
"Sadiya, hurry! This is the fifth time I've shouted to you!" Vian shouted while I was still choosing what clothes I would wear. The weather in Turkey is currently very hot but I don't want to wear revealing clothes. I never wear open clothes when I go out.
Today was a week later after the incident I had a panic attack. And Vian is now starting to act like I rule again. Even he started getting angry, but fortunately nothing bad happened.
"Shut up Vian! It's all because of you. If you tell me earlier I will definitely not be confused like this!" I screamed back. Seriously, he just told me we were going somewhere.
"What should I wear?" I asked Vian. I don't know which superiors and subordinates are suitable to wear together.
Suddenly Vian came and picked out the clothes I was going to wear. Well, he really knows about clothes.
"This and .. this," she took a gray dress with a skirt dangling to the floor and a light blue cardigan, then gave it to me. Then he took a purple pashmina with a flower on it and wrapped it around my head. He stood very close to me and his pair of eyes collided with mine. I saw her bright brown eyes sparkling. How could anyone have such beautiful eyes. I immediately averted my gaze, and immediately rushed to recall my hair.
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"Come on," Vian said as he grabbed my arm.
He walked to the boat. We just looked around and it was amazing. The people are very friendly. They talk to us even though they don't know us.
I immediately threw away my cotton candy handle, then walked towards Vian. We walked over and saw a man making cotton candy. Then, I asked Vian to buy me one. Uh, he said instead that a real man would never eat that 'junk', but he still bought me one. Although it was against his ego, but he still ate it a little for my sake.
"What?" my many. Is he .. does he want us to get on that boat? I've never been on a boat before.
"Come on, just hold my hand" he said as he stepped on the boat. I did the same thing and he helped me to ride. We walked to the edge and I giggled like a child. It feels so weird. The boat was swaying a little, so I had to hold Vian's arm to keep him from falling.
"Why are you giggling?" He asked me in annoyance.
"I've never been on a boat before. Look at the sea .. it's beautiful," said I and Vian just rolled his lazy eyeballs.
We heard the roar of the engine and the boat began to move. My grip on his arm became tighter and tighter. A man in the back told us the day was still bright but we could see the sunset if we were willing to wait another fifteen minutes. As soon as Vian said, I didn't understand Turkish, so I asked him what it meant.
"Look, you see that building?" She asked. Vian stood behind me with one hand on my waist and with the other he pointed at a building.
It was a building above the sea. I nodded my head. The building looks so beautiful. There was a light coming out of the building and it looked like a masterpiece of a historic building. I mean, I'm sure the building must have been made in the past and building something like that in the past when there were no machines and equipment would of course be difficult.
"I don't know the story well, but I know a little. There used to be a king and he had a daughter. Her daughter is very beautiful .. she doesn't want her daughter to marry someone and then there's a snake To protect her from everyone and the snake she built this building, she said, because he thought the bad guys and the snake wouldn't come here" he said.
I nodded my head, understanding the reason for his father. A father who cares about his daughter. I felt the pain in my heart of jealousy at the thought of myself, because I never had such a good father.
"Kiz kulesi" he replied.
I was still standing looking at his handsome face for a moment. Then I turned my eyes towards the building again.
"What does that mean?" my many.
"Courtesan," he answered.
"I think it's beautiful. I'd be so happy if my dad did something like that to me. I would be so happy to have a father who cares for me. Father who loved me to death . but no-" I can't continue my words. It was as if there was something stuck in my throat that was holding me back from speaking.
Vian grabbed my hand and we walked to the edge of the boat. We can see the sunset. I looked around and smiled. What a beautiful sight. The water was very clear and the wind was blowing. I closed my eyes and let the wind blow my face. I turned my eyes towards Vian. Vian looked at me strangely.
"Why?" ask me while smiling. But he just shook his head. Then he went to a man who sold some kind of bread. It looks like a donut. Shortly after, Vian came back to see me with two loaves in his hand and gave one to me.
"What's this?" I asked him.
“It's bread but it's better than any bread we've ever eaten. His name is simit,” he said.
"Ohh," I said while nodding. I turned to look at the sea while biting him. It was delicious as he said. I picked it up a little bit and threw it at the bird. They flew together, a lot of times, making me giggle all the time.
Vian looked at me strangely. Maybe he's never seen me laugh this much before. However, a few moments later he threw the simit at the bird, but he said nothing.
A while later, I saw the sunset and I looked at the sea, enjoying its beautiful color. It felt like the wind and the beauty of nature would take me away to forget all those bad pasts.
'If millions of people gathered together, they could not even create a single fly, so how could all of this be created just like that, without meaning? There must be a creator, I heard the strange sound again and I smiled.
"God willing," I cried.
Suddenly I felt an arm around my waist. Nervousness spread throughout my body as I felt it, and I smiled.
“Thank you Vian, for everything and for today,”.
Vian slightly muttered. He put his face around my neck so I couldn't hear clearly what he was saying. But I feel very comfortable.