Rajasa
Amanda

Amanda's birth brought a new atmosphere. Amalia, Nurmala, Ryan and Ara were delighted to welcome Amanda.

“Amanda beautiful like her mother.”Praise Ryan sincerely who made Nurmala's face flushed.

“Both of your sons are going down your beauty. They are like twins, but they are not born at the same time. It's just that Amanda has a resemblance to Rajasa as well. Down Rajasa's eyes and nose. The rest went down your face.”

Ryan held Amanda while kissing her softly. Amanda just finished breastfeeding her mother.

If only they were married. Maybe he did not have to think long to enjoy the body of Nurmala who often teases him.

Especially since childbirth and breastfeeding. Ryan is often given a view that makes it hot cold. Restraining himself to keep control of all his nerves to stay in their respective places.

Nurmala's breasts are white, round and chewy. Always open. Because back and forth had to breastfeed Amanda. Not to mention the part of his body that is often open and exposed if he falls asleep accompanying Amanda.

Her body was more plump after giving birth. Makes her sweat easily. Even though the air conditioner of the room is on. So I had to wear clothes. Thin and short enough. Daster on the knees a little which often gets up once Nurmala settles down. Not only*************** are the only ones who peek but also the smooth thighs are often exposed.

Ryan also could not leave Nurmala alone. Can't bear to see her taking care of Amanda alone. They take turns to take care of Amanda in the middle of the night.

After work. Ryan cleaned himself up and went to sleep. After fresh he alternated with Nurmala who had a full day taking care of Amanda. If Amanda wakes up in the middle of the night or early morning. As long as it's not breastfeeding. Ryan can help Nurmala take care of Amanda. If Amanda's thirsty. Ryan made formula milk for her instead of having to wake Nurmala who was deep asleep to release her fatigue.

They did agree to give ASI and formula. Especially when Nurmala was unable to breastfeed Talia. Is it because you are resting or bathing or praying. Or out of the house.

Replace the wet diapers whether because of the pup or pee. Or waking up because you feel uncomfortable. Patting his ass or rubbing his back or head. Make Amanda comfortable and fall back asleep.

Ryan goes back to sleep after Amanda gets what she needs. At such a time he was forced to look at the state of Nurmala. Which greatly seduces his desire.  For a normal man like him. It's not an easy thing. Control yourself and your hormones to stay balanced. And not out of control.

 OMG, I find it harder and harder to control myself. Her iddah time is over. He is no longer breathing. Already in a holy state. Me, her husband and her, my wife. But it's not all that easy. I want to marry Edelweis and protect her. I want to live with another woman who is not him. What am I supposed to do? He is frustrated.

Nurmala's body teased her desire. His love for Edelweis forced him to remain faithful. Keep his love for her. So that they can be together forever.

Being a man is not easy especially when desire and love are not in the same place. His passion is with Nurmala while his love is owned by Edelweis.

Oh my God, what should I do? I'm just a normal human being. Full of stains and sins. Also insulting.

I don't want to hurt them both. Nor can you leave them both. Let alone releasing both. But I can't have both. Or take off one of them. It's a dilemma....

I can't possibly speak the right. When the right sows a wound in the heart of both. Especially Edelweis who would not be willing to share himself with Nurmala.

Humans are full of dilemmas. Because often the logic and feeling of attraction are as interesting as the tug of war race.

Do not think of something that will actually interfere with the mind while the decision is still the same. Because in the end, all weigh in on his condition.

“You why?” Nurmala's question blew Ryan's daydream.

“I see you're exhausted. Fall asleep. A day taking care of Amanda. I'm sorry I couldn't help and accompany you to take care of Amanda all day.”Ryan kissed his wife's head warmly.

“You'll have to work.”

“I'm glad you can understand the limitations of my condition.”

“You are a very kind, caring and responsible man. If only we had met first. Before you knew Edelweis.”

Ryan hugged Nurmala's body very tightly. The smell of lavender emanated from Nurmala's fragrant body. Smell of her favorite perfume, “That's what's called destiny.” His whisper is soft in Nurmala's ear.

Nurmala's tears are dripping. Ryan rubbed the clear water that soaked Nurmala's smooth and smooth cheeks. Her baby skin makes her beauty even more stunning. Ryan only realized it when they were going to split up.

The beauty of an adult woman who is trapped in a baby face performance which is a difficult blend of charm.

Edelweis and Nurmala have their own beauty. Can't compare to each other.

Edelweis has a beautiful beauty. His face was pleasing to the eye and not boring to look at.

Her delicate words and gentle demeanor were her most powerful attraction. Inner beauty radiated from within him. Ayu and elegency. Intelligence, kindness and gentleness that radiated like a clear spring.

He fell in love when he first met Edelweis. Edelweis friendly, kind and warm attitude makes his heart just melt. They started their friendship and friendship so much.

Amanda squirms her daydream. Ryan smilingly looked at the awakened Amanda and looked thirsty. Hurry up to make the milk. Pour the milk that is already in the place of milk composed of three. Then pour hot water in the dispenser in a milk bottle. Shuffled it. Then mix it with normal water. So that the milk is not too hot and can be drunk directly.

Amanda looked thirsty. Drink her milk greedily. Spent it without rest. Ryan held her and hugged her. Then pat her shoulder to remove the spit.

Ryan put Amanda next to her mother who was in deep sleep. Nurmala's breasts that appear more plump due to breastfeeding pop between the two breastfeeding bras. His negligee button just opened. Very troublesome back and forth buttoning.

Ryan swallowed his mouth. Stretched his hand slowly. Gently handles. And then pulled his hand as fast as lightning.

Nurmala looked delirious and muttered something.

Hum..uh...

Moving body. Making his master more and more exposed.***************** appears to pop out and peek between his two thighs opening each other.

Ryan's heart was pounding very hard. Sweat drenched his face and body. Oh God! What the hell is going on with me?

Something felt very urgent and like it was about to explode. His pants tightened and suddenly became full.

Take a long breath. Closing his eyes and trying to catch his breath.

“Pull, hold and eject..”.