Rajasa
Finland

Edelweis breathed his freedom once he reached Finland.

Ryan helped her with her move to Finland. It also provides work as an article writer. It was under the pseudonym Black Rose.

“Do you want to work as an article writer? Using pseudonym?”

“Oh, Ryan! Thank you!” Edelweis's tears.

“Do not cry.”

“Tangis happy. You're really a good friend.” Said Edelweis as he rubbed his stomach that increasingly bulged.

“You can work while babysitting your child. I think the article writer fits you perfectly.”

“I've always wanted to be a journalist. The job you're offering is very close. As I want.”

“I want you to heal yourself. No need to worry about anything anymore.”

“Rajasa hurt me so deeply.”

“Yeah, I know. That's exactly what I want you to concern yourself with things that can heal you.”

“I tried to forgive his betrayal with Nurmala. But he repeated it again. The woman is pregnant.”

“She's pregnant her lover's child.”

“Tetap she's pregnant. One of the people he was in a relationship with was my husband. Can you imagine?”

“Test DNA proves his lover is the father of the fetus in the womb of the woman.”

“Entahlah. It's the same for me. The test could have made a mistake. What if my husband's seed is mixed in it? Maybe I was crazy or paranoid but the fact that the woman was in a relationship with my husband while our marriage was still going on. It hurt me so much.”

“I didn't mean to defend him. Your marriage is complicated. At that time it is likely that he is not sure your marriage can continue.”

“I don't want to discuss this. Got me hurt back. Maybe I'm selfish. Still to me, he has betrayed me repeatedly. Whatever the reason.”

“Yeah, you're right. After all, he's been unfaithful to you.”

“Although we had time to plan a wedding. But nothing we've broken. I didn't mean to defend myself. That's something I can't accept. Why can't he keep his loyalty? At least until everything is clear. If it is really meant to be separate. Then he is free to be in a relationship with whoever he wants.”

“Male minds are not like women. They often think short. Especially when they feel under pressure. Does that make you better?”

“I thought, he loved me. I am the only woman in his heart and mind. But I knew that I expected too much and imagined that he would have the only true love of his life. He cannot change his character. It's reality. She only loves herself.”

“By not wanting to let you off. That's proof that he loves you. He said all the women he was with were just an escape for him because of the pressure of your marriage. I didn't mean to defend him. But maybe what he is trying to say is that he does love you but cannot control his lust especially when he cannot get an outlet like he should. Makes him unable to think.”

“I want his maturity as a man. Not just obey his desires. All choices have consequences. I couldn't give her love and let her continue to hurt my heart and soul. Life is a choice. Each choice has its own consequences.”

“Yeah, you're right. He must be an adult. Life is a choice. Every choice has consequences.”

“Already, Ryan. For me, Rajasa is in the past. Maybe now he and I can't talk about divorce. At least, by separating. It shows that each has lived their own life. I'll talk about divorce when it's time.”

“What if she doesn't want a divorce?”

“It was just a matter of formality. I don't want to talk about it. To betray is the same as to violate. I don't have to tolerate his betrayal especially if he never changes his deeds or habits. As long as he does not change then there is no reconciliation.”

“Ya. Live your life as best you can. What makes you comfortable and calm. Maybe that's what you should do.”

“Yeah, thank you, Ryan. I don't know how to repay your kindness.”

“You are smiling and happy. It's the same as replying to me.”

The tears of Edelweis flowed again. Ryan teased her tissue. Edelweis sucked his snot. Swiping his nose that looks red.

Edelweis prepares for her delivery. Vienna helped him keep Malika. With the presence of Vienna, Edelweis felt very helped.

“I also like you and Malika. You guys are like family to me.” Vienna.

“Yeah, I also consider you like my own brother. Thank you for accompanying Malika. School and its new language.”

“Malika sweet boy. He is also very energetic. I hope he can quickly adjust to his new environment.” Said Vienna, “ I made you smootie.”

“Thank you.” Edelweis said he received the smootie glass that Vienna offered him.

When the birth arrived. With the company of Vienna. Edelweis can go through his labor well.

Vienna took care of Malika while Edelweis was in the hospital giving birth to her baby. Malika accompanied him to visit his mother. Seeing his handsome brother.

Edelweis could not help his cries. When she saw the birth of her baby boy.

Whispering softly, “welcome, handsome. Welcome to the club with me, your sister and Vienna. I'm sorry, you couldn't see your father on your birthday. You'll see him one day. I promise.” He said while kissing his baby after initiating it. Preparing to suckle her gave her colostrum.

“With my colostrum, you will grow into a strong baby. Stronger than Obelix who splashed in a pot full of herbs. I promise!"

Edelweis made videos and photos of the baby and sent them to Ryan.

“Can I give you the video and photos to Rajasa?”

“He's dad. I think he's entitled to know about his son's circumstances but please don't tell us where we are.”

“Sure, you don't have to worry. Your article writing is very good. We plan to give you a special column. Do you mind?”

“I will be the author of articles and columns?”

“Kadoku for the birth of your baby.”

“Ryan, why are you so good to me?”

“Because I love you so much. You know it.”

“But all this is too much is also excessive.”

“No if you see an increase in the circulation of his sales. They like your writing. I feel bad about giving gifts but at the same time also expect rewards and profits.”

Ryan's answer made Edelweis laugh.

“Not to feel bad. What we do is symbiotic mutualism. No one was harmed. I'm happy if my writing can increase sales circulation. You offered me an extra job as a columnist. Thank ye. Its too much..”

“You always cry when I want to see you smile and laugh.”

“This is a happy cry. You made me overwhelmed. You are my true friend. I am so lucky to have you in my life.”

“So, do you, honey.”.

Rajasa could not help but cry when he saw the video and photos of his baby boy.

“Where are they, Ryan? Good damn it! I miss them all. He won't be able to hide and escape without your help!”

“You don't know what true love is. Don't hurt her again. If the time has come. You can definitely see your son back. But it's not time.”

“When I'm dying or dead? Old old? I want to be with my kids. Watch them grow.”

“I can't please both of you in one time. Especially if Edelweiss is hurt. My priority Edelweis is not you. Accept reality. Make peace with the situation.”

“Why are you interfering in my household affairs?”

“Because you hurt him.”