Love Bersemi In Turkey
Visiting the House of In-Law

I rushed to Vian's room. It turned out that he was lying on the bed with his hands folded behind his head, looking at the ceiling.

I went up to him and laid my body beside him. His arms immediately wrapped around my waist and I wove our fingers, for some reason I couldn't help myself. The mood became quiet. But I always felt comfortable when I was around him.

"Vians... What am I supposed to do now? I really don't know" I said slowly.

I really hope he'll say something, because I really don't understand. He grabbed my chin and made me look at him. I looked into her bright brown eyes.

"Look, he really looks like a good person. He looks sincere. I mean, how she hugged you, how she cried. Does it all feel real?" He asked me and I nodded.

"Then take your time. It's not easy, I understand. You can't get used to it in a day. It takes time" he said later. I nodded as I turned my face away from her. He's correct. I don't have to do anything but wait.

"Look at me. "he said slowly, making me look at him immediately. I looked at him again.

"I'm here okay. I know, maybe I'll never be the man who loves you. But I don't want this to end. You were always there for me, even though I always asked you to leave," he said tearfully.

"You always help me. So, I want to help you too ... Maybe one day you will find someone else. You will find someone who can sincerely love you. However, before that time comes, please stay with me. I will always be there for you. Always," he said later. My eyes widened. Did Vian really say that?

He laughed and shook his head to see me turn.

"Yes, I promise. It will always be there for you" he said with a smile.

I hit his chest slowly, then put my head on it. I hugged her tightly while listening to her heartbeat.

This whole thing is so heavy for me. I'm not strong. I can't do this alone. Need it...

"Vian .." I said softly. He just muttered in response.

"Well, I'll stay with you" I said before sleeping next to him.

***

"You're completely useless!" Shouted the man while kicking my stomach. It hurts so much and I think I'm gonna spit blood. I closed my eyes. I don't want to see it.

"We left you on purpose!" I heard the voices of others. Kevin's voice! Nope, no! That can't be true. Kevin and Kenzo, they'll never do that.

"Of course they will! We will do it, because you are indeed worthless, useless!" said a woman there ... He's gonna do that? He's gonna dump me? No, he wouldn't do it. She is my mother! This is impossible!

"Stop!" I heard that voice. The voice of someone who always protected me.

I smiled thinly. She, she was the one who never wanted me, but always saved me. He was always there for me. I opened my eyes slowly to see it. But what I just saw made my eyes go wide. They can't do it...

I wanted to scream, yell at them to stop. I wanted to scream to tell them that they could take me and torture me to death, but I would never let them touch him. I wanted to protect her, like she always protected me.

"No!" I screamed while I got out of my sleep. I looked around and found myself in Vian's bed. My eyes were still glazed over, and my breathing was irregular.

A moment later I felt a pair of arms grab me and put my face on his chest. Vians ... He's here, he's fine.

"Ssh, there's nothing" he said. I started crying hard. He tightened his embrace.

"They're gonna kill you, Vian. In front of my eyes .." I whispered slowly, maybe he couldn't hear it. But he heard it.

"I'm here, I'm fine.Nothing happened and nothing will happen. Now, take a deep breath" he said. I also obeyed his words.

After a while, Vian lay back down and put my head on his chest. When I thought about what happened in the nightmare, I started crying again slowly. Vian sighed and placed my head right on his left chest. I don't know why he did it, but it really helped me to be calmer. Listening to her heartbeat made me feel calm, especially when I was here with her, in her arms.

I heard the phone ringing, I immediately opened my eyes. I sat down to see Vian for a moment, he was still asleep. With hesitation, I raised my hand to touch the phone. However, Vian suddenly woke up and immediately answered the call. He was silent for a moment before he frowned and sat up straight.

“What?” he said while looking up at the ceiling.

"Yes, a few weeks ago I was there ... I mean, we were there, I was with Sadiya there ... What did Mom mean? I really don't understand what the problem is. She's my sister, why can't I see her? ... Why? ... All right, I'll come today" Vian said, ending the call. He looked tense after that. I walked up to him and rubbed his hair with my fingers.

"What's wrong?" askaku. He just shrugged his shoulders.

"Why, you're always like that" she replied.

I nodded, trying to digest his words. I don't understand what he means. It seems that Vian doesn't want to tell you any further, so it's better that I just shut up.

"You know, mom doesn't want me talking to Sevda. He did not accept it when he divorced Yahya. Just because they were fighting, they thought they could stop me from talking to him. He's my brother. How can I stop talking to him?!" he said while turning his face.

I think he talks more to himself than to me. My mind was on Kevin. He doesn't want to deal with me at all.

"And then, mom said that dad wanted to talk to me about something important. So I'm going there today, you want to come too?" He asked me.

I thought for a moment and nodded. I know, they're still my in-laws. I have to visit them, even if I don't want to.

***

"Sadiya, I'll talk to my father. You can relax here" said Vian and I nodded.

Now, we're at his parents' house and his mother's not home. I decided to look around the house. There was a room that caught my attention, I went in and looked around. Turns out it was Vian's old room, his room before marrying me.

I walked further into the room and looked in the mirror. He's on the table, there's an album of pictures of Vian as a kid.