Love Bersemi In Turkey
Thunderbolt

"It may sting a little" I said as I cleaned the wound on his chest by rubbing the cotton I had been giving alcohol. He remained silent, and his expression did not change as I rubbed his chest with that alcohol liquid. Doesn't he feel pain? Thought.

A few minutes later, I finished treating him. I'm still sitting next to him. He's still quiet. I play my fingers because I don't know what else to do or where to go. I can't stand to leave him alone. I don't know why, I don't know. It was as if my heart was telling me not to stand up and walk away from him. In fact, it felt like my feet could not be moved. I turned my eyes towards him. I saw him looking at me. I don't know since when he looked at me, maybe that's why I couldn't move. I immediately lowered my head, there was an uneasy feeling of being stared at like that by him.

"Why are you doing this?" He suddenly asked me. I turned my eyes back towards him. I saw him looking at me deeply. Did what? Thought confused.

"What?" I asked while looking at him confused. What the hell have I done? I thought, lowering my face again.

"Redicate ... Why do you care so much about me?" tanyakanya. I took a deep breath and looked up at him. I saw his face. His expression was so strange that I didn't even know what he was thinking.

"I care because you're human. Our fellow humans should help each other, right?" my answer. He seemed dissatisfied with my answer. He leaned his body towards me.

"Give me the right answer!" he said firmly, he still looked at me fixedly. I glanced at him at a glance then shifted my seat slightly away from him. I thought about what word was right to answer.

"Because ... Even though we don't want this. But we are responsible for each other. I can't see you coming home like that. And, I don't hate you that much .. as much as you hate me," I said. L saw. He returned a strange expression, I don't know what that expression means. I don't know if he thinks my statement is funny, or if he feels something different.

"Why is that? I've always been mean to you. You can take advantage by letting me get hurt. Think of it like revenge" he said. I got up from my seat and left. His words are so strange, I don't like it.

"Revenge? No, I'm not going to do it" I said as I strode into my room. I took my pajamas out of the wardrobe, then went to the bathroom. I felt very sultry and wanted to immediately splash my body with water. After finishing the shower. My stomach was rumbling, I felt very hungry. I decided to eat after wearing clothes.

After I finished getting dressed, I walked into the living room. The kitchen and the living room in this house are made without restrictions. So, it looks wider. As I moved into the kitchen, I saw Vian eating as if he had not eaten for years.

I almost laughed when he saw me and some food droplets fell out of his mouth. His face flushed slightly realizing I was paying attention to him, yet he remained silent and continued eating.

I took a plate for the two of us from the shelf, then I put my cooking on it and brought it to the dining table in the living room. Then I went back to the kitchen and grabbed Vian's arm, took him to the dinner table, no matter how he hissed in pain. He seemed a little distracted by my attitude.

"Why?" I asked while smiling. But he just shook his head.

I wanted to ask you about the fight. But I thought about it, I'd better ask next time. We didn't say anything more after he made that absurd joke. After he finished eating, he went to his room to sleep.

After I finished washing the dishes, I went to my room and various in the bed. I heard the sound of rain falling outside. Fear slowly spread through my body. Memories of my past come back to haunt my mind. I was very afraid of the sound of lightning, because they, 'my family' would hit me harder than usual at the time the lightning rolled out, he said, because the neighbors will not be able to hear my screams that are blocked by the sound of lightning and the rumbling of rain.

"You're completely useless!" He screamed while kicking my stomach. Then Husam came into my room carrying a large piece of wood. I closed my eyes, not wanting to see the deadly look from their eyes. Then the pain started to hit me all over my body. Until I can't hold it anymore.

Jlegar!! I was shocked to hear that lightning sound. I covered my ears with both hands. I curled up in the corner of my bed, trying my best not to hear the thunder. I read the prayer in my heart, hoping that there would be no more lightning and the rain would soon subside.

My body began to shiver in fear. The sound of lightning came back to surprise me. My heart was beating irregularly. Fear really took hold of my mind, and I started tugging at my hair with my finger.

'No! Nay! Don't hit me ... It hurts! It hurts! Forgiveness ... ' I was stunned to remember all the punches that landed on my body. I'm so scared. I'm so scared. I'm so scared. Very Scared. Only the word 'fear' can I say. Then I unconsciously shouted to Vian.

"Walvin!!!" I shouted as loud as possible.

Just a few seconds later, suddenly Vian had been by my side. He looked at me and didn't seem to know what to do. I was still crying, recalling all the events in my past while yelling begging them to stop hitting me. I screamed as if I could feel the pain again.

I was still screaming, until I didn't realize I was in Vian's arms. He lifted my body with both hands and walked to take me to his room. I wrapped my hands around her shoulders and buried my face in her chest. I still feel so scared.

I wanted nothing more than her embrace and comfort while being with him. I want time to stop turning this time. So I don't have to remember my past. I want everything to be lost from my memory. Lost and never reappeared.

He sat down on the edge of his bed and put my body down slowly. I was still crying with my tears.

"Shhh .... Relax, everything's gonna be fine." He said it again and again. Makes me feel comfortable in his arms. I can feel the warmth of his body. I don't want him to leave.