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I started to take a step back slowly as he started to walk closer. Until I felt the wall hit my back so I couldn't back down anymore. Now I'm stuck in a corner of the room and can't go anywhere. His eyes glare at me. It was so horrible, as if he was ready to pounce on me.

"Who told you!?" harden it with a loud voice. Makes me dark. But I tried to keep myself quiet. I'm afraid he'll become even more angry if I try to speak. But he kept looking at me with sharp eyes as if he was going to stab me.

"Nothing" I said slowly. I finally tried to speak. I closed my eyes for a moment while trying to catch my breath, then opened my eyes again. I'm so scared. The shadows of my past re-emerged filled my mind. Things I never wanted to feel again, even though I was used to.

"Who?! Say it! Tell me, who told you!?" he said with anger. He wants to know. He's very curious. And I knew that I had to tell her if I didn't want anything bad in my past to happen again.

"You said it in your nightmare last night. You screamed his name." Still withholding my fear, I finally tried to say it.

He then took a step back and again. For the first time I saw him looking at me with soft eyes. I knew the gaze was not directed at me and I knew that he was thinking about that girl named Liza. He shook his head many times.

"Who is he?" I asked gently, I was still afraid that she would get back angry or panic like she had in her dream last night. I knew that he wouldn't tell me who he was, but I still wanted to ask.

"It's none of your business!" he said, clenching his hand. I immediately covered my face with both palms of my hands. Fear began to spread all over me and I closed my eyes, waiting for him to hit me. I know that I can't possibly avoid it. I was ready to take the blow and feel the pain I was about to get. I closed my eyes even tighter and tried to hold my breath.

Suddenly the doorbell rang. I've never been this happy before when I heard the doorbell ring. Suddenly I looked towards Vian to ask who it was, but he turned his face towards the door. I stepped in to open it, but he went ahead of me and opened the door immediately. Behind the door stood someone I had never seen before. So, I think he's Vian's friend. He was a fearsome man, wearing black clothes, and bald-headed and had a pair of eyes with a sharp eye highlight. A very scary figure.

He gave Vian a small nod after which he looked at me for a moment. The man gave her the package without saying anything.

I wonder what Vian just bought from that creepy guy. Vian took out his wallet from his pants pocket and put some money in the man's hand. Then the man glanced at me before finally leaving. I felt disgusted as I rubbed my chest. His gaze was the same as the gaze of some people who used to see me like that.

"What's that?" I asked Vian. He said nothing and opened the package. It is like a plant, but dry. Then I woke up. That's marijuana! Does he smoke marijuana? Husam sometimes does that when he comes home with his friends. It smells disgusting and they always act differently when smoking it. I rolled my eyeballs like I couldn't believe it.

"Why do you keep wondering?! You are nothing to me!" He spit. I looked down, realizing it was none of my business.

"You're right. I'm nobody." I said and went to the door to get my jacket. If he's gonna smoke that, I'm gonna go. I don't want to know what's going to happen to him. I will do whatever it takes to protect myself from all the bad possibilities that will happen.

I stepped out. However, his voice stopped my steps and I turned around.

"Where are you going?" he asked while preparing his cigarette with weed, with the marijuana he had just bought it.

"Why are you asking me that? It's none of your business" I said in the same tone as she told me. He just shrugged and lit his cigarette or something.

I immediately left the house, then went to the park not far from home. I sat on the bench and looked at the children playing. The kids always comfort me. I knew I wouldn't have children until I was old. I saw them playing cheerfully, joking with laughter with his friends.

A few moments later I saw someone passing by. That person was the same person who visited Vian's house earlier ... He's looking at me. Then, as soon as he realized that I saw him too, he quickly disappeared behind a building.

I was scared when I saw him. So I stood up to go home. Actually it's weird. I went here to avoid Vian, but now I'm back to see Vian for fear of seeing that person. But, after all, Vian was not as scary as that man. I don't know why, I'm feeling bad. I want to quickly leave this place. I got up from my seat and set foot to return home.

Just now I was about to step away, but suddenly someone held my hand tightly. I clamped and turned around. I saw that creepy guy standing in front of me. He looked at me with disdain, a grin plastered on his face. My whole body was plagued with fear, and it grew even more fearful as I watched her grin. My heart started beating faster and I felt insecure. I feel like something bad is going to happen.

"Vian can get a girl this pretty? Huh?" he said grinning while looking at me from head to toe. It made me feel so disgusted that I wanted to spit out my food this morning. Suddenly the shadow of the past re-emerged in my memory, but I ignored it. I don't want to respond to what he said. Ignoring is the best, I thought. So, I tried to leave but his hand still gripped my arm tightly. My hands began to tremble slowly in fear and I looked around looking for someone but not a single person in sight. My legs felt limp, but I tried to stay standing even though it was hard.

"You're beautiful .. aren't you? And also a good girl?" he said, making me feel like spitting out a little breakfast that I had eaten this morning. I was getting scared and kept looking around looking for someone. Even I was hoping Vian would come to my aid. But there's no one at all.