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The Kevin

I felt tears streaming down my face, but my eyes were still closed. I can't see, I don't want to see this reality.

Suddenly, I felt two hands embrace me and made me start crying. I returned the hug, feeling its warmth. I don't want to let go. I've never felt anything like this before.

On the one hand, my heart aches with the fact that my family doesn't want me either. But on the other hand, I feel very happy to be able to feel a warm embrace of a mother.

A few moments later, I opened my eyes. I looked into her teary eyes. Day .. I can't believe how much I look like him .. How I look like Kenzo.

He pulled my arm and we sat on the sofa. I wanted to talk, but it felt like something was stuck in my throat and holding it until I couldn't breathe. I couldn't say anything, even though I wanted to ask everything.

"Speak to me, ask me something" he said, and I looked at him in confusion. I saw Kevin coming in but I didn't notice him.

"Ask," he said. I grabbed my courage, I took a deep breath, then stood up with a sigh. It's time to get an answer.

"Where have you been? Where were you when they beat me up like a man hitting a punching bag? Where were you when I was covered in blood and bruises? Where were you when I received my grandmother's punch just because I couldn't bear to see her get hurt? Who me? Am I not valuable? Am I ugly? Until I have to be thrown out? Am I really not worthy to know who I really am?" I took a breath, then continued.

"Those years, you don't know what happened to me! What I'm going through! I couldn't go to school, but it was one of my dreams. I wanted to be a doctor, because doctors were always very good when I visited them just because I was sick again because they didn't give me food! I want to be someone who is proud! But instead of that, they forced me to marry that man. A man more fucked than me. And that, all because you guys left me. I'm here to get answers. I'm not here to make up anything. I'm here because it feels so good to be here. But I knew it wouldn't last forever, because reality would always hit me in the face, sooner or later!" My yelling.

I clenched my hands, stuck my nails into my skin to feel the pain. It might help, it might help eliminate all the pain, maybe it will help fade all the memories. He's staying quiet. He didn't say anything. His mouth was slightly open and he looked at me with wide eyes. Then I saw Kevin, standing against the wall with his arms crossed.

"We're not leaving you" Kevin said. I looked at him, but he looked around, seeing everything but me.

"When you and Kenzo were born, Kenzo was seriously ill. If we don't pay for his operation, he'll die. You were okay at that time. So, we gave all our attention to him because he needed it. One day, as we were about to visit you, the doctor said you .. died," said the woman beside me, her voice breaking at the end of the word. Whahuh? I can't believe this.

"At that time, we didn't trust him, because you were fine. Kenzo was the one who should have died, not you. So we wanted to meet you, but they didn't allow us" he explained later.

I frowned. This cannot be true ... No, this can't be true!

"Over the years, we thought you were dead, but Kenzo wasn't. Maybe he felt his twin bond. I don't know. But when we told him what really happened, he started looking for you. We told him not to do it, we told him you were dead, but he didn't trust us. He said he could feel your presence. He said he could feel that you were alive" he said. She finally looked at me. I saw a glint of pain in his eyes. He looked so lost, so confused. Just like me.

"No, if that's true, how could I suddenly be with them?" my spoken. I'm sure it's not true. They must be lying, just like everyone else did to me.

"I don't know. Kenzo thinks they kidnapped you. When we're not with you, maybe they come and pretend like they're your family, and then take you in" Kevin said. A moment later he looked back at his mother. He was now sitting on the sofa, his gaze staring forward like he was daydreaming.

"I .. I need some fresh air" I said as I went out.

I shed my tears as soon as I was outside. I'm holding on to the wall, so as not to overflow. Suddenly I felt someone put his hand on my shoulder and turned my body, then hugged me.

"Don't worry, everything will be fine" he said.

I hugged her back hesitantly and we stayed that way for a while. After a while, I let go of my hand and looked at her face. I saw him crying too.

"Who are you?" my many. He smiled at me and shook his head.

"I'm the mother of Kevin's son" he replied. She got a kid? He smiled at my confused face.

"Our marriage didn't go well. So, we got divorced. But it's okay now" he said with a lot of pressure. He smiled but I could see how hurt he was about it.

He took my hand and pulled me in. I don't want to go, but something inside me says I have to go in. I followed him into the living room, and then I saw Kevin still there. Husna smiled at me, then went to another room, maybe the kitchen. I turned my eyes towards Kevin, but he threw his face away.

"Don't think I believe everything" he said cynically. I rolled my eyeballs.

"I don't care, you want to believe it or not. Know that I will never forgive you for setting fire to a house when there was a child in it! I don't care about myself, maybe it's better if I burn to death. But you can't touch him! Don't forget your men kidnapped me and hurt Vian. I will never forgive you" I said as I went after Husna.

Husna is in the kitchen. He's making something with dough. I helped him immediately too.