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Who is that woman?

When I had just fallen asleep, I vaguely heard a voice. I woke up. I heard someone screaming loudly. I got out of bed and tried to figure out if the sound was real or just in my dreams. I listened carefully and realized that the voice was real. It was Vian's voice. I looked around, realizing that it was still dark. I immediately rushed half-run to his room. The door was unlocked so I could get in easily.

Just now I was about to ask what was going on, I saw him fall asleep. But he was like fighting in his sleep. His hand was raised into the air as if he was trying to push someone. I approached him and grabbed his hand.

"No.. No, no, no," He shouted continuously. I tried to wake him up but it didn't work. It seemed like he was having a nightmare and could not wake up. I rubbed his head.

"Vian ... Vian," I said. Maybe it will wake him up. But it didn't. He did not answer at all. I kept saying her name and kept shaking her body but she didn't wake up either.

"No ... No ... No ... " He said 'no' repeatedly. Then she said something that caught my attention and stopped me from shaking her body to try to wake her up.

"Liza ... Please," he said softly. Who's Liza? Her boyfriend? And what did he see? I'm shaking my mind. Ah, it doesn't matter to me. I shook her body once more so she would wake up. I kept calling his name many times but it was useless, he didn't hear it. Finally, I drew closer to him and shouted his name loudly to the point of making him flinch in shock and slightly shortened from his bed.

He woke up and he looked terrified as if he had just watched a horror movie. I don't know what I just did, I just followed my heart. After a few minutes, I said her name again so she would wake up from her dream.

"Vian .." I said softly while clutching his shoulders. He did not move at all, and trembled slightly.

He looked at me for a moment and then saw my arm that was wrapped around his shoulder from the side. He immediately pushed my arm and stood up, as if I had hurt him or dirty him, I didn't know that.

"Don't! Don't you ever dare touch me again!" he said while looking at me with disgust. This is not what I want. I don't want to fight in the middle of the night. I'm too tired for that.

"I'm just trying to help you and you're not" I said calmly, but he interrupted me immediately.

"I don't need your help, okay? You can't just walk into my room without my permission and touch me like this!." He said with his angry voice. I could only be silent, not saying anything because I did not understand anything.

"I don't want you to touch me again, no matter what. Next time don't go in my room!" said warned. I'm nodding. I hurried to the door.

I went back to my room to sleep. But I couldn't sleep after remembering the horror I saw in Vian's eyes. That's very strange. But, ah come on. What right do I have to think about it? Finally I closed my eyes tightly and lay sideways to the right, trying to sleep and not think about it anymore.

***

The next day I woke up hearing voices again. I listened to the voice, and it turned out that my mother-in-law was talking.

I immediately came out of my room and she looked at me sharply. I lowered my face in shame because I was sleeping when he came. He walked towards me and looked at me with a look of disdain. I just sighed and rolled my eyes lazily. I knew that he would say something, which was sure to insult me.

"If my husband and your father don't make a deal, I'll never let you marry my son. Look how perfect my son is, and look at your appearance. He can also do things better than you" he said firmly. What he said didn't hurt me at all, because that's the truth. After all, such words are familiar to me, maybe even ingrained because they always enter my ears and are permanently remembered in my brain.

"Mom doesn't have to tell me things like that. I already know that," I said politely and in a low voice. Even though I knew she wasn't a good mother-in-law, I still knew how to respect the elder.

"Vian, look what your wife said. You hear that? He's very disrespectful. And look, he also slept until the afternoon." she said, pointing at my face and looking at my door. I breathe again. I chose to be quiet, not wanting to reply or answer her words, because it would only make a fuss. I don't like that very much.

"Oh, Mother .. Why did you let something like this happen?" vian said as he swung his arms. It was as if she blamed her mother for letting her marry me.

I'm trying to stay calm. Whatever it is, it can't affect my feelings anymore. 'Don't let them affect your feelings, one day you will definitely have a quiet and peaceful life, ' I said in my heart. Yeah, I always talk to myself. People will think I'm crazy, but I can't help it. Probably because I never had anyone to talk to. In fact, no one wants to advise me or motivate me. So, I have to advise and motivate myself.

"Well, I think it's better to marry Liza. Isn't that so Vian?" I said while looking into his eyes. I don't know why I said that. Even I haven't thought about it, those words just popped out of my mouth.

He looks surprised. However, a moment later I saw anger in his eyes. He's gonna hurt me. That look was like my father's before he hurt me. The furious frown on his forehead made his face extremely frightening. My fingertips suddenly started to sweat and my legs trembled slightly as he looked into my eyes with a deadly look.

"Mother, go!" he said while gritting his teeth at me. His mother simply nodded and took his things violently after which he left and closed the door loudly. I knew that the worst thing in my life might start soon after this. My whole body started to tremble as he walked over to me.