Love Bersemi In Turkey
Defend you

"Maybe, the girl wants Vian back. If that's true, you have to defend Vian. Don't give up so easily. Just once, just show once that you are strong. Why are you like this? You are not a pathetic weak woman, are you? So don't act like that!" shouted Masara.

I lowered my hands that held my chin. I'm staring. I-i understand. Yeah, I got it. I was being weak, right, just like Masara said. I got up from my seat and grabbed my bag and left.

No tears. No tears, nothing ... I tell myself all the time.

After walking a few meters forward, I felt weak again. I sat on the ground, while my back was leaning against the wall of a building. Moments later, I heard a voice from someone standing in front of me.

"I'm sorry. But you know, what I said was true. Come on, I'll help you. We will show everyone, especially Liza and your fake family," he said, extending his hand.

I looked at him for a moment and made my decision. He was right. I received his hand, and he helped me to stand up.

"We will shop again tomorrow, this is still not enough" he said. I glanced at the bag. That was more than enough for me.

...***...

I sent Kenzo a message that I was going home. And now, I'm standing in front of my house, I mean Vian's house. I'm worried, whether I should go in or not. But, I have to do it.

I stepped forward, then knocked on the door. I knocked many times, but the door was not open. I rolled both balls of my eyes. Of course, Vian would not open it. I took the keys out of my bag and opened them.

I put my foot in. I saw Vian sitting on the sofa, with his head resting on his palms. I spread my eyes around, and I was wide-eyed. What the hell just happened here? What mess is this?

Vian looked up, glancing at me at a glance. Then he returned to his hands. I walked up to him, and sat down next to him.

"Hey .." I said as I rubbed his shoulders. He just nodded small.

"Are you okay?" I tried to dare to ask. I have to be careful, so that he doesn't get as angry as before.

"Very good," he answered, making my chest squeak with sudden pain. He used that tone again, the tone he used in the early moments of our marriage. I don't want, what we've built with great difficulty, to just crumble.

'Do something, ' I hear a voice inside me.

"No. I know you're not okay. You can tell me anything" I said, hugging his arm. She pushed. I also let go of my embrace. I understand, I won't touch it again. I stood up, then cleaned up the whole messy room.

"What are you doing here?" He asked me. My heart beats faster than usual. Has he really kicked me out of this house?

"What?" I asked while looking into his eyes. No, I know it's not the same facial expression we had in the early days of our marriage.

"Just go to your stupid family. Those who have caused all this" he said.

I know, he's talking about my family, about Kevin. I don't know what's gotten into me, but I feel like I'm getting strength.

"I'm no longer the weak girl you always use to vent your anger. I am no longer your slave, and I will no longer obey all your commands. You can't talk like that about my family. It's all your fault like, and you understand it very well. I will prove to you that I can be a strong girl. Your words mean nothing to me. I no longer feel pain when I hear it. So, pull out all those useless words. I'll keep everything!" my yelling.

For the first time, I did something like this. My body started shaking, but I tried to hide it. He stood up and walked up to me, so close to me. Until our bodies touch each other. I ignored the strange feeling that surfaced in my heart, I looked deeply into his eyes.

"Defend what, huh? Defend what?" tanyakanya. So, he wants me to admit it. All right, I'll say.

"Defend you!" I said while pushing his body.

"Defend you, stupid, bipolar, idiot! I'll win you! I don't know why, but what I always thought was you! You, you and you! And always will be you! And I will not let another woman come and destroy all the relationships we have built! I won't let it! It will never!" I'm yelling.

I've gone mad. I have to get out of here before I destroy this. I put my foot out, I don't care about Vian's surprised face.

Just as I was standing in front of the door, I saw the girl walking over. He stepped his foot over to where I was standing, maybe he wanted to see Vian again. Before he got to my house, I walked up to him.

He came closer, and I was still standing at the door. So, if he wants to get in, he has to go through me. And that's what I want.

He stood right in front of me smiling. He took his foot a step forward, hinting at me to give him a way. However, I remained silent, I raised next to my eyebrows. He looked at me with a questionable look.

"Can you be nice, and give me a way to get me in?" tanyakanya.

I still look at him, I want to challenge him. I don't know where this confidence comes from, but I like it. The girl rolled her eyes lazily, then patted my shoulder for me to shift. However, I did not move one bit.

"I don't know who you are or what you want. So don't try to find trouble with me! Let me in!" said it.

Ohh, so now he's no longer being sweet? I still don't move. He wanted to touch me again, but this time I pushed him first.

"Who do you think you are?!" ask her furiously.

"Who do I think I am? I'm Vian's legal wife. Son-in-law of Mr. Oesman's family," I said firmly.

"Oh, should I be afraid of you? Move aside, I'm not going to tell Vian that" he said, trying to get past me. But I won't let him in.

"You're so funny, you know that?" I said, taking a step closer to him.

"You didn't realize you were going to enter my house, but without my permission? Unconscious, want to meet someone's husband? Now, look me in the eye, I want to know. Don't you have any self-respect?" cynical kataku.

The girl's eyes widened and her mouth gaped for a moment, making me feel guilty. But I'm right, right? He should know that Vian is married.