to argue about this often.

"Are you a normal guy or not?" Nurmala was upset.

"Surely normal!"

"I'm your wife."

"I didn't really marry you! You know all the camouflage."

"You mean our marriage isn't legal?"

"I don't know. Your idyllic time is not over yet."

"But our marriage is legal right?" Nurmala forgot her pride as a woman. She's a wife. Have rights and duties towards her husband. And vice versa.

Ryan is a good guy. The perfect husband. He doesn't want to let go. He will fight for their marriage for the happiness of all of them.

"Thinking legitimate. But I can't touch you if your iddah mass isn't over."

"We've been married for more than four months."

"You're pregnant. Your iddah mass after giving birth."

"You will do your duty as a husband. After I give birth?"

"I don't know. Don't push me."

"I didn't mean to push you. But we're married. Have rights and obligations to each other."

"I'll divorce you after you give birth. I don't want to use you for my own sake. I respect and respect you as a woman. Understand. Don't lower yourself."

"Then I became the wife of Siri Pak Rajasa. I no longer have any self-respect. I feel like you saved my pride as a woman. A widow's life is not easy. Understand!" Nurmala lowered her face deeply. 

He almost swallowed all his words back. But he was convinced that Ryan was a good man and husband. 

The one who can protect her, Amalia and also the baby in her stomach.

"But I love other women. That wouldn't be fair to you."

"Not all love can have. You can't possibly marry Edelweis. You know it. Why are you torturing yourself? You're being nice to me. That's enough for me."

Ryan looked at Nurmala with a gawk. Not in his mind. Marrying Nurmala in the truest sense. He only helps to overcome the dilemma. He did it to protect Edelweis. 

He did not want Edelweis to be hurt. Grieve. His heart must have been hurt. Her feelings were slashed knowing her husband's infidelity.

"I can't promise you anything. I'm sorry."

Nurmala looked at Ryan with an annoyed face, "I'm just demanding my rights as a wife."

"Don't keep repeating. I know that too. But anyhow. I'm your wife. The person who has the most right to you."

"Yeah! But we also agreed to divorce when you give birth. This marriage is not real. I'm just helping you and Rajasa solve your problems."

"I feel your concern. Not theatricality. I know you don't love me. There is only Edelweiss in your heart. I've been married twice.  Love is not everything. They often carry wounds. Kindness and sincerity are the foundation in a household."

"I…."

"I want you to think about all of my words. Me, Amalia and the baby I've got need of you. To protect and protect us all."

His heart could not calm down. Imagine the attention Ryan lavished on Edelweis.

I think, Edelweis is doing curas. Find a reason to stay close to Ryan. What am I supposed to do? 

Ryan rushed to Edelweis' house after work. Welcomed Malika who was very happy to see his presence.

Malika rushed towards him. Leaving mother. Middle stroking his stomach. Slight pain as Malika occupied her stomach.

"Of!" Shouted Malika with a shrill tone. They throw laughter at each other.

Malika wrapped her hand around Ryan's neck. When Ryan took her.

"Don't bother your mother! There's a sister in your mother's stomach."

"I'm not interrupting. I'm taking my mom to play."

"Your mother can't be too tired. Are you going to lose your sister?"

Malika shook her head. But still he did not understand the meaning of his own words.

"Anything the same?"

Malika nodded her head.

"Save by the bell!" Edelweis said happily, "Too late by five minutes, I've been on ugd."

They're chuckling.

"I tried as fast as lightning to get here. How long has Rajasa been gone?"

"One week. You're in the office with him?"

"I rarely see him in the office. Especially since marriage is getting rare."

"Yeah, you now have a family to watch out for. How does it feel to be married?"

"Happy is!"

"I'm glad to hear that. I'm sure you're a good, perfect husband. Your son loves you and loves you."

"I like kids. I think they like me too."

"Your wife isn't upset are you here to help me take care of Malika?"

"Of course not. You know Nurmala."

"Yeah! Your wife is a good woman and is good at work. Rajasa was very impressed with him. Don't you get jealous, huh? There's nothing between them."

Ryan looked at the old Edelweiss's face.

"You why? You're making me puff."

"I just want to know. How much love and trust do you have for Rajasa?"

"I love and trust my husband very much."

"I can't imagine Rajasa betraying you. Are you going to forgive him?"

"Pardon one must. We have Malika. But maybe I won't be able to be with him anymore."

"Why?"

"I don't want to force someone who doesn't love and value me to stay with me. I don't want to live in pretence. Rajasa and I can still be friends or brothers."

"If he's sorry and wants to fix it?"

"I never trust people who betray promises they make themselves. For me it's all over. There will be no second. If you love the first."

"Don't be too hard on yourself. Humans are not angels. Anyone can make a mistake. It's important they want to fix it and not repeat it."

"I will forgive all wrongs except treason."