Love Bersemi In Turkey
Where Will He Take Me?

I woke up from my sleep. I circled my gaze around, looking for where Vian was. I tried to stand up, but suddenly my head hurt, making me lie back down.

Moments later I heard the door open. I turned my eyes to the door. The vian approached me furiously. As usual, I was no longer surprised to see him angry.

"What the fuck is this Sadiya!?" ask him with anger. Makes me realize what that means. He must have known, I picked up the phone from Alex, but I didn't tell him.

"What's wrong?" I try to sit down. I hissed with the pain, my whole body still in pain. But he doesn't seem to care about it.

"You can pick up the phone from her without telling me!" he said with anger.

"Why didn't you tell me?! If only you had told me, none of this would have happened! And you won't sit here in pain!" his yell. I took a deep breath and looked at him.

"If only you had told me that you were fighting with a gang. I will tell you, too" I replied. I lied on purpose, actually I didn't tell him because I was really scared that time. He widened his eyes for a moment.

"I don't deal with gangs" he said gently this time. Makes me confused. If not gangs then what?

"Don't look at me like that. I really don't have a gang. I didn't answer him on the phone at the time, and lately I've been quiet, no longer seeing him, which is why he's angry. He and I share drugs and guns, but he wants to take them all." He gave an explanation.

"When did you stop seeing her?" my many. I feel suspicious. He said he wasn't with Alex lately, but wasn't he still on good terms with Alex?

"A few weeks ago.

He was crazy to have it all. But the enemies were happy, because one of our leaders was silent" he explained. He suddenly fell silent and realized he was telling the truth. He immediately set his foot about to leave, as if he did not want me to know. But before he left, I prevented him with my question.

"Well, you don't have to tell me what you don't want to tell me. But, at least tell me, why did he have to kidnap me?" my many. I walked up to him and held his arm, so he wouldn't leave. I want to hear his explanation.

"Because you're my wife, and she thinks it's the best way to blackmail me" she said, looking me deeply in the eye.

"Do you think that's true?" I ventured to ask. But, he immediately removed my hand from his arm and moved to leave. Before he actually stepped outside my room, he glanced at me.

"Of course not" he said, slamming the door hard, giving me a little shock.

***

"Salma, I also want to buy that little vase of flowers" I said. Salma and I went shopping together. Actually, he didn't go shopping, but just accompanied me. I have been lonely since. Vian's not home, I don't know where he's going.

Besides, I deliberately took him for a walk so that he could forget Husam. He told me that all the problems were done. His parents also knew and agreed to break off his engagement. He looks fine, but I'm sure in his heart he must have been hurt.

I circled my eyes to look around the other stuff. Suddenly my sight stopped when I saw someone. The same person I met on the bus at the time. Suddenly, there was a strange feeling when I saw him. A feeling I have never felt at all. Is this what we call inner bonding? But, who is he?

As I was about to walk towards him subconsciously, he looked at me. I stopped my steps, I felt like I couldn't move as our eyes clashed against each other. Does he feel the same? Just as I was about to ask who he was, he left in a hurry. And suddenly Salma came to me.

"What's wrong?" tanyakanya. I shook my head. After that we went home.

***

I'm making dinner for me and Vian. While I was stirring the soup, I saw Vian coming. Suddenly he entered the kitchen, then took a slice of cucumber while leaning his back on the refrigerator.

"You hungry? I made some food," I said. He nodded in agreement. I immediately took out two dishes and put the soup in.

"How ... How are you doing? Did that guy do anything to you? Does he dare touch you?" tanyakanya. I looked at her with a smile, trying to convince her that I was okay.

"No, don't worry" I replied. He nodded then took the plate he had prepared for him, after which he moved to the dining table in the living room.

I brought my cooking to the dinner table. Vian ate first. Actually, there are a lot of things I want to ask him. But I didn't dare to ask her, I was afraid she would get angry again. I could just sit back and enjoy my soup that my grandmother taught me how to cook.

"Do you like this?" I try to start a conversation. But, she acted as if she didn't hear me, she didn't even look at me and just kept eating.

I took a deep breath, then returned to the kitchen to wash the dishes while holding back the crying. I know, I shouldn't have to overreact. But, somehow, maybe because I was menstruating so I became more sensitive.

I continued to wash the dishes, without realizing that Vian had been standing behind me, he turned the cold water tap.

"Can't you see your hands burning?" he asked in a louder voice than usual. I saw my hands flushed red, I just realized that I was washing dishes with hot water.

I kept washing but he didn't stay away. I don't understand what happened to her but she hugged my waist from behind. I froze, unable to say anything or do anything. I saw the water running in my hand, dissipating the lingering heat. Suddenly my knees felt weak and heavy to stand. I closed my eyes for a moment and opened them. It felt very strange and I felt like a tingling sensation was spreading all over my body. Just as I was about to say something, she took her hug off my waist, but was still standing beside me leaning against the table. He didn't see me.

"Sadiya?" Vian asked, but still did not see me. His voice sounded nervous. I immediately turned off the tap and turned towards him.

"Yes?" I said slowly.

"Tomorrow ... Will you come with me tomorrow?" She asked. His voice was shaking like holding back a cry. It made me want to come and hold her, but I held her back. I want to ask where, but I think it's better not to ask now.

"Well," I said, wondering where he would take me tomorrow.