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Vian kicked me out

I looked towards Vian. He looked at the girl with wide eyes. His mouth was slightly open and he looked pale. He tried to say something but nothing came out.

I looked at Liza, she looked at Vian with teary eyes. He took a step forward, but Vian took a step back. I grabbed Vian's arm, maybe I can calm him down, but he's still tense. His eyes blackened, his bright brown netra just disappeared. With a trembling voice, he said something to me. Something that broke my heart.

"Get out!" he said to me, and my eyes were wide. I know, we're not a real couple. But I always wanted to be near him.

"Get out Sadiya!" He patted the wall beside him with his palm, leaving me a little shocked. I nodded in fear, I immediately picked up my jacket and put on my shoes.

For a moment I saw them. They still didn't move, they just looked at each other. It's all gonna be over soon. Vian will come back to her, and divorce me. I will have no one left and no place to go. The shadows scared me, I don't know why.

I grabbed my phone in my pocket and called the only person I could meet.

"Masara, can you pick me up from home?" I asked him.

My voice shook and my throat hurt as I spoke.

I didn't hear an answer from Masara. I saw my phone, it was dead. Very good my fate!

I sat on the stairs outside the house, waiting for someone I knew to pass by.

My heart never wanted to go anywhere else. I wanted to go up to a high place, and yelled at Liza. I wanted to hug Vian and beg him not to leave me. I want to be with him always, like a few minutes ago.

Isn't Liza dead? Then, how did he get here? So many questions came to my mind. I didn't realize I was crying, until I suddenly felt someone wipe away my tears. I closed my eyes.

I turned my face to someone I knew who it was. I immediately hugged him. I couldn't hold back my tears anymore, I started sobbing loudly. I held my arms around her, I needed some comfort.

"Come on," he said after a while while letting go of his embrace.

I got up from my seat, he took my hand. I looked towards him. Kenzo, twin. His eyes look red. Is she crying?

We walked to his car and I stepped in, no matter where we were going. I'm too tired to realize everything. Moments later, he parked his car in front of a small house, then he kept quiet while watching the house. I'm staring. She looked a bit sad, so I rubbed her hand.

"This is our father's house. She .. she's in the hospital, so .. so no one's here. You can stay here" he said and my eyes widened.

Actually I really want to live alone. But, this is too soon. I need some time. I have to think about it first. We walked inside and then I saw this house was much smaller compared to his house.

"I live here with my dad. I mean, our parents have been divorced for a long time" he said awkwardly as he walked into the room. I just sat on the couch and looked around. This house is not very beautiful but not bad either.

A few minutes later, Kenzo came back and gave me some clothes.

"It's mine. You can wear it. I'm . uh I'm sorry-" she started babbling again. It was something he often did near me, while I felt so comfortable around him.

"You can relax a little while near me" I said as I moved to the room where she had come to change clothes.

I smelled those clothes for a moment. Smells fragrant. Like ... like Vian's perfume. What's the matter? Do these clothes belong to Vian? Have Kenzo and Vian made up? Have they talked about everything to bring me here? Yes, I'm sure of it! Vian can do everything.

I shook my head not to think about it anymore and smiled as I went back to Kenzo. He was sitting on the couch watching TV. I lay beside him, I felt very tired and did not have enough energy to hold my head. I felt Kenzo's hand touch my hair and caress it.

"You want to tell me something?" he asked and I closed my eyes.

I wanted to scream, scream what had happened. I wanted to tear apart everything near me, to show my feelings. For the pain in my heart to fade a little. But, I can't do it.

"Not now" I replied and he remained silent. I listened to her soft breath and the small voice coming from the TV.

"When I was a kid, I felt like I was living in a void. I feel like something is incomplete. It's as if there's something or someone out there that should be with me. I always had trouble sleeping from childhood. I always wanted the warmth and strength I could only get from that one person. My family doesn't take it seriously. They thought it was just because I wanted to be noticed. But it didn't. I want that guy. I want to feel fine. And when they told me that I had a twin when I was sixteen, I was so happy. You know why?

Because I found what I've been looking for all this time. I couldn't believe it when they told me that my twin brother had died. I can't believe it. If my twin brother dies, I'll feel it. That's what I told them, but they never trusted me. So, I started looking for him. I know that he's alive. I know that, I can feel it. And then .. then I found you, and now .. now I feel complete," he said.

I rise from my sleep. I sat next to him. I can't believe what I just heard. Tears started to flow down my face.

I looked at her and saw on her cheeks there were tears as well. I put my hand on her shoulder and held her. He ..he's the only person I trust so much right now. I don't know why, but now that he's telling me this, I know that.

A few minutes later, Kenzo stood up and went to his room. I also decided to look around the house. I went into a big room. There's a king-size bed. My head feels a little dizzy. I laid myself on that bed.

Moments later, Kenzo came and lay down beside me. I looked at him and smiled. She smiled back and her smile was the last thing I saw that day.