Love Bersemi In Turkey
Fires

I can't see anything, but I'm sure something isn't right. I turned around and shook Vian's body to get him up.

"Vians! Vian, up! A fire! Vian!!" I screamed to wake him up. He jumped in shock, stood up and looked around.

When he realized what was going on, he pulled my hand and rushed me out of the room. I saw a bright light coming out of the kitchen. I turned my eyes towards that flash of light. The fire is getting bigger. I panicked and clasped his hand tighter.

"Wake Sevda. I'll take Layla, "he said in a bit of a panic.

I nodded and he looked at me deeply. I couldn't see her clearly but her eyes held so much anxiety. It felt like we stared at each other for hours but it was only a few seconds.

"Sadiya, careful. Take them and get out of the house. Whatever happens, get out of the house" he warned.

I immediately ran towards Sevda's room, to wake her up.

***

I really don't remember how I got out of that fire. There were a lot of people everywhere and then I saw some ambulances coming. I turned my eyes to the side. Sevda collapsed.

Everyone is screaming. People are running around but I can't do anything about it. I fell to my knees. I didn't even realize I was crying. My whole body was shaking and my head was dizzy. I closed my eyes and hoped it was all a dream.

'Don't worry, this is not the time to end. Everyone has their own time when they will die. Don't be afraid, ' The strange voice spoke, but it couldn't calm me down at all.

I need something else to calm down. I need someone else to calm down. I need Vian. And that's when I regained consciousness.

"Vian!" I screamed and tried to run back inside. She needs me.

She needs me. He cannot be surrounded by fire alone. He needs help.

As I was about to step inside, some firefighters stopped me. I tried to fight them but I couldn't. They're too strong.

"Take me off! I have to go in, he's still there!" I screamed but they didn't listen. Don't they know that the only thing I have is there?!

"You don't have to help him. We will do our best" he said. Then they said a few more things but I didn't listen.

The only thing that came to my mind was that Vian must be in trouble there. What if ...what if he's dying? No, it's not gonna happen. He promised me. He promised nothing would happen.

'You're a fool, of course he can't be okay there!' a strange voice said in my heart. I can't accept this. Need it. Suddenly I was dragged back by the people holding me back. I can't protest anymore.

"Go all quickly! This house is going to explode!" I heard someone screaming and that's when I felt like I was missing Vian. I could do nothing but cry. I can't do anything about it. He's gonna leave me.

"That's them! Get the ambulance ready, hurry!" I heard someone screaming and I looked up.

That's her! Vian, dressed in charred clothes, with Layla raised with both hands. He looks very weak. He gave Layla to someone else, then her body collapsed instantly to the ground. He coughed and could not breathe. I wanted to run towards him, to hug him and never let go, but my body felt so limp, as if I could not move it.

He was now lying there trying to breathe but I still couldn't do anything. I felt as if I was freezing. The people around him tried to resuscitate him, making me think a no-no. What if he can't breathe anymore? What if-

Fortunately, before I could continue with my bad thoughts, Vian had regained consciousness. He coughed again and opened his eyes slowly. He tried to sit up and looked troubled. I immediately ran towards him.

I rushed towards him and fell right in front of him. I wrapped my arms around her neck and buried my face in her chest.

I put my fingers in her hair and stroked her. I pulled back to see if he was okay. I don't know what makes me so brave. I landed so many kisses on his face. I don't know what got into me, I don't care. Only one thing was on my mind ... He almost lost his life, and I have nothing but him.

Vian closed his eyes. Then I embrace it again.

"I'm so scared .. so scared .. that you won't make it" I said in tears. I thank God repeatedly. She doesn't know how happy I am because she's okay.

"Ssh .." she whispered, not knowing what else to say.

"Don't leave me. Please don't leave me Vian," I whispered to his neck, loud enough for him to hear.

He just tightened his wounds on me and we stayed that way for hours.

***

Today is the day after a week since Sevda's house burned down.

Now we live in Vian's house in Istanbul. It's not a big house, there's only two rooms in it, but it's okay. It's not a problem for me at all.

We are still shocked and a little traumatized by the incident. Layla has nightmares every night, so Vian must always be by her side to cheer her up all night. He can't sleep.

"Sadiya, can you bring this food to Vian and wake him up? He hasn't eaten anything yet" Sevda said as he handed me a plate filled with food. I nodded in agreement.

It was already afternoon and Vian had fallen asleep exhausted as he could not sleep at night to win Layla over. I put the food on the table next to the bed, then I sat down next to him.

"Vian, get up," I said as I shook his body, and he slowly turned towards me. He looked at me for a moment and closed his eyes again.

"Vian, you have to eat" I said. He opened his eyes again. Then he grabbed my hand and wiggled our fingers. My eyes widened, because Vian had never done such a thing before.

“Not hungry ..." he said still sleepy. He looked so peaceful, I just smiled at myself.

"Let's wake up. If not .. "my words begin to tease her. He smiled slightly, still with his eyes closed.

"If not, what are you going to do, huh?" tanyakanya. I thought for a moment but did not answer. He opened one eye and closed it again.

"of course. I'm gonna sleep a little longer. Go there," he said.

"You lost" I whispered, bowing and kissing her cheek. I don't know why I couldn't help myself seeing her cute face while sleeping.

"What the fuck, Sadiya!" he said while wiping his cheek.

I gave her a 'grandmother kiss'. I called it that because my grandmother always kissed me haphazardly and slimy, haha.

"I told you. Now quickly eat this food or I'll give you something else" I said.

He rolled his eyes lazily while rising from his sleep. Just as he opened his mouth to speak, suddenly his phone rang.

He looked at his phone while raising one of his eyebrows, then he looked at me. I lifted my chin hinting to ask what was wrong. He ignored me and answered the call.