
"You have no right to say anything. How dare you kick it? How dare you touch Kenzo? I'm worried about you at home. I faced fear alone. By himself! I thought you were there to take care of business. I'm worried about you because I think you have a big load on your shoulders. But I'm stupid, aren't I?" I looked at Vian cynically.
"I know, I'm a fool. That's what everyone always said to me. I was a fool for not realizing that you were here, just to fight with him!" I said indignantly, I myself did not realize what I was saying.
I was so angry that my body trembled. I don't know if I'm angry just because he fought Kevin, or if I'm angry because I'm afraid of everything. I don't know if I'm angry because he lied to me. The only thing I know is to vent all my anger on Vian.
Vian extended his hand to me. But I immediately turned to face Kenzo.
"Can you .. Can you take me home?" I asked Kenzo and he immediately nodded. I didn't know what to do, so I decided to get out of the room.
I held her hand and we came out. It feels so weird. It felt like he was part of another me, as if we had known each other for so long. I felt a strange feeling all over my body, but it made me feel comfortable being with her.
I turned my gaze towards Kenzo, she smiled slightly. We walked into a car, and he opened the door for me. I went in, and he came in. I didn't need to tell her the direction to my house, I could see from her face that she already knew.
"You .. Have you met mom?" said slowly. I looked towards him and saw him seem to be concentrating on the road.
"Already," I said, looking out the window.
"Do you want to see a new DNA test? I know that you don't believe this, so I want to point it out as proof" he said, but I interrupted him immediately.
"I believe" I said. Unfortunately, I can only say it in my heart. I'm not ready to face all this.
"Are you .. do you accept me? Accept us?" said slowly. Really, I really wanted to scatter towards her and hug her right then and there, but I held back my feelings.
"Give me time .." I said. That's the only thing I can say. That was the only thing that came to my mind, because honestly I myself did not know whether I was ready to accept it or not.
...***...
"Sadiya, come! Now too!" I heard Vian screaming.
I was still sitting in my room for a long time, thinking about my real family. I rolled my eyeballs lazily while walking into the living room to where Vian was. While wondering in his heart, what else was he willing to say.
I stood up and walked towards Vian. He's getting mad.
"Can you explain to me what you did until you got into the ring earlier?! Don't you know how dangerous that is?" His shouting.
I'm getting confused. Was he really angry about it? He is wrong!
I wanted to hit him back, but suddenly the strange sound came.
'If one of you becomes fire, the other must be water. If you scream too, it will only make things worse, said the strange voice.
I am grateful that the voice came at the right time. I smiled hearing it. However, I suddenly realized, Vian was still standing in front of me while looking at me fixedly.
"Is that funny?!" tanyanya. I just sighed.
"You lied to me! You said you were in Turkey, but I saw you here, fighting with him. Am I so annoying that you want to get away from me?" I said slowly, trying to sound calm. I looked into his eyes.
"I'm not lying to you" he said slowly. He walked slowly towards me.
"I'm really there. I just got home yesterday. I was heading home but Kevin saw me and asked me to fight. After that he challenged me to fight him in the ring. I'm sorry, I said" he said. His voice sounded at the end of the word.
I let out a breath. I approached her and wrapped my arms around her waist. I felt him stiffen from my touch and he looked at me in confusion.
"Are you not angry anymore?" ask her with a confused look.
"Yes, but I just want to hug you," because I miss you .. I said the last part in my mind, I dare not admit it.
I don't know what feelings are running through my body, but I feel comfortable. A few seconds later, I felt her embrace me, hugging me tightly. It felt so good to be in his arms.
A while later, I let go of my embrace and Vian looked me deeply in the eye. There were so many emotions in his eyes, but I could see him hiding everything. I placed my hand on her cheek and pressed my forehead against her forehead, ignoring the strange taste all over my body.
"What's Vian?" ask me, make sure she knows that I care.
"I just .. I am afraid of this feeling. How strange. I never even thought about Liza there. The only person I think about is you. I'm just scared" he whispered so slowly, I don't think he wants me to hear it.
But I was glad to hear that from his mouth. I wrapped my arms around her neck and kissed her nose, shocking myself.
"It's okay, maybe it's a sign that you've completely forgotten it. Uh, I mean not like that, I mean you .. don't love her anymore, maybe .. I don't know," I said while regretting what I just said. I don't want him to get angry with me.
He immediately took his embrace off me. I took a deep breath, I cursed myself who always ruined everything.
...***...
Suddenly the doorbell rang, I rushed to open it. I haven't seen Vian since, he just stayed in his room.
I'll open the door immediately. I'm so happy to see who's coming. I looked at him for a while and he looked at me too.
"Come in" I said.
Kenzo smiled faintly, then immediately took off his shoes and stepped inside. I led him into the living room and he sat down. My mind turned to Masara. Maybe he went home.
"I'm sorry, I come here all night. I don't want to" he said in pleasantries. However, I interrupted him immediately.
"No problem, you're always welcome here" I said.
"I need to tell you something" he stuttered.
"Tell me," I said.
He took a deep breath before saying it.
"Dad .. Dad's not okay, he wants to see you."