Rajasa
Sinceres

Women will give back more. If you give him a home. He will give you warmth in your home.

If you give him rice, he will give you rice. If you give her love then she will give her lifelong devotion.

Nurmala's tears trickled when Ryan gave her an envelope containing a hundred thousand rupiah note. Ten million rupiah.

"We're not really married. After this baby was born. We're getting a divorce." Nurmala recalled the envelope Ryan had given her, "I don't deserve this." Resist.

"I've already said chastisement to you. You were my responsibility as long as we were married."Tukas Ryan's.

Her ex-husband never gave her a penny. Rajasa himself does not just give money. Apart from the apartment and car.

But why was his heart filled with receiving Ryan's gifts that were far from what Rajasa had given him. Five hundred million worth of savings. Monthly money of twenty-five million rupiah. Outside of his private pocket money of fifteen million rupiah.

"I support you according to my ability. It's one-third of my salary. For yours. Use it for home."

"You don't have to support me. Our marriage was not real. I'm not a good woman either." 

"Don't argue with me. Ok?" Ryan folded his hands together, "You're a mother. Don't look down on yourself. If you feel guilty for taking Rajasa from Edelweis. It means you still have empathy and conscience. Don't do it again. Stay away Rajasa. Don't disturb the house anymore. I don't want Edelweis to be hurt. I will indeed snatch it from Rajasa's side but not in a way to hurt let alone hurt his feelings."

Nurmala nodded her head, "What's your plan?" Ask Nurmala.

"I don't know yet. But I will choose a path that does not make Edelweis hurt and hurt."

"You're watching him a lot."

"I love her. I think Rajasa can take good care of him. I really didn't expect Rajasa to betray him. I'm really disappointed in him. To both of you."

"I know that I'm not a good woman. I shouldn't have accepted Rajasa's offer. Widows are so hard."

"I'm just giving you a birth income. Why are you living it?"

"I don't know. I feel safe with you. I feel like you're protecting me. Different from men in general."

"A man should respect and protect a woman. If many people cannot do it. Because they don't want to. Character problems. Like what you and Rajasa did. It's a matter of character. Not his character like that. Men should be gentlemanly and protect women. Respecting. Every woman will be a mother. If there are men who demean women. Or women who can't appreciate themselves. Not that we also follow along like that although many do. Or it has become a habit to demean women. They don't think what if their mother is treated like that. Or their sisters? A good man is not condescending, insulting or harassing but rather looking after and not taking advantage of opportunities or benefits."

"I think it's almost extinct. That kind of guy. Maybe finding dinosaur bones is easier than finding the man you mean."

"If we think. We are born of a mother like that. How are we feeling? Mom is still mom. And what is it that degrades women. If all men behave the same. Kind and respectful and not to use them for their own benefit?"

Nurmala's tears fell down. Ryan's words felt like morning dew. Rajasa only uses his body. Although given the material still he did not feel loved and loved properly, "I understand what you mean."

"Stay away from Rajasa and don't disturb his household anymore."

Nurmala nodded her head.

Ryan's sincerity touched his heart. Eid subtle feelings began to infiltrate his heart.

I thought I was in love with him?

Ryan's tenderness, sincerity and kindness touched his heart. Not once did Ryan condescend or insult her. If Ryan wanted to. He deserves it. 

She's not a good woman. Playing with his own boss. To pursue his own satisfaction and material.

Until the sacrifice Ryan married her to cover up his deeds with his boss.

Their marriage was only to cover the disgrace. But Ryan treated her like a wife he cared for and protected.

In addition to intimate. Ryan is doing all of his duty as a husband. Take it and wait for it to work.

Helping with homework with her and Ara. Help care for and care for Amalia. To take it by birth. Give him a third of his salary.

His gentle, caring and kind attitude touched Nurmala's heart.

I was scared when our marriage ended. Amalia and I lost you so much.

Ryan hasn't touched her since they got married. Besides his time has not yet ended. Their marriage was only to cover up her disgrace. 

Her pregnancy is growing. There's no way she and Rajasa would acknowledge their series marriage. It would hurt Edelweis. Rajasa's household could be falling apart.

Ryan did not want to take advantage of the polemic that befell Rajasa and Nurmala. He slept on a folding sofa he bought that could serve as a bed.

"Easy! You don't have to think much.We should rest. Tomorrow we have to work."

The next morning, as usual, before they left for work. Nurmala made a cup of coffee for Ryan. Cooking boiled instant noodles. Adding vegetables. Green mustard, carrots, cabbage and chives. Add a half-cooked egg on top with a sprinkling of fried onions.

Ryan watered a tiny garden in their rented house. Cut some twigs and leaves. 

Feeding the cats and rabbits they have. Amalia loves to play with cats and rabbits. Ryan bought it for Amalia.

They had breakfast together before they left for work.

"Will you have lunch outside or bring lunch? Or do you want to have lunch alone?" Ask Nurmala.

"My work is a lot. Bring supplies so you can eat at the office how?"

"All right."

Nurmala prepared lunch for the two of them. The first container contained white rice. The second container, Nurmala filled it with tofu tempeh and fried chicken. The third container contains vegetables. Cay cap. Nurmala also made orange juice for the two of them.

Amalia is sleeping. Next year, Amalia will enter her play group school. Next year he will be four years old.

Ryan and Nurmala kiss Amalia, who is sleeping. 

Cars rolled off the residential homes they lived in. Ryan tuned the radio and looked for a good song. Accompany their journey to the office.

"You've decided where Amalia will go to school?" Ask Ryan.

"It's good to have Amalia look around at some schools. Let's see how Amalia responds. What say?"

"A good idea. Do you have school choices?"

"It has. There are three or four schools that I think would fit in with Amalia."

"Well, we'll go one-on-one. How's it?"

Nurmala nodded her head. Ryan was very concerned about Amalia.